Originally posted by: EuphoricDamsel.
Raavi's Monologue from Saturday :
"Tere Sirhaane Meri Sari Raatein Dhalengi"
Samarpan-Sangharsh-Samiksha
She is far gone. Period.
Let's just begin here. She is veryyyy far gone. Contrary to all the Shiddat parallels we've been talking / wanting since ages and them trying to go around it and not being able to execute it in the story somewhere, this right here isn't Shiddat.
This is pure, unadulterated and untainted DEVOTION. She loves him and maybe up until the time her antics weren't able to show this devotion precisely up until now, in any of the scenes written previously. But here in this particular frame Raavi has clearly gone ahead with her emotion of adoration that she has reached a stage of 'Samarpan'. She has in every sense surrendered to him, without any sort of acceptance or respect and that is something so unbelievably agonising.
She would do anything for him now. The dialogues suggest that way- he would go to any lengths to keep him happy, even if it means letting herself be obliterated in the process by his wrath. She is ready for all the battle there is, or that might follow in the future, 'Sangharsh'.
She will wait for him, even if it takes all the breath left within her. 'Teri harr baat pe vishwaas karungi' - the woman will do everything he asks her to do apart from leaving him. She can't, she won't, she could not even if she wanted to. She had found hope in him, a possibility of a future, a happily ever after that she could have...and no matter how low she could fall in the world's eyes, she will be patient, calm and keep will spend her days trying to make him believe what he means to her. She will use every last strand of willpower and let herself go before leaving the man she loves, 'Samiksha'.
You have completely decoded Raavi's emotions & her state of mind.. She's far too gone.. Far far gone from World's understanding of love.. She's found love by completely losing herself.. That's why no matter how much I want Raavi's heartbreak so that she understand the reality, it would be devastating for her, nobody can recover from this heartbreak after losing themselves completely🥺
Alice's been brilliant throughout.. That's why I say that this this track might be bad for shivi but Alice as an actress stood out tremendously.. Nobody could have convey the nuance of emotions this accurately & brilliantly