Lovely review as usual meher.❤️
Well, PB getting humiliated made my day. Finally karma catching up with him.
But ofcourse, his "relationship" with "Bete ki maa" is back to normal. Unka normal.
"Mera zindagi me itna bada pathjad lake tumhe saawan milni ki sujh rahi hai"😂
Well, karma is catching up with mata too. She is slowly loosing all. The people who worshiped her, kept her on highest pedestal are now coming out of her influence, well Ak was kind to her but never was in her influence.
Blue boy is rightfully upset with her. Only her. Rest, I swear I feel nauseated the way he is acting like PB's lapdog. He is truly Mata's son, even if she didn't have birth to him. I understand him wanting to build a relationship with the only person who he is related by blood. I will give him some time than conclude but there are so many, so many things wrong with his behaviour. I know I should be feeling bad for him and I am. But most of his decisions....well a few more days.
Ak is kind still but distant and mata can't influence her ever.she is seemingly "docile" but she always always does what she wants.
And Abhi yes, finally Abhi. Will come to that.
Now, mata wants to go to saawan milni and solve issues. Which SHE created. I am adding "Dissociative identity disorder" to the list of her mental issues.
Is blue boy melting towards manjari again?
Shefali...what's up with her? She don't tolerate even Parth commenting on her life, so what give her rights to comment on Ak. But she does always talk sense and usually stand with what's right.
"Anand the baingan" is on right side for once. ( I am so proud of my rhyming skills 😎)
I am loving Dr. Rohan scenes, he is really cute. His scenes with Abhi are actually funny. I personally didn't find Neil intterupting Abhira romance funny. I want more rohan scenes.
Manjari giving relationship advice, it's the funniest thing ever.
"Aap apne rishte smbhaliye, me apne dekh lunga"
Abhi is finally coming out of Mata's influence Abhi's relationship with mata is not same as Ak's with Ar.
Abhi will take pain, immense pain for the people he loves but not abuse. He is so much smarter than that.
He blindly supported mata because she played victim or was the victim....take your pick. Because I for the life of me couldn't understand.
He was protective because she is weak and she can't do wrong according to her, but now when she choose his father over him again after everything, that illusion he had about his mother is slowly breaking, maybe his mother is not perfect human being, who can do no wrong after all. Another thing is now that after the whole faisco and mata not signing paper he is more clear headed, so he feel betrayed by the truth, thinking about neil's words that maybe he is right too.
And it was easier for him as he unlike ak didn't had the abuser and victim relationship with his mother, it's more of her being victim so that he protects her. As, he is that the protector of weak.
"Jin logo ke liye mein zindagi me sabse jyada lada, sabke sab mere khilaf khade hai mujhe hara diya"
Currently Abhi is at his second most lowest point of his life, his life is in shambles. What he thought before marriage, life turned out to be complete opposite. He can't even keep ak happy according to him.
He always hated his father but now he probably hate him the most. Like he said that he would be anything but like his father and now when ak said(regardless of context or intentions) that HE is indeed like HiS FATHER. He lost it. Ofcourse he did.Specially when it's ak who said it, she questioned his entire existence. It's such a "kick me when I am down situation".
He is feeling so so heartbroken, so, lonely because in this entire thing no one is by his side.
The brother he is fighting for to give him the rights.
The mother he wants to free.
And the wife who he thought would be by his side, atleast her.
All of them are against him, opposing him. He is truly alone now. No one understands him and that frustration is building from the moment the truth came out and no one stood by his side.
And he feels so helpless because he can't seem to be able to do anything he wants. Helpless because of the influence his father have on the 3 people he love the most.
His mother is almost a slave completely submitting to him, caring about his "sugar free ka dabba" after everything, everything.
His brother is turning into his mother, distancing himself from everyone else but at his father's service all the time, to get a single acknowledgement.
It must disgust him.
And Ak he doesn't know anything, so all he sees is her "supporting" him. He knows she isn't directly, he knows she wants to do this for his mother's sake. He thinks it's her trauma, her past with ar that isn't letting her see sense but he see it as betrayal because she should support him understand but she doesn't.
He don't know what Ak said to harsh, called him "Sir". If anything that would have reassured him.
And the fact that his father have no respect for all three of them and don't even treat two of them with basic human decency.
The thing is no one realises that it's not just manjari but his trauma too. He went through so much too.
Ak is the person who loves him the most and he is the person she loves the most but she doesn't understand him. No one sees his pain or understand him.
And TBH I only see ak's love as true for him, who accepted him with everything, love him through everything. Everyone else have their selfish motivations for loving him. Him being the giver always. Neil his love was always gratitude.
"Jin logo se mein sabse jyada pyaar karta hu, unhe hi khush nahi rakh pa raha hu"
This, it was heartbreaking, him thinking he can't keep her happy. The reason for saying he regret their marrige. Because, not a day of peace after marriage.
Akshu is very understanding, she wouldn't complain about anything,...but the thing is she doesn't understand. She is self righteous, thinks her perspective is right others are not getting it. I am saying it as a negative trait, she really is the purest soul with best of intentions but it's hard for her to see others perspective. So, she is not understanding him, what he is going through. She is slowly getting there and I hope by the end of this track abhira understand each other better.
When he said he regret getting married, it hurt her to the core. She questioned his existence and he questioned her love. But for Abhi it's not the same.
She in nativity, without actually meaning said he is like his father and he in anger said that he regret the Marriage. The things they don't even really mean. And immediately regretted but ofcourse this time Their pride is wounded. So, no one wants to make the first move.
They sit in auto both waiting for the other to say Birla house and than in front GVilla.
That duppata scene was heartbreaking, that relief on her face, that smile that he stopped her, if he just had asked her stop or even said Birla house to the automan she wouldn't even have cared about apology.
Than that phone call her hope crushed again when he didn't called, just one sign from him and she would run back into his arms.
Abhi my Heart, every corner of his room is filled with her memories, he can't even stay in his room. Meri jaan is truly alone now.
Even when he was mad at Ak before she was their, a constant soothing presence. His support system, so that he could focus on manjari but now when she is gone he can't, nothing matters. The emptiness in the room is....it was a well shot scene, like HC is ofcourse brilliant but the way the scene is shot, you could feel thr room being void of happiness, of her. She is his happiness.
Also HC the actor, it's a sheer pleasure to watch him act, everytime I watch an old scene I see something new and ofcourse his magical eyes. Every emotion is written there, the thing is it's because that's who Abhimanyu is, he wears his heart on his sleeves, an open book. you can see the difference between restless sleep and peaceful sleep. Like how does he do that?
Pranali is getting better and better, when her dream ends, her expression it was so heartbreaking....she look so lost, so lost without him.
We always saw Abhi's yearning his pain, now we see hers, her situation can be explained in one word "Lost". She is lost without him, having mood swings, randomly brusting into tears. Her pain is saw raw and real. She is trying so hard to act normal that it's actually not, if goenkas weren't as oblivious as they were...it's painfully obvious.
"Celebrate nahi karne, to baat karne jagda mitane aa jao na, please"
what ak did is actually right, mata would have never signed the papers and even If she did can we trust her not to blame Abhi in future, say that she divorced his father because of him.
But at this stage she should have supported Abhi, stand by his side completely... Because he is not ok now. His childhood trauma should have been addressed, ak should have understood it. That's it's not just manjari's husband who betrayed, Abhi's father did too.
Ak had been an angel throughout this, after marriage she faced a lot without complain but this time she should have been completely by his side.
And I know she didn't mean it but when people are hurt, we are careful with our words around them. So, yes both made mistakes but I understand Abhi better, Ak took a lot for him yes, but this is the time he needed her the most. He already forgotten about her interference, but it's her siding with manjari that triggered him.
PS. I love Abhimanyu Birla ❤️❤️ ..... ainve hi. He is the best ML of ITV ever. I said what I said.
PSS. This is way too long. I wrote some parts earlier two days ago. So, the post is all over the place and I am too lazy to edit it. Sorry, for boring you all to death
Edited by Nyxigniflex - 3 years ago