Compared to last days today's episode was an ok one.
Abhira is craving for eachother. Abhi is sametting their memories. Specially AKs love and for him. He was lonely before seeing her but that time he had mom, and his music. But from the moment he heard her voice he lost those things also he had just her only her. From seeing her, knowing her, falling in love with her, being in love with her, fighting to win her, fighting for their love against family to till the marriage the only constant thing that he had was AK and his love. After mrg when they reached Birla's he lost hold or control over to keep his love safe and happy. AK entry he never in his dreams imagined like that. Their first day/ night he never thought he would had to spend far away from her. And from that day his pain, hurt , disappointment started building in his heart that he didn't got a chance to keep for happy or spend time with her. Whenever he saw her smiling and over come these pblms he knows that they both wanted the same. And she is smiling because she wanted to be with him as happily as he wanted.
Then she entered the dung. From anniversary fn he lost it. He knows his family is crap and he wanted her to keep distanced from it but AK got there and opened manju's trunk with more dunk which was kept locked for more than 20+ years. It smelled like hell so manju abhi told AK to stay away.
Abhi always knew his family is waiting for a moment of mistake from AK to taunt , blame her not for her deeds or doing they are doing that against him. They never talk backed to Abhi but they did that on AK. And he hated it. Again it added to his list of disappointment and regret.
On DNA kaand it comes complete when his mom blamed AK which was not tolerable to him. He can't qn his mom because that time she was broken and she needed care. He never doubted AK he was only pissed at her that she gave them the chance to blame her. If she was not in that scene then the situation the pblm will be on another level.again he failed to protect her, or save from the sorrow. Family tension, his dreams abt Abhira mrd life everything was gone on a toss and upar se AK was siding manju. He knows he was right and whatever he was doing was also right but AK was not in his side. She was opposite him qning his decision. He never thought she will oppose him in a pblm like this where his decision was the correct one. Added to his misery. Then the fight, her comparison he just lost it. He just said whatever came in to his mouth that time. Which was wrong but he is not thinking abt it. His only concern or focus was why is she not understanding me, how can she compare me with him. And then start the ego clash.
Poor boy when he entered Birla's the house was filled with her their memories. In this few day they had created memories together in every nook and corner of Birla house. It's only them , it's only her, her laugh, her love, her care everything thy shared for eachother. He can't breathe there without her. He only had her. Where she have a family full of people who love her and she have happy distractions but Abhi had none. I think he is even withdrawn from manju also. May be for real he had left her hand.
The way he collected the mustard and the pillow shows how much he care for her.
In GV always AK had a facade of happiness. First it was AR torture now it's Abhira fight. She is the purest form of love. The water in deep forest river. So pure and clean. Her dream😍. It's just they both need one look from each other to melt them. One call with love.
It was painfully beautiful. I'm loving this.
Neil is craving for acknowledgement was a sad thing. Such go happy banda now sad and doing all efforts to get love from his only bio parent. Rest can go to baad. The achanak love and concern from kV and AR I don't like it.