My letter to Sai Joshi

Dear Sai,

I’ve been with you on your journey for a while now , and I have always rooted for you .. you have been there, seen it all, and done the best you could given the horrible challenges life threw at you at every turning and juncture .. and it breaks my heart that you had to endure what no one deserves..

but in all this there was one thing that was a constant that a romantic in me always swore by, it was your love for Virat. I don’t care what others feel, but I’ve always rooted for the marr mittne waala pyaar and when I saw Virat and you at first you guys made me feel that way about you two, and then he let you down, not once but many many times .. and then I was mad at him, he went ahead and sided the one person he should not have .. he hurt you .. he disappeared.. he disappointed you .. and then when you left him he didn’t even make an attempt to look for u.. actually he did look for you, but gave up on his heart that you could be alive and made a suicidal attempt at moving on in life with the very woman who pushed you to that state..I was mad at Virat, Infact I hated him .. wished all the horrible things for him .. and knew you would return one day to seek justice for all the nasty stuff that happened around you ..

However when you returned, somewhere inside you had decided you didn’t want to fight the situations that let you down, I also hoped things would turn out in your favour .. they did to some extent but always with an if or but clause .. Virat swore his emotional and physical loyalty to you and only you .. but his actions were slapworthy.. the one week spot in his life, always pulled him back .. and I got angrier .. today I won’t talk about your kids though they are an integral part of your life.. I will only talk about you, and your love life and your emotional state because of that .. every time something when wrong , and you broke you only broke down in front of Virat- the one and only man you ever loved and ever will .. hate me for being very lopsided in my view .. but in my head and heart I think I was thrilled at the prospect that this game of fight and make up will eventually result in you two coming together- and the periods of togetherness would outweigh your periods of separation- but this time I was wrong ..

then Satya came into your life , we knew why he was brought in .. obviously , the hurt part of me said, yes Virat deserves this .. now he will know .. and then that promo dropped, where Virat was to marry you but you married Satya instead .. don’t get me wrong, I want you to have a fresh start and happiness in life. But in my head that start was perhaps always with Virat- the man who would make up for all the sins he has committed, show them woman who wronged you her rightful place .. Virat had long become emotional cheater in the recent past but deep down I thought whatever movement happened in his life on the other woman’s front was all because he wanted to hurt you and show you you didn’t matter .. and I was okay with that as well.. the objective thinkers of the world would hate me for being such selfish person .. but I have understood I wanted Virat to be your hero then now and always .. and so when I saw the proposal today I was shattered as I knew what’s in store I couldn’t enjoy the moment.. I just knew , I am not ready to see you go away from Virat again ..

Sai, you are a smart and sensitive woman .. you are sensible too, don’t forget .. don’t give into her manipulation .. you know better .. you know Vinu is attached to her but, you should also know he is not safe with her .. how will you be different from Virat after the whole kidnap drama if you also give to her manipulation and ruin your life .. it’s time both of you stop being mahaan for the sake of your life .. it’s time both of you lead a normal life .. as man and woman, him owning up to his mistakes and showing PL the door while he restores and reinstates a your position in his life and his house .. that would be true justice .. as for Satya .. he knows everything about your past and is rooting for a beautiful future ahead .. no one deserves it, but May be Girija is alive, let him wait for her , let him be your source of strength and support since you have yourself ruled out the possibility of a romantic angle with him .. why can’t he be your best friend - a friend you need- a friend who Virat is always scared of because he knows he can’t mess around - someone like Samrat- but not in a brothers space - let him live with the fear that his love will be lost to a friendship if he doesn’t behave .. maybe that’s the track I wanna see in the coming days , where we see you both resolve issues and come close romantically .. we miss those moments .. we miss your nok jhok .. we miss Sairat and their banter .. I want you to lie down under the stars in each others arms and sing .. it’s been a long day without you my friend .. I’ll tell you all about it when I see you again .. if that’s not gonna happen, I don’t wanna watch you with anyone else .. atleast I’m not prepared .. I’m not that strong or ready ..

so please think again .. and give this relationship one last shot .. kya pata virat won’t let you down this time ..

Loads of love,

Your eternal romantic viewer

-Honeydew-

So beautifully said .. I love it

Kinda beautiful 😍

Beautifully put ❤️

You have jot down emotions of many audience..

I have no issue with her marrying another man.. Kids learn to stay with their parents new partners.. Savi too will become fond of satya..

My problem is this marriage decision will make potty win and all her battle from the surrogacy will have no meaning..

I hope she doesn't end up loosing savi too..

I'm done now.. It has been almost 8 months the heroin is crying and the evil p is winning

Beautiful ❤️..if only vankar had the intelligence and humanity to understand this. But no..he has to make witch patra win everytime 😡.

P should not win but Sai trusting V is a HUGE mistake. His love declaration is all a sham. He does not know the first thing about love. I dont want Sai to rush into anything at the cost of her children either. But Satya is a good guy, knows she's a mother of two, knows that having loved already - she's emotionally unavailable for romance but so is he. So their arrangement can be a beautiful friendship/companionship and maybe a chance to get true love in life for both.. and if not it'll be a friendship forever and V will also have to prove that despite her actions, his so called "love" doesnt swing like a pendulum. Because if his love is real then he should be divorcing P irrespective of what Sai says in response to his proposal. If he doesn't but lives with P again like nothing happened then it reaffirms why this man is a loser, an untrustworthy prick. And I'm trusting that Satya won't let Sai lose her children more than V. Because we have seen how V reacts. If Sai rejects his proposal he will deem that she's bad, egotistical and poison kids against her himself. He's capable of it. Or he will go cry on Ps shoulder and watch P do some crap. Lets see if he really has learned any lessons or introspected or the whole love for Sai is just a phase. My bet is on the latter. He keeps getting these phases. Kuch din mein he will be likely be back to "P is my mahaan BFF , she's better than Sai for me and my kids, lets do nayi shuruaat phase"

Just so beautiful 😍 Thank you for this🤗

This is so beautiful and heartbreaking at the same time honeydew...Sai sai sai..what r u doing ?

I am upset at Sai too hut not because she is not going back to Virat but because she is not fighting for her kids anymore. For me it it would have been better if they showed her done fighting alone and giving up because since surrogacy she is fighting lone battle - Virat has alway cornered her and not supported her. But they are giving different reason of sacrificing for love.

For me its time Virat step up- he is the one who entangled his kids n Sai n PL like this in his life and is not doing anything except love confession n partial one sided divorce.

No one is expecting him to fight while PL is his baggage - WHY? - he is given leeway for letting PL take over Sai’s place in his and now kids life but its Sai who will have to fight for everything. Why would any woman want such relationship where they are constantly deprioritized by husband? She fought for her love then her marriage and now kids- while the man simply does nothing.

While I am sad she did not putting up fight against PL AND Virat and now being weak in love - I am also thinking this is an opportunity for Virat to step up in relationship and fix his mistakes- IF he Loved Sai he must fix this. He never fought for her - its high time he does now.

PS- For 8 months we saw Virat constantly wronging Sai to a point of pushing her to an edge but he was still labeled as good father to kids even though he intentionally tried to separate kids from Sai. But now Sai is bad mother!

All I am going say is I now understand why FLs are shown to fight tooth and nail for everything while ML are expected to do bare minimum- because it’s unforgivable is they falter.

Not a shade but my POV regarding everything so far.

Thank you for this thread.

Loved it.

Marriage to a new guy and entering into an unknown zone whom she hardly knows is not a solution. Already she has been through a deal marriage. She can marry later after further acquaintance and knowing his family more.

She can be friendly and decide about marriage later. Aim to get both kids. Even a friend can help if she wants to take.

Sai should wait for Virat to come and discuss before taking any step. At the most she can move out if Vinu s not happy.