Deewane Ka Kissa Ya Phir Ek Deewani*STRICTLY INVITES ONLY* CC#4 - Page 39

Originally posted by: Stardust91

So today on yeh kahaani; deewane ka kissa ya phir ek deeewani.......

1. I was shook when Abhi said he was just giving a suggestion, nothing else. Then, when Harsh agreed I was like has he mellowed? Or was he so happy that Birlas ki ekloti shaan was returning that he didn't care who else came along?

2. Akshu starts her meri wajah se with Kairav; BM has more sense than Kairav and tells her to be happy that Abhi saved MG. Akshu doesn't understand this and is more concerned about Anisha.

3. I actually agreed with what she said to Anisha. Isn't that what all.mummies are like? Bigadna upar se mohabbat andar se kare woh teri ma....Anisha telling her that Mahima was not like other mothers stayed with me. Is it the fact that Mahima was heartbroken by what Anisha did or is it that Anisha didn't live up to what Mahima expected? Isn't a mother's love meant go be unconditional?

4. Anisha has no sense or filter. It seems like mother like daughter. My only thought when Mahima was telling Akshu to stay out of their family matters was had Abhi been there he would have said "Taiji, ab Akshu bhi hamari family hai". Also how can best doctor aunty say something so insensitive like "you don't have a mother." I wish Abhi had heard this.

5. MG melting and agreeing to AbhiRa ki shaadi to Swarna and Kittu dadi? Does this mean we get to see din shagana da soon??I can't wait.....

6. So wanted to mention this before i went on to THE CONVERSATION but Abhi tried to get Akshu to think about his heart beating for her and not go on a bade papa and his kids and family speech. Yet, she didn't get the hint. Doosri baar isko hint nahin mila.

7. Now coming to that conversation. Someone tell me was Abhi already emotional sitting out there with her? Or was he just tired? His expression when she said unki Akshu ne unhe itni taqleef di; Akshu ka pyaar unki zindagi le gaya. Lekin Abhi saved him...why isn't she concentrating on that? Silly girl why are you telling him that you were the reason for something that didn't even happen?

This is why.. this is exactly why Akshu needs other friends...yes Abhi is her everything but some things he didn't need to hear. Akshu need to understand that she can tell him everything but blaming their love for MG ki halaat isn't something that he would've wanted to hear.

Her leaving for Aarohi's khushi and her saying that HAMARE PYAAR ki keemat aise deni padegi are two completely different things. How was she equating those? Who was she equating those to? His expression when she said hamare pyaar ki keemat was like she had hurt his heart so badly. That's when he actually cried. When she said tumhare pyar ne mujhse duniya ki sabse badi khushi di...that didn't make him as happy as it should have because he was still stuck with the hamare pyar ki keemat aise chukani padegi.

Also she didn't include him in her apne?

Aisa pyar nahin manga tha maine? Again pyar ki keemat parivaar?

This is why the concept of one person being your everything might sound so romantic and so happy and sharing everything with your future husband might be the best thing but can one person really be your everything? Your love, your best friend, your therapist for free? Can one person really carry the weight of all that you tell them in addition to their own baggage?

This is why people have besties..best friends who are removed from parivaar vs pyaar so you can have these conversations with them and it doesn't affect your love to the extent that its hurting and affecting Abhi.

I know Akshu has no one but Abhi; I have said that myself but she could then have been a bit more tactful and diplomatic considering this is the guy she put through an entire kabhi haan kabhi naa...family above all else; nahin DR Abhimanyu Birla main tumse pyar nahin karti scenario even though Gauri Shankar ji ke jaise jodi ban jaaye haan aisi jodi ban jaaye; tode se na toote....

To those who I know will tell me that there should be no secrets between AbhiRa and she needs to share everything with him, I will just ask whether they think saying all this again and again and blaming her love to the one person who thinks she is the world was the right thing to do.

This is why people need other people around them; this is why people need friends.

Abhi might tell Manjari or Neil how hurt he was by her words and won't tell her but here I feel she needs to know how much her words hurt him sometimes. He cannot let everything go and forgive her words yet again without telling her how bad he felt when she said hamare pyaar ki keemat etc.

OK as you can see , I have a lot to say about this scene. If it seems I am only team Abhi then I am team AbhiRa but I adore Abhi waaay too much. I feel Akshu doesn't realise how much she hurts Abhi at times. I am not saying she shouldn't tell Abhi her secrets but she should sometimes know what she is saying can be perceived the wrong way or can hurt him or how at times she shouldn't insult his love.

From her POV she is sharing but what about his feelings. It reminds me of the Shenaaz Gill statement "meri koi feeling nahin hai? Tumhari feeling, tumhari!!!"

Anyways this scene will continue tomorrow.

8. I liked Vansh and Kairav's bond. This bond has been ongoing since S2.

9. Abhi is so hurt; and Akshu is busy dancing. Matlab MG is fine, she is dancing but my Abhi is upset because Akshu ko sab kuch dikhta hai but why does his love have to be on the back seat always?

10. I don't want this hurt to erupt onto Akshu.. he should tell her how it isn't fair to him to feel this way. He can't keep it all in or else if it erupts badly then it won't be fair to either of then.

11. Also where is the Shiv-Parvati connection with whatever Akshu was telling him today? Yes there won't be a sacrifice there but did Gauri ma ever tell Shivji that pyar ki keemat can't be parivaar?

12. I m telling you guys BP will arrive at Birla House towards the end of Saturday's episode. Then we will have to wait all of Sunday for this cycle to start again. Waise its fine., I need to finish my Netflix shows.

Please tell me what you guys think...I look forward to all the debates.

Today AM only team Abhi

I made a long post on last 4 min clip

And i agree... one cannot take the love for granted... u may want to spill the beans, does not mean that u have a license to talk without thinking... license to take one for Granted

Abhi is hurt and hopefully MG is there to give his acceptance for Abhi

At this point there could be more MUs Or Akshara will realize that she needs to be careful while saying things coz unintentionally she said all those thing which hurted him. If I keep myself in Akshara's shoe I know she wanted to share her feelings and both were together in this but at the same time I could feel Abhimanyu coz this boy faced everything to be with her. He doesn't takes a word against her.

Originally posted by: sheet_leher

https://mobile.twitter.com/GossipsTv/status/1496730805514555393

TRP fell :/

Originally posted by: Zenab78

I hope this week's episode will increase trp coz they were good.

I know :/

No matter what, this fall is unacceptable. Harshad and Pranali and the rest of the team deserve being 2. I really, really don't understand whoooo watches this ghum man. And why?

Originally posted by: sheet_leher

I know :/

No matter what, this fall is unacceptable. Harshad and Pranali and the rest of the team deserve being 2. I really, really don't understand whoooo watches this ghum man. And why?

Originally posted by: sheet_leher

I know :/

No matter what, this fall is unacceptable. Harshad and Pranali and the rest of the team deserve being 2. I really, really don't understand whoooo watches this ghum man. And why?

We are number 5😭

Cockroach wallas will do thandav on our heads.

Last week was all the V day aashiqui so people might have gotten bored? There were so many complaints about Barbie and Ken song and story not moving forward and what not.

Originally posted by: mtina0207

Today AM only team Abhi

I made a long post on last 4 min clip

And i agree... one cannot take the love for granted... u may want to spill the beans, does not mean that u have a license to talk without thinking... license to take one for Granted

Please could you post that here for those of us who don't really go to the main forum

i hope even after manish accept abhi, he give akshu a bit of hard time. this is a shitty situation, cant really pick dad/bf but her words pricked him. she needs to be careful with words, not the first time her words wounded him

funnily her words are never for folks who have wronged her,-arohi. its said we hurt those whom we love, what does that mean for aro?

Originally posted by: Stardust91

Please could you post that here for those of us who don't really go to the main forum

So today, no comedy.. I am Soooo High on emotions, that even if i want at this moment I would not write a COMIC strip... may be EOD.

This is purely me wanting to appreciate my Man. THE HARSHAD CHOPDA...

Todays Episode had emotions but what stole the episode was the last 4.5 minutes that gives you a glimpse of what this Man is capable of.... the few minutes of his Supremacy over his craft

No dialogues, No body Movement, no Jumping... No hand Gestures, Just the nod of Head sideways and his Eyes. How many of the current actors are capable of achieving this. this is a different level of Crazy and passionate.

The Scenes took me back to his introduction Video

Those lines

"Auro se juda hu mai,

Kabi duniya se to kabi khud se khafa hu mai,

Aag seene mei, meri ankon mei Nami hai,

Kehno ko sab Kuch mila mujhe bas mohabbat ki kami hai,

Kisi ka sahara le kar Kabhi chala nai,

jo saath de woh Kabhi Mila nai,

Lafzon ka mohtaj nai meri aankhe hi meri aawaz hai,

Ek Dhundhla sa chehra hai Jiski Mujhe Talaash hai "

English Translation

(I am not what everyone is.. I am Unique)

(At times am upset with the world and at times am my self critique

(There is Anger in my heart and pain in my eyes)

I have all the worldly pleasures, but its the love that always defies)

(didnt ever depend on anyone in the walk of my life)

(nor could find anyone who could walk alongside in my life's strife)

(I don't needs words, as my eyes do the talking)

(a Hazy face which today is my hearts yearning)

The English conversion is my convenience. so excuse if i tool some liberty. didn't translate literally but the essence that my heart felt, as it is my heart that is talking

https://twitter.com/mtina0207/status/1495429451521277952?s=20&t=V67wKUURDbHWrI8_M21lNg

And how these words came to life in the last 5 min.. word by word.

Despite all this Man went through for his Love, despite all that he gave... (and he only kept on Giving) at every juncture, since Akshu came in his life... Did all the struggle, fulfilled all his responsibilities. One needs to see the amount of burden that he carries. and today not just for HIS family, but even Akshara's. Be it Bade Papa's Insult, Kairav's Insult., Arohi's Manipulation... He just let it all slide by coz his love for his Akshu was above all and so Unconditional.

So dissecting his lines...

He is unique and we all know that... no contest.. Abhimanyu Birla is one of his kind

He has anger issues, as that has been his escape, and so he hides behind that, but at the same time He has cognizance of his deficiency and that upsets him, coz it hurts the one he loves the most (His mother, and going forward Akshara)

He has all the worldly possessions that money and people around him can give... names and relationship, he has fame too, but its the hearts desire, its love that has been playing hide n seek with him...

one may argue that his mother loves him unconditionally, but that too takes the back seat where his father comes into picture, as his mom gets manipulated in his name. he really ahs no one to love him unconditionally, whom he can love unconditionally and be himself. (he loves his mom, but there he is a protector, always having the shield on)

he has been alone in the wake and walk of life, with no one to depend on and no hand to hold him and be by his side, fighting with him against the pains

He doesnt voice his feeling, not in so many words, he has never learnt to ask... as he is the giver... but ask he does, one only needs to look into his eyes, his yearning, his pain, his passion, his desire... it all culminates within those magic buttons.

His eyes are a way to his soul, and not everyone has a ticket to it... you really really have to be his unconditionally, or the least he needs to acknowledge ur unconditional existence.

sach Uski aankhein uski zubaan hai... ek alag Bhasha, ek Alag alfaaz, ek alag afsaana.. ek puri Ghazal hai

But amidst all this he knows there is someone for him, and is looking out for that face, for that unconitional existence

He did get that in Akshara... he believes he got that

But thats been on such a shaky path. Today after doing all of that, after enjoying the glimpse of the happiness, of togetherness, he again got back on the shaky road, where the face again seems to become Hazy

https://twitter.com/mtina0207/status/1496719885606723584?s=20&t=FDxTa52djrtuev1P_EDISA

the short clip, gives us a glimpse of the exact moment he got back on the shaky road, the insecurity seeping in.

Let me appreciate Harshad here... Man what a change in stance, just by the eyes and face movement. the stillness.. UFF.

i am speechless

Snap of 10 seconds and how his expressions change, I got goose bumps today

the whole 4.5 minute speech, Akshu has been ranting meri family, mere apne, meri Behen, Mere Bade papa, (I, Me, Myself), and all the while this man has been yearning to hear, tum bhi to mere hi ho, mere Apne

she kept on saying mere pyaar ne dard diya, mere pyaar ne takleef di, but all the while his kept looking out for the acknowledgement that Mere pyaar ne Sab kuch Bachaya bhi. see the hurt evident

would Abhi have made an effort to come and treat Bade papa, had it not been for Akshu and his love for Akshu,

Would Abhi have taken all the shit from the family, he hardly knew, had he not considered them his own coz of his love for Akshu.

Would he have ever allowed a girl to manipulate him, the way Arohi did, had it not been his awareness of the love Akshu has for her sister, and his immeasurable love for Akshu,

would a man of his stature come back again and again and again, despite public rejection and humiliation

he just kept on Giving, and again today what does he get in return, the uncertainty of the girl he has fallen in love with

https://twitter.com/mtina0207/status/1496718762267267077?s=20&t=FDxTa52djrtuev1P_EDISA

Check this 3 min clip, with every sentence, his stance changes

Every statement he becomes more aloof, he has been ranting the two are my family, but Akshu, only and only talks about 1 family. she may have said the Birla's are abhi's so that means hers too, but never accepted them with conviction.

that last look, the angry Abhi, at his love. Akshara.

he seems to have reached a decision, that he will no longer be a competition. he needs acceptance and he is no longer going to fight for it.

He has done all that is possible, the lover, the matured man holding baton, the friend, the muse. but is he asking too much,

he has never asked to be a priority, but least she can do is give him the comfort that he has permanent place in the heart.

i said yesterday in my post, he wants a place alongside, that when she thinks of her family, he shud be part there. not the one coming second.

and its high time Akshara gives him that place.

I love Harshad Today, and I want him to let her realise that he wont be toiled with or wont allow to be treated as a door mat of convenience.

He cant compete, and he wont... he needs to be loved with his self respect intact.

what a Volcano of performance

I tried making the post Chotu, but sorry guys, i am just too emo today

lately HC has been having that effect on me. Today i finally tripped on the other side. Now am invested.

No tamatar guys

Did u guys feel this today

leaving you all with a happy face that i am so in love with. this guy is a Dream

Its a long post

Originally posted by: Zenab78

Trp aunties 🙃

Next week soaring hoga