Guys first thing first. I am really very bad at choosing the titles, so this may be haywire. I do not want to think much about the new entry, so wrote something. I really don't know if you will like it or not. But do let me know whatever the case is...
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Babuji asked Anu to stay with GK and Anuj so that she could help both of them until Anuj recovers completely.
.Anuj was shocked that how can this be possible. This will make her Anu uncomfortable. For him this is crossing limit which he will not do in his wildest dreams. So he thought of denying this to Babuji as he thought that he might hire someone for GK's help and he will somehow manage. But somewhere the thoughts of Anu in his home made his soul blossom and happy. Somewhere he wanted her stay as it was never enough for him to look at her or to spend time with her. He always wanted more but due to various reasons and the restrictions he has imposed on himself for Anu, he has always took the back step.
To his surprise, he heard an affirmation.
Anu: ji Babuji, jaisa aap kahen. Mai kaka ka dhyan rakhungi and Anuj ke pass hi rahungi.
To everyone's surprise including Anuj this agreement from Anu seems something else. It seems that in world she is agreeing to stay and but in another it seems she wants to stay beside Anuj.
Babuji blessed her leaving her blush with the thought that she will stay at Anuj's home, beside him 24/7. She so wanted this to happen from when he gave a place to Anuj in her heart and thought to gave this relationship a chance, give herself a chance to start a fresh love relationship with Anuj.
Anuj: Anupama tum, I mean, tumhe ye sab karne ki zarurat nahi hai, mai manage kar lunga.. I am sure GK bhi kar lenge..
Anu: Mujhe pata hai aap manage kar lenge, 26 saal se to karte hi aa rahe hai...
Now this meant something else, not just the words.
Anu: mai Jaa rahi hmm... Abhi.... raat tak saman leke aaungi agar aapko thik lage. Bas tab tak apna dhyan rakhiyega. Please ...
Anuj couldn't uter a word so GK assured Anu that it's totally fine and she is welcome there whenever she wants to come. She doesn't have to seek anyone's permission.
Anu left for her rented home to pack her things. When she reached her home, she was in a rush had she will miss a train. The very first thing that she did was to gulp down some water as she is getting goosebumps just with the thought that she will be will Anuj in next few hours and she will spend her day and night with him.
She moved to the wardrope to pack her things. But she was disappointment to look at her sarees, all are old fashioned. She thought if she should go and shop something for herself. She never spend on herself before but she wanted to do it now. But she lacks time today. She was even more disappointment that she don't even have a decent collection of makeup because she never felt the need of it. Somehow she packed her things, her sarees, some jewelry, a little bit of makeup. Packed some important papers for her project that no matter what she should not have any reason to leave Anuj and come back. She was about to leave the house after checking everything is locked, suddenly she asked herself, " wo red wali saree rakh li kya?" She scolded herself that she is going on a date with Anuj but to take care of him.
She didn't realise that it's just afternoon when she got back to Anuj's home after packing her stuff which even surprised Anuj as she said to return by evening or night.
Anuj: tum thik ho?
Anu: nahi... Matlab Haan, matlab aapne door kyu khola.. kaka thik hai na?
Anuj: wo khana bana rahe hai...
She ran to the kitchen after keeping her stuff in the living room.
Anu: kaka aap please aaram kijiye ne.. mai karti hmm sab..
GK: nahi beta, tum abhi abhi aayi ho tum baitho, Anuj se baat karo wo apne kamre me hai. Please usko puch lo ki kuch chahiye to nahi .. tumhare jane ke baad mera sir kha gaya ki kya pahnu...
Anu went straight to his room, knocked the door. She can she him wearing a white full tshirt with strips.
Anu: mai under aa jau?
Anuj: please..
Anu: kaisa lag raha h abhi, wo mai bahar pucha nahi, wo kaka ki chinta me ki sab thik hai na...
Anuj: Haan wo pain to hai but these pain killers I tell you. I feel so dizzy. Upar se headache bhi ho raha tha. But it's fine now bas neend bahut aa rahi hai..
Anu: to aap so jaiye na. Aaram milega aapko.
Anuj wanted to sleep but he want to gaze at her till eternity. He cannot believe that she is staying by his side for the time he recovers. He so wanted that he should never recover. After she left in the morning he was panicking like anything about his clothes that what should he wear. He even called his designer to sent some clothes. He wanted to look most presentable even at the comfort of his home.
Anuj looked at Anu, she is lost in her thoughts. He has noticed her she is not herself. She is a new Anu. There is a freshness in her face, her voice, her attitude. He could notice her flushed face. But couldn't guess the reason.
Anuj: Anu, kya huya hai tumhe? Tum hospital me kuch bolna chahti thi but wo phone call ki wajah se kuch nahi bola .. please tell me ki kya huy hai
Anu: wo mai . (She is fumbling), mai ye kahna chahti thi .. ki mai humare iss, matlab, aapke saath.... Aap samajh gaye na... Wo mai...
She never looked at him while saying this in jumbled words. When she looked at him, he had already slept due to the medicines.
She still couldn't believe that how can this man who looks like a vanilla ice cream can love her for 26 years and is still doing so. His wills are unaltered for her. Now it's her part that how she reward him with love, may be not with the same intensity.
It was night. Time for dinner. Anuj was still sleeping because of hard doses of medicines. She came with the tray of food. It is khichdi. Kaka told Anu that he never liked it. She tried to wake him up by calling his name 10 times but no results. She can't stop but to wave his shoulder a little to wake him up. His arms were like rocks. She can feel them but can't poke them. Somehow she managed to wake him but he is still not fully conscious. He is dizzy.
Anuj : mai uth nahi paunga. I am feeling dizzy.
She came close to him and asked him to allow his weight in her arms so that he can help him sit with the pillow on the edge of the bed. He can feel her warmth near his ears, her heart beat which is not normal. May be because of their close proximity. She somehow gathered herself and moved back.
Anuj looked at the food and made face that he will not eat it as he dislike it to the core.
Anu: please kha lijiye na.. mai bhi yahi khaungi.. jo kuch bhi aap khayenge. Acha thik hai ek bite lijiye nahi acha lage to mai kuch or bana dungi.
She dipped the spoon in the bowl and asked Anuj to open his mouth to feed him.
Anu: Mujhe pata hai aap kar saktey hai but abhi mai khila deti hmm.
She feed him and to hi surprise he liked the food. There were some residue left near his mouth of the food. She has a small smile on her face thinking of how he had chocolate fudge that day. She took her pallu and wiped it, keeping Anuj amuzed that if it is a dream or reality.
She frowned when she looked at his specs. She took it off his face and wiped it.
Anu: chasma saaf to kar liya kijiye na..
She cleaned it with another corner of her pallu.
This is the same dream that Anuj saw think that he is now letting hope overpower him. But today is it a dream or reality. This must be another dream, another hope striking arrows in his heart. This hurts. But still he wants to confirm. He grabbed her pallu and pulled it towards him.
"Anuj, kya huya. Aap thik hai. Kuch or khana hai kya. ".
This time he can feel her heart beat rising. Anuj can't believe that this is the reality he is in. This is his heaven.
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So this is it.. please bear with this..
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