Originally posted by: -honeydew-
Suddenly today I felt it is no longer about Virat or Pakhi or the CN waasis - this is about years of injustice that happened to Sai as a human; she first lost her father, then the man who promised to take care of her , promised to love her but let her down for another woman by the time she learnt to love him, she lost her child and lived with the guilt that she was responsible for his death, by the time she realised the child was alive the only man she ever loved didn’t let her have her own child; he snatched away her daughter and put her in jail in clear misuse of power, and her family never treated her as their own, Infact they insulted and mistreated her at every given opportunity. They took advantage of her goodness whenever needed and also blamed her for things she never did . Whatever she has become in life is due to her own hard work, merit, self confidence and self worth.
After all this she does deserve to be happy, I’m not saying she needs a man in her life to make her happy, she needs someone she can call her own, she needs someone whom she can fall back on at anytime in life, as a source of strength. She needs someone in her life that others know they will have to cross before they ever think of even hurting her. Whether that relationship evolves into love or not is something only time will tell( but for now this person needs to be there for Sai , and bring out the real hidden genuine gem inside her that she has masked under layers of fear, betrayal, anger and hurt though she tries to be brave on the face of it and smile.
Even if she chooses to love Virat and no one else she needs to have someone who will show her the way when she is lost and knows she can always turn to this person. The times when Virat brazenly took her for granted and treated her like she had no choice but to be bound to him because of their feelings, children or otherwise he did it because he knew she had no one else- that’s why this needs to change and I wish this new persons turns out to be tjat
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