I'm pretty sure she's half a step away from going back to Sood House.
But she can't be so hasty - she has to take Akki and Shivi's relationship into account.
And a part of her (the softer part of her) is waiting for Ram to prove his innocence, to come clean. That part of her wants to give him the benefit of doubt and desperately wishes her suspicions are unfounded.
Think of it as her very last chance to Ram.
completely agree with you, I think she did mention it yesterday as well, that she wanted to move ahead with him in the relationship despite knowing he would betray her like her father
her heart trusts him… and which is where she will give him a chance to prove his side. Also she knows him how lonely he is at heart.. and also as a person. She also said that she knows him well and he would not have interfered in Vedika’s married life while she was good with Shashi…
Only think is when she knows he is not there type of person to bother his ex when she was married then why does she think that he would not respect his marriage and two time her.