Originally posted by: Gundamwing
She can't believe in it because no one loves like him, it is unreal it is fantasy
When all you have is pride with no self worth then you don't think anyone can love you like that
Mainly we are forgetting she was just a 20 or 21 year old girl. With no dating experience and has rohail as her friend who was male. And she doesn't believe rohail is in love with her.
Murtasim is like that one childhood enemy who just irritates you coz he is breathing the same air. Combined with his main gaddi ka janasheen hu attitude she hated him.
Now she agreed to marriage but didn't know what to expect from it. Her first thought was he would expect physical relationship so she made that contract thing. She was just afraid of all the changes happening.
And the sudden attitude change after marriage from murtu left her confused. She didn't know how he changed but she never questions it as she is afraid of the answer. She is like out of sight out of mind type. So she doesn't want to believe his love bcoz then she too has to love him. In a sense she still believes bookish love but not when it is seen in reality. With others she doesn't have to think much as that is not her problem. But with murtasim it is her problem. So different ways of reaction.
And something about her abandonment issues also play a role here. Her parents loved her so much but all the love vanished. And now she don't know how to believe that love again.
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