for me it's like i am worth if nothing. The way how how failure feels in life when he is kind of put into situations like he is not a good son as if he don't agree to manjari's conditions. He is not good father if he does not get married to arohi. He is not a good husband as he refused pick a phone call as akshu is not telling the whole scenario and her words are stuck at a phone call. He is a bad father due to faulty machine. He is a bad father who wishes to parent 2 kids. It's actually makes me feel he should die sometime. It's harsh reality depressions are real and people who has depression they can understand how triggerrimg these scenes are. I am assuming i don't have depression but at some point i was so low in my life i felt really worthless and even had some random thoughts of getting rid of this pain by hook and crook but i got back on track due to my family who loved me. But for abhi he really don't even have a motivation to fight with depression as everyone are triggering it even more.
Yes why are they not having abhi apologize is beyond me.you right it is very triggering, but for me the trigger is the refusal to apologize and acknowledge how he wronged akshara. It is bringing up a very traumatic incident from my past

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