Yes. Hua hai. That's why I always vent it out. At this point I'm on Autopilot mode in real life or anywhere, I'm just acting without thinking about the consequences. I have no time or energy left for any kind of MUs or drama. I vent it out whatever in my head. All I care is what I think about me, and I know that I had/have no bad intentions against anyone, that's all matters to me.
Newbirdie, I hope you are doing well. I was worried about you. Take care of yourself, first. Forum drama doesn’t deserve any attention. It should be water off duck’s back. Glad you are back! And thank you! I heard what you did for me when I wasn’t here. Thank you for your empathy and integrity! 

Nothing was as bad as 2012 though. It comes with the territory of being an opinionated woman with no loyalty to any forum cliques. 🤷🏽♀️
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