Originally posted by: lagjagale
Ak not trusting herself......yeah. But also, and I am very unsure about this, it may be my Abhira goggles, but maybe she is afraid of herself seeing Abhi again as he really is. During Abhi's Kasauli stay she kept trying to keep herself in check about trusting Abhi and stuff. The most progress in Navra relationship also only happened as she slowly lost her anger on Abhi. I mean just a couple of months back she ran after Abhi when he got in an accident. She may be afraid of her own feelings resurfacing. Along with Nav's insecurities as she and Abhi go back to how they were originally with each other. Ak has blocked all the good times with Abhi and convinced herself their relationship was a toxic mess. All her several lies even to herself are slowly falling away.
LOL even I'm trying to put aside the Abhira lens from this and giving her consideration that it may only be about denying Abhi's rights as a father as usual.....lol given the convoluted nature of Akshara's brain, it's hard to seperate the two issues right now😆
Does she fear Abhi being involved in their life because she will have to start accepting him as Abhir's father the more time he spends around them? Or does it go deeper that she doesn't trust herself around him long term, period that old feelings may resurface and may disturb her domestic bliss with Nav?😆
Abhi for his part is quite clear...he has accepted her telling him that she doesn't want him....that is why he doesn't have a guilty conscience or fear on this point about being fearful of old emotions emerging....he has made peace with her decision.....she is the one still operating in the most fear and not showing any real faith in herself or her decisions.....lol
People like to claim that oh look her fears have borne out as true....lol ummm they've born out as true because she chose to lie at each point rather than maturely talking through any situation....if you keep telling a mix of lies to different groups of people and then your house of lies falls apart and hands the decision in favor of the other party, can you really use your fears as an excuse anymore? lol time for some long overdue PERSONAL RESPONSIBILITY, Mrs. Sharma.
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