Sai is taking a huge jolt to her self esteem and respect by staying in CN for kids sake especially Vinu but slso Savis blackmailing. She keeps saying shes short term guest but kids are attached to CN - even Savi now. So shes in a rock and hard place. She cant let kids be there and leave. She can't force them to go with her. How does she tell them the truth of why she cant live in CN without scarring them by telling then the harsh truth. She's getting punished despite her doing everything right always.
She was right to leave, right to not return and within the constraints of ITV universe of illogical stuff - she's genuinely tried things like court case etx but she's held back due to kids.
Sai us very firm that she will not let kids hold grudges or feel hate/negativity towards ANYone. The entire truth is buried only within her. She went above and beyond to keep a good image of baba for Savi. And shes unlikely to let Vinu also feel any hate towards p. She was so clear that Vinu can have p as "mumma" as long as she is his AAI and she is his primary care giver. She doesn't seek to remove p from his life despite her own bittermess and past. She should hate P but she's too kind, mature and dignified. She values whatever P has done even if its only nanny job.
My heart goes out to Sai. When V flaunted his marriage to P it hurt her but him proclaiming love in intoxication is not a good thing either. Because she gets called characterless by P, Ash and she cant trust anything he says. If he behaves like this in the name of love then ots worthless. She's seeing that he is so pathetic he wants to be involved with 2 women at once. She's not able to react aggressively because Savi keeps misunderstanding Sais rage as her being katti etc. And Vinu also doesn't know dynamics.
Sai stands to feel disheartened and affected negativly no matter what V does. If he confesses out loud he wants Sai she'll be called "other woman". If she stays for kids and VP are together she's still called "other woman". And if he stays with P and somehow kids agree to go with her alone then BK and V will flip and start taking revenge on Sai accusing her of breaking family and keeping kids away from family. She can't leave kids and go knowing that not one person in CN including V is trustworthy enough to give a good upbringing to them.
Shes in the worst position. It's so so heartbreaking.
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