Today episode, what do I say about it? I am at loss of words to be honest.
A lot have already said about it ... So I will come to my the reason for making this post.
I think so, I am alone who enjoyed the koi bhi scene and the whole rejection and how Abhimanyu decides to move on.
I will start with Akshara Goenka though.
When I first saw you, I saw a girl who hides her pain behind her charismatic smile and heal, not only yourself but others too with your smile. When I first saw you singing and making people smile, I saw a girl who finds her strength by making other smiles because happiness is contagious. Especially when the smile is not only with the curve of your lips but also from your heart.
And I felt connected to you.
I remember keeping my frustrations, pains, tears everything at bay because someone in front of me needs me. And no, it's no selfless deed. It's purely selfish. Because by being there for someone else, help me find my shore back too. So when I wipe other tears, I wipes my own too.
So when you came in, I felt the need to protect you, make you understand, help you, take help and smile, smile and smile.
I remember feeling more angry at you than Aarohi because you let her insult you.
But I do understand your reasons but I totally hooted for you when you gave it back.
But what I also understood is, you too find it difficult to fight for yourself. You can fight the world for your family members and the people you love but when it comes to yourself, you fumble and get disbalance.
You can fight the world for Abhimanyu but how do you fight the people who are your world? How do you fight with your family?
I understand... And I totally get you too. There's nothing much more than this with which I wil resonate with you.
And I am so so glad you said you would have done the same for any other person too. Because that's what your duty as a human calls in. And not only yours, ours.
Yes, maybe if there was someone else, he would have already asked your help, but that does not mean u would not have done this.
(Idk, if you would have fought with your family but yeah, I am sure you would have helped in some way)
I love you so much Ms. Akshara Goenka ❤️
And now, let's talk about Abhimanyu Birla.
Would I ever be able to understand you?
I don't think so. Because everytime you bring such nuances that littlest of littlest things matters.
And thank you for breaking the stereotypes... So many times.
Who said a 30+ year old man cannot be excited for his birthday? People say, we get old and these things just don't matter but we should always keep the child alive in us. Thank you for keeping a part of your childhood self in you because I know your childhood was not easy either.
Growing up in a toxic dysfunctional family, you decided to adapt for the best.
Your trauma effected your views on love and life and you finally fell in love, you got rejected twice.
Thank you for showing that men cry too and there is nothing wrong in crying if something or someone hurts us.
When I think about you I think of the diyas Mr Birla. Unke khud ke bheetar sab se zyada andhera hai par phir bhi dusron ko Dene ke liye sirf ujala hai. How do you do it? How do you mask your hurt and pain and go to the hospital and work without letting anyone a whisk of the tornado you carry and continuously fight with it?
Has it over the years became your fuel Mr Birla?
I may never know. But what I do know is I loved you and more than that I respect you for respecting her No and letting Akshara go.
Even if you felt it's a lie, you made it your truth. And that's the best part about it
Why she said no? Does it matter? A no is a no for whatever reasons.
Yes, you are heartbroken but heartbreak is beautiful. Believe me, it teaches you more about love then love itself ever be. It always makes you stronger.
And thank you for asking the board members to not take Akshara name.
Thank you for standing as the support system till you know Akshara would be able to fight and not only fight but slay. But just when someone is coming to hurt her from behind, you took charge and stood in between the hurt and Akshara.
Your love is a love which everyone will want in their lives to stay .. and some might even push you away and it's okay.
No one has any kind of obligation to love us and we have to respect that and I am glad you are doing that.
Na kyu hai, kis wajah se uss se koi bhi fark padna nhi chahiye. We have a simple answer, it's no. It might even be a lie but until and unless, it's not a direct yes, it's a no and also No means No.
We don't have to find answers. We already have one. And it's a NO. Thank you respecting yourself and respecting Akshara no. It's rare to find some one who handles rejection this sportingly.
Thank you for gracious our screens as Abhi-Ra.
Also Harshad and Pranali you guys are absolute gems to the show. Thank you playing the respective characters.
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