imagine in this story 15 days have passed since shiva's death news.
As soon as mami leaves, shiva goes near dinning table, takes a chair, sits on it and starts having food. He was too hungry and he knew he needed energy to deal with things. "Manna padega iss mami ko khana bada acha banati hai. Kuch to acha sikhaya usne meri chipkali ko". As soon as he finishes having food, he hears footstep. He guesses it to be mami's and goes behind pillar and hides.
Mami comes to dinning table and sees all food gone. She gets freaking scared and starts blabbering. It's a scene to watch for shiva.
As mami was blabbering, her phone starts ringing. She sees it's dhara's call and receives immediately.
Mami :- haa dhara bol kya hua
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Mami :- kya??? Raavi ko fir se tez bhukar Chad Raha hai?? Tu.. tu... Tune dawai di meri beti ko jo doctor ne bola tha wo??
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Mami :- ye kya haal bana dia hai meri beti ne apna shiva ke jaane ke baad, tu ruk Mai abhi aati hu dhara. Jai somnath.
Mami :- hey somnath please meri beti ko himmat do dukh ki ghadi me. 15 din se halat kharb hai meri chokri ki. Na barabar khati hai naa peeti hai.. abhi tak ye manne ko tayaar nahi ki uska pati ab nahi raha. Bas shiva ke intezaar me padi rehti hai. Mujhe bht tension hori hai somnath raksha krna uski.
Mami rushes to PN.
Shiva who was standing behind pillar heard all this and got scared. Her chipkali is not well. She's the only still waiting for him. He felt guilty to even think to leave all these behind and let his family. How can he even think that his chipkali will be happy without him. God, what was wrong with him???? What was he about to do.
He's angry at his family for accepting that he's death and moving on so easily but what was his chipkali's fault in it. She can't even stay without him for 15 days and he was about to leave her for lifetime. He thanked somnath that he listened to mami's convo with dhara bhabhi or else he would have done such a big mistake.
But now he knew what to do.
Shiva waited for night.
As soon as it was night, shiva secretly entered in his room. And the view in front of him brought tears to his eyes. His chipkali was sleeping holding tightly one of his photo frame and a shirt. God she did missed him Alot. He can make out from her face that she's weak and not well. The glow. The glow was missing. Of course her Bhoothnath was not with her.
He slowly went near her side of bed and sat down and started caressing her face.
Shiva(slowly) :- chipkali
Raavi got up with a jerk hearing her Bhoothnath voice
Raavi :- shivaaaaaaaaaa
There he was. With a bandage on his head. Teary eyes. Slight smile. His world. His love. But wait.
Raavi :- fir se sapna (huffs) ab to mujhe khud ko lagta hai mai pagal hote jaari hu ....lekin mai to pehle se hi pagal hu apne bhootnath ke lie isilie to roz mere sapne me aata hai wo par mere pass nahi aata. (Teary eyes and sad smile)
Shiva was shocked to know that she thinks its a dream. Well now then it's time for her to face reality.
Shiva slowly got up and sat besides raavi
Slowly took her hands, kissed her palm and hugged her tightly.
Raavi was in a complete daze during all things. No doubt shiva came in her dreams everyday. But he never did any of these things but when shiva hugged raavi tightly and when his tel masale ki khushboo reached her nostrils. She knew it's not a dream now.
Raavi came out of the hug in a second. Kept looking at shiva's face for a minute with a teary eyes. As if she was accepting that yes, he's finally here. She started touching his face. His body . His hand
Raavi :- shivaaa tu...tu sach me yaha hai?? Mere pass??? (Crying)
Shiva :- haa meri chipkali (smiling)
As soon as shiva said this, raavi hugged him tightly and started crying. Loudly. But shiva did let her cry but wait. He cried too with her.
As if hugging him was not enough, raavi got up and sat on his lap. And hugged him again. All this while, still crying.
She just wanted to be close to him. Too close for him to leave her again.. leaving her again??? Naaah not happening.
After almost 10 minutes, raavi came out of hug.
Raavi:- shivaa kaha tha tu tuje pata hai meri kya halat hogai thi. Tu kaise mujhe chhod ke jaa sakta hai. Tere bina mere saas nahi chal rahi thi. Tujhe pata hai ek ek pal kaatne ko daud raha tha. Teko pata hai bahar sab bht gande hai. Bol rahe the ki tu... Tu.. (shakens up with fear) nahi nahi nahi... Dekh Maine bola tha unko mera shiva Zinda hai . Aur dekh tu aagaya mere pass . Shiva please aisa mazak kyu kia tune. Tujhe maza aata na mujhe rulane me. Tujhe pata hai mai mar jaati agar tu kuch aur din nahi aata toh. Shiva i love you... I love you so muchhhhh. Kyu gaya tu mujhe chhod ke..tu mujhse pyaar nahi krta ??tu kyu
( With a questioning face, still on his lap, crying eyes but a happy heart)
Shiva didn't let her complete
Shiva :- bas bas bas Mera baccha. Kitna royega bas kar ab. Aur mujhe bolne ka mauka toh de. Khud hi bole Jaa Rahi hai. Maine bhi tujhe utna hi miss kia meri jaan. Tu kaise soch sakti hai shiva apni gauri ke Bina reh sakta hai. Bilkul bhi nahi. Agar tu mere bina nahi reh paari thi to sach me raavi, mai bhi tere bagair pal pal mar raha tha. Tu Jaan ban gai hai meri . Zindagi hai tu meri. Mai jaanta hu bahar bht gande hai sab. Bht gande hai. Lekin unse kya lena dena. Tu aue mai hai na. Ab hum hi ek dusre ki puri zindagi hai. Jab mujhe pata chala ki tu bhukhar me hai. Mujhse raha nahi gaya aur mai aagaya
Raavi :- tujhe kaise pata chala ye??
Shiva :- bht lambi kahani hai, kal sunau??? (Slightly smiling)
Ab mai aagaya hu na, ab ye frame ye shirt , inki zarurat nahi.
Ab mujhe ekdum chipkali ki tarah gale lag aue soja.
Dekh Tera bhukhar abhi utrra nahi hai. Baapre 15 din nahi tha aur tune apna ye haal bana lia, agar sach me mar gaya hota to kya karti tu??
Raavi :- shivaaaaaa....
Please aisa mat bol, abhi abhi aaya hai tu mere pass, wapis aisa mat bol
And starts crying
Shiva:- are are are are meri jaan mai toh masti karra tha... okok fine nahi boluga shhh shhh bas
And hugs her tightly
He can see she's still scared. So he starts rubbing her back lovingly.
As raavi stops crying
Shiva :- raavi , sunna
Raavi :- haa bolna ...tujhe khana chahiye???? Tere lie kuch banau????
Tujhe paani chahiye???
Kuch chahiye kya?? Bolna
Shiva :- are bolne to de chipkali mujhe (laughing) mai ye keh raha tha ki tu bhale lagti patli hai par hai nahi....mere per me dard hone laga hai. Dekh Tera bhootnath injured hai. Please uth Jaa meri lap pe se warna puri zindagi wheelchair pe nikalni hogi
And then they both start laughing
Raavi gets up from his lap and says :- acha hai na issi bahane kahi Jaa to nahi paayega at least.
Shiva :- ab to teri ye halat dekh ke kahi nahi jaauga mai, dukaan bhi tujhe saath le jaauga
Dekh kya halat bana dia hai apni ekdum sukdi hogai hai. Nazuk pehle se thi ab aisa lagra tere samne thodi tez hawa aai toh udd jaayegi. Huh kal se tere khane pine pe nazar rakhni padegi mujhe.
And while talking all these he makes raavi sleep on bed and sleeps besides her.
Raavi while hugging him in a sleeping position.
Raavi :- tu mujhe kabhi wapis chhod nahi jaayega na shiva
Shiva :- kahi nahi jaauga mai. Yahi rahuga tere pass. Ekdum tera bhoot aath ban ke bas. Khush?
Raavi :- haa (smiling fully)
Maine tujhe na bht miss kia shiva. pata hai tere bina kuch bhi acha nahi tha yaha. ( Saying all this while playing with his gold chain)
And just like this raavi kept on blabbering things while being in his arms. She missed talking to him. And shiva. Shiva missed listening to her. It didn't matter to them id they're tired. But this gave them more peace.
She kept on telling him everything what all happened in these 15 days and shiva kept on looking at her lovingly and playing with her hair. God they missed this. They both missed this. This is their heaven. Their safe haven.
One thing was sure.
Shiva can't live without raavi and raavi can't live without shiva
Together they are shivi
OUR SHIVI.
THE END
Anupamaa
Jhanak
