Originally posted by: Kiwicy
I think this is what the current track is all about. To let meenu let their inner demons and insecurities out and put it to rest forever.
No matter how much mk loves meerab he always thinks she will leave him. He was not afraid of her not accepting his love but he definitely feared her leaving him.
Meerab always had this conception that she can be brave enough to withstand this marriage problem. And not give herself away. Even at times when she softened towards mk she was able to backtrack.
It goes against her will. Coz if she allows herself to fall for mk and accept him then she has to accept all the wrongs happened as right. She is a girl who is all or nothing. No in between. So if she accepts murtasim then she has to accept Anwar as her father, that her dreams are no more, that waqas and anila are also right and victims in this scenario.
She is unable to do and she won't allow it to happen. But now as consummation happened. She has to accept it. She can't ignore the prblm. Prvsly there were no expectations from her from murtasim and meerab herself. Now the game has changed. There is no way for her to backtrack. If you listen the dialogue she tells farook and aunty that murtasim wants her to marry him forcibly. She is right there too. She still wanted to be in that phase only. Not accept that they have moved on from that.
So these insecurities and inner demons will have to be put rest.
Murtasim keeps reiterating this fact that she will leave him one day, dude she never left you it is you that keeps running away at critical times. He needs to work on telling her, babe listen I need time out right now to sort out my shit, so let me catch a breather I will come to you when I am ready. She doesn't know him as well as he knows her, so he needs to make this clear to his duffod biwi who has abandonment issues.
Murtasim knows she loves him and won’t abandon him, but he is also scared she will leave him, both these facts are true which shows how well he understands her. Love is not enough to bind her to him forever, she can be that cold, ruthless and unforgiving, leaving him doesn’t mean she is abandoning him not if it comes in the form of a punishment. But who is she punishing him or herself that doesn’t matter what happens to one will happen to the other.
He promised her that she has first right over herself on their wedding day so if she did walk out on him as a form of punishment, does he have any right to stop her. He holds power over her on whether she can physically separate from him but if this clashes with her wish to leave him what will he do then? His worst fears are coming true.
Edited by Gundamwing - 2 years ago
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