FF: Ishq-e-Watan *Chapter 78 Posted* - Page 62

Sach kahu toh ek request hain.

It would be good for Karan to understand Param by himself not because Monami makes him understand.

Woh aise nahin hain but situation ne aisa karwaya hoga and then doubting, not enough.

Param has almost raised Karan. Aise me first natural reaction is denial, however strong or rational a person you are or however much you like and trust another person.

Initial reactions. Sorry if they appear too strong. Will share a detailed account.

Originally posted by: Bodhianveshika

Sach kahu toh ek request hain.

It would be good for Karan to understand Param by himself not because Monami makes him understand.

Woh aise nahin hain but situation ne aisa karwaya hoga and then doubting, not enough.

Param has almost raised Karan. Aise me first natural reaction is denial, however strong or rational a person you are or however much you like and trust another person.

Initial reactions. Sorry if they appear too strong. Will share a detailed account.

Yes. He shouldn't believe Param is at fault even if he is. 🤔

Originally posted by: Bodhianveshika

Sach kahu toh ek request hain.

It would be good for Karan to understand Param by himself not because Monami makes him understand.

Woh aise nahin hain but situation ne aisa karwaya hoga and then doubting, not enough.

Param has almost raised Karan. Aise me first natural reaction is denial, however strong or rational a person you are or however much you like and trust another person.

Initial reactions. Sorry if they appear too strong. Will share a detailed account.

I am not sure what you mean by Monami making him understand, but if you mean, Monami explains Param's pov then that would definitely not happen. I had already implied that Monami has no idea why Param actually left- I think we all know that her being 'weak' is not the real reason he left- and if anything, Karan would mostly likely be the one who explains Param's point of view to him.

As of now, Karan has already ruled out that there can be no way that his brother had just left out of the blue. There has to be a reason and he believes it wholeheartedly. He's not doubting, really. If you are talking about him saying 'Kaun sahi, kaun galat' it's more of a figure of speech indicating his confusion about what transpired rather than actual doubt.
He trusts Monami in the sense that she wouldn't lie so now, he wants to reach a conclusion where neither of the two are wrong in their stance and hence, why he is constantly thinking that all this must be a misunderstanding. He doesn't want to side against either of them, hence why he wants so badly that this is all just a misunderstanding they never had the chance to talk out.

His first reaction WAS denial and it's still denial. If you remember, when Sid told him about Mission Pari, his first thought was that Sid must not know everything and there must be a reason, which is nothing but denial that his brother could actually be in the wrong this time.

Please don't confuse his confusion with doubt. He is trying to make sense with what little information he has while keeping in mind the image he has of all three of them- Sid, Monami and his brother- which is resulting in a khichdi.

And no need to say sorry. Aisa bhi ho sakta hai ki mera point of view is influenced by my love of characters and jodis. I love Moran toh kabhi kabhi woh bias bhi aa sakta hai despite me trying not to have it in.

As for now, though, Karan is simply on the fence. Do keep in mind that he knows even less than you guys do- as readers.

All he knows is that Param used to work with Juhi, and after she was martyred, he ended up leaving them. And now, that all this probably connects to Mission Pari in some way.

Originally posted by: DelusionsOfNeha

Yes. He shouldn't believe Param is at fault even if he is. 🤔

May be when he discovers the truth. Not at first.

Utna hi farak hain jitna:

Trying to bring justice to Monami's mother and relieving Monami of her pain

V/s

Trying to clear allegations levelled on his brother.

Originally posted by: DelusionsOfNeha

Yes. He shouldn't believe Param is at fault even if he is. 🤔

Hmm, if you guys think that is what it came across as, it's probably more of execution problem than the intent, really. I don't intend for Karan to believe that Param is wrong.

Originally posted by: NoeticLife

I am not sure what you mean by Monami making him understand, but if you mean, Monami explains Param's pov then that would definitely not happen. I had already implied that Monami has no idea why Param actually left- I think we all know that her being 'weak' is not the real reason he left- and if anything, Karan would mostly likely be the one who explains Param's point of view to him.

As of now, Karan has already ruled out that there can be no way that his brother had just left out of the blue. There has to be a reason and he believes it wholeheartedly. He's not doubting, really. If you are talking about him saying 'Kaun sahi, kaun galat' it's more of a figure of speech indicating his confusion about what transpired rather than actual doubt.
He trusts Monami in the sense that she wouldn't lie so now, he wants to reach a conclusion where neither of the two are wrong in their stance and hence, why he is constantly thinking that all this must be a misunderstanding. He doesn't want to side against either of them, hence why he wants so badly that this is all just a misunderstanding they never had the chance to talk out.

His first reaction WAS denial and it's still denial. If you remember, when Sid told him about Mission Pari, his first thought was that Sid must not know everything and there must be a reason, which is nothing but denial that his brother could actually be in the wrong this time.

Please don't confuse his confusion with doubt. He is trying to make sense with what little information he has while keeping in mind the image he has of all three of them- Sid, Monami and his brother- which is resulting in a khichdi.

And no need to say sorry. Aisa bhi ho sakta hai ki mera point of view is influenced by my love of characters and jodis. I love Moran toh kabhi kabhi woh bias bhi aa sakta hai despite me trying not to have it in.

As for now, though, Karan is simply on the fence. Do keep in mind that he knows even less than you guys do- as readers.

All he knows is that Param used to work with Juhi, and after she was martyred, he ended up leaving them. And now, that all this probably connects to Mission Pari in some way.

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Assuming the reason is the situations and Param's reaction which today, one would have handled differently or may be even Param did fall weak.

I was referring to when things eventually get cleared up between them, it shouldn't be that Karan acknowledges just because Monami cleared his brother of charges or that Monami explained and hence Karan understands.

Originally posted by: Bodhianveshika

@bold:

Assuming the reason is the situations and Param's reaction which today, one would have handled differently or may be even Param did fall weak.

I was referring to when things eventually get cleared up between them, it shouldn't be that Karan acknowledges just because Monami cleared his brother of charges or that Monami explained and hence Karan understands.

Yeah, I understood correctly then. Don't worry, I don't plan on any such things, really.👍🏼

Originally posted by: DelusionsOfNeha

I'm sobbing, this was by far the saddest chapter and 🥺 sad diwali 😭

This was entirely dark with little moments of light heartedness which is something I try to put in chapters as well. Ironic on Diwali.

Sid sunaofy Deepak 🔥🔥

Deepak needed to hear this so badly. Pata nahi ab bhi Walnut samjhega ya nahi. 🤔

The flashback 😭 poor Monu. She has suffered a lot and she thinks Param left cuz she was weak 🥺

It happens a lot of times. And also, the emotions she now felt is something that started so many years, during her much lower period, and they have never been talked out or soothed. Hence, woh aur zyaada deep hain.

Faizi-Karan 😳 loved their sensible convo.

Karan is not the only one sensible out of the duo.

Karan stepped in a wrong territory with Monu. That was heart-wrenching.🥺😭

Bahut galat territory. Both can't handle that topic.

Do you know how much I cried after reading this? 😭😭😭😭

I don't know whether I should be happy considering my chapter ignited emotions or sad that I made you cry.

Agree with Anvi, Karan should instinctively go - mere bhaiya kabhi kuch galat nahi kar sakte. Inn logo ko kuch galat fehmi huyi hogi.

Well, I did intend that with the addition that Karan is now trying to explore what exactly that 'kuchh galatfehmi hui hogi' is but perhaps, that didn't come across as well as I intended. I would read over the chapter in a couple of days after cleaning my 'palette' and see where I misworded or didn't portray it well.

Originally posted by: DelusionsOfNeha

Whoaaa!! Koel-Faizi ka little secret is out! 😆 Ishq aur mushq chhupaye nahi chhupte 😆

😆 Faizi ka dialogue usi par bhaari.🤣

Param-baby Monu&Sid scenes were adorable!

Cuties.

Sid told his version of story to Karan.

See, here Karan realised there's something missing, latest chapter mein nahi hai wo cheez.

*Sigh* I would really need to read it up again after a few days, since I don't get where exactly you guys get the feeling that Karan is doubting Param.

Sid-Sanj scene was nice😳

❤️

Sanju comforting Monu 😳 sweet!

I love Sanju-Monu scenes. Oh and Koel-Monu too. Seems like big sisters taking care of the little one.

Monu giving long deductions to Karan😆

Sherlock Holmes se inspired. 🤣

Sahi pakde hai, dawayi nahi khayi janab ne 😆 aalsi! It was well written.

👍🏼

I liked this chapter! 😳 bakwas nahi tha😔

Glad you liked it. And glad tumhe bakwas nahi laga. I have come to realize my judgements about my own chapters don't match others. 😆

My half-drafted comment is gone 😒

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Siddhart is much like a child and liked his absolute dedication to his relations and will go to any extent to fight for the. Uski duniya black and white hain.

Don't know why, I feel really bad for Dr.Mahajan. I feel he is misunderstood and ALL his frustration is a facade.

Actually it is really hard to live like that, knowing well, his only family does not understand him or his fears or his insecurities or his intentions.

Does Mr.Ganju know or understand? Did the two understand and share this?