(italic-shiva’s pov; bold with double inverted commas-flashback of dialogues and scene; normal font: authors pov)
Shiva enters hi room only to find his beautiful wife sleeping. Shiva went Jamnagar in order to talk tothe suppliers. Though he had to return the next day but, he completed his workbefore and returned home by 1:00 am in night. It has been 2 months since shiva confessed his love and raavi proved herself innocent.
He goes to his side of bed and lies down. He gently caresses the hair and admires her.
Do I really deserve you? No, I don’t but I am blessedto have you in my colourless life. Such a pure soul a pure soul you are like an angel from heaven.
But my bad, I hated you for 10 years of my life
“tujhse nafrat karta tha, karta hu, aur karta rahunga”
“tu mkbkb hai aur shiva, mel banta hi nhi”
but god connected us with the thread of love.
“tu yahan nafrat ki rat lagye baitha hai aur bhagwaan tujhe mujhse pyaar ki dor se baadh rahe hai”
But still we had ‘yeh nafart na hogi kam’ rather than ‘ye pyaar na hoga kam’, huh.
“duniya ne do pyaar karne waalo ki shaadi dekhi hai…ab do nafrat karne walo ki shadi ab dekhega”
“I hate you,shiva”
But you loved my family unconditionally,
“pandya family somnath ki sabse perfect family hai”
“mujhe nhi pasand ye aadha adhura pariwaar”
just the way I did
you always cared for me as human, as friend,
“aaj tere anjar panjar dhile hai na toh mujhe lga aaj teri peeth ko cushions ki jayada zaroorat hogi”
“mard chahe kitna bhi kahe usse bhi dard hota hai”
“shiva tu thik hai na”
“shiva teri peeth…”
but I never acknowledged that, I never cared for you….sorry….
you did everything to take this relation ahead
“hum dono na ajnabi ban jaate hai….kahani ko suruwaat se suru karte hai”
“nayi yaadein banate banate purani yaadein kab dhundli ho jayengi ptta bhi nhi chalega”
“apne ateet ke panno ko faad kar phek dia hai maine”
but I always took it as a compromise, as a sympathy. I pushed you away always.
when anyone insulted me you stood beside me,
“mujhe acha nhi lagta ki teri koi insult kare”
“shiva jaahil nhi hai…”
“agr aap khushi me khush nhi ho sakti toh aap ja sakti hai”
“hum abhi bhi pati patni hai aur nhi bhi hote toh aap shiva ki insult kar sakte”
but I myself insulted you in front of whole city
And how selfless you are
“ye mere kuch gehne hai….agr inki jaroorat pade toh”
“main yahan sirf dhara di ke liye aayi hu”
if I meet god some day I’llsurely ask him that what did I do in past life that I got you as my partner.
You always understood me,
“ye jo tave se bhi jayada garam dimag hai na uska, usmepaanike cheete marni wali ladki chahiye”
“kyunki meri hisaab se na main sirf tujhe jaanti hi nhibalki samjhti bhi hu”
and what I did. I never tried to do the same effortsfor you. Hurted you everytime, nothing more than that.
You supported me ,
“main hu tere saath”
“shiva ne kuch galt nhi kiya aur iska sabut main hu”
“karma main tujhse durr jaane ke liye nhi balki tera saathdene ke liye chod rhi hu”
and I never. Never ever.
You was about to end your life and that too for me
"aapke liye inn kangan ki keemat kiski jaan se bhi badi hai na...toh isme shiva ki jaan ke saath meri bhi jaan jod lo"
you were really stupid. dushman ke liye kaun jaan deta hai...my dobi...
You kept your self respect and stopped my engagement,
“kuch toh dekha hi hoga na humare beech jo 6 mahine kimohlat de di”
“main abhi bhi iss bhoothnath ki patni hu”
but I won’t sorry, okay. This was needed for me to realise my worth for you. Though you did this but still I am not worthy for a purest person like you. God is blessed on me in this lifetime.
You confessed your love,
“agr maine apni jindgi me sabse jayada kisise pyaarkiya hai toh vo tu hai shiva….sirf aur sirf tu”
“sache jasbaat chupe hai…jo tujhse dikhayi nhi de rahe”
but I refused to accept.
You still didn’t give up on me. you are really a chipkali….
I wonder what god was thinking while making you. Didn’t he thought that how such an innocent girl will survive in this cruel world.
you understood me and my action at the situations. You loved me like no one did before. You made me feel lucky, you made me feel that someone can be happy having me in their life. thank you raavi thank for beingmine. Thank you for being with me in my odds and evens. Thank you for being the rain to my fire, for being shadow to my hot sunshine, for being the colours to my colourless life. Thank you……
shiva slowly kisses her forehead making her subconsciously snuggling into his wramth. Shiva too drifts to a peaceful sleep.
THE END
so guys...kaisa tha?...tried something new for the first time....may be I missed some parts, sorry for that...tell me the things i left...i'll try to add it up....this was an idea for one of my friends on wattpad.....
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