Realisation & Redemption Sequel of "My Feelings" Part 4Page 13 upda - Page 9

Raja Babu getting his dues of thappad yeh he needs in the show as well for reality check.

Originally posted by: KashishSingh27

Hmmmm........... Didi being slapped by BK 😛 that's a brilliant idea , I will surely try to put it somewhere 👍🏼

Yaar domestic abuse and all bolne ke wajah se hi I don't say it or else kitni baar mere mann mei aaya hai ki didi ko koi chamat baja de gaal pe. 🐷

Originally posted by: nutmeg7

Yaar domestic abuse and all bolne ke wajah se hi I don't say it or else kitni baar mere mann mei aaya hai ki didi ko koi chamat baja de gaal pe. 🐷

Actually I also wanted didi to be slapped so many times specially by BK but stopped thinking about domestic violence however in my story the slap will be if ( I put it ) by a angry mama bear BK if you know what I mean 😉😉

Startled by sudden pain and shocked by sudden slap he put his hand on his right cheek and winced Saach mein pada !!! he thinks and looked up at his friend. Seeing the furious look on his friends face he gulped and thinks I am doomed !! and prays to Bappa to help him.

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Part - 4

The furious look on Sunny's face made Virat realise that he's on for a strong tongue lashing from his friend and he has slapped him , Sunny is not a violent person by nature and if he has slapped him then it means he has messed up very badly. He winced but then determined himself thinking that he would get to know the whole impact of his words from Sunny as he never shy away from showing him reality.

Tu kya h hmm..........Abe saale tu h kya cheez Kis grah ka prani h tu.......tujhme akal vakal h kuch , Apni biwi ko kaha ki teri so called ex lover jaise bane voh bhi ek baar nhi bhaisahab ne kai baar bola h............. are bhale he tujhe Patralekha mature lagti thi aur Sai bhabhi bacchi phir bhi kya matlab tha tera ye sab khne ka........agar hum bhul bhi jaye ki Patralekha aur tera past tha ya Sai bhabhi teri biwi h phir bhi PHIR BHI KYA MATLAB H EK LADKI SE KHNE KA KE VOH DUSRI LADKI JAISE BANE .......are sirf ek biwi ke taur par nhi balki ek ladki ek aurat ke taur par unhe kitne Beizzati mehsoos hui hogi ki tu unse kh raha h ke kisi dusri aurat jaise bane..........tabhi TABHI Sai bhabhi ko teri feelings nazar nhi aati.........are budduram tu baar baar unse kahega ki Patralekha jaise bane toh unhe to yhi lagega na ki tu ab bhi Patralekha se pyaar karta h isliye unse uske jaisa banne ko khta h.........are tu unse unki personality puri tarah se badalne ko kh raha h.......ek insaan ki personality ek tarah se uski identity hoti h arree Voh akkhad h , muphat h , gussevali h , masoom h , thodi bacchi h isliye toh humari Sai bhabhi h....aur tu unhe Patralekha 2.0 banne ko kh raha tha........ek Patralekha ne toh teri jaan kha rakhi h aur tu Sai bhabhi ko uske jaisa banane chala tha ranted Sunny to Virat and is breathing heavily leaving Virat ashamed of his past actions.

Vaise.......accha h ki Sai bhabhi teri baat nhi sunti agar teri baat sunke aaj Patralekha jaise ban gayi hoti toh mused Sunny after few minutes of silence. Virat looked horrified at this and imagined his Sai acting like Patralekha and saying Virrattttt Sirrr aap meri Beizzati kar rahe h , Aaaaiii Pakhi didi ne meri Beizzati ki h !!! seeing such nightmarish scene in his mind he shudders in repulsion. He thanks Bappa for making his Sai so stubborn that she never listened to him.

Virat thinks about Sunny's words and try to understand what Sai might have felt , he put her in her place and thinks how he would have felt if Sai ever told him to be like someone else. He imagined Sai telling him to be like Aniket or Ajinkya. The sudden surge of humiliation and anger Virat felt made him cringe. He feels ashamed of himself thinking about how many times he made Sai feel the same by asking her to be like Patralekha multiple times. Sunny ne ekdam sahi kaha meri Sai akkhad , jhagdalu , childish aur shararati h isiliye toh meri Sai h........ isiliye toh mein usse pyaar karta hu !!! thinks Virat.

Silently he went towards the armchair again and started thinking about their early marriage days again. He thinks about the photo session and again remembers how he told her to take guidance from that woman and winced. He also remeber how he told her that Patralekha would also help her in studies and facepalmed and thinks Sai jo medical ki padhai karne ja rahi thi mene usse kaha ki arts side se padi hui Patralekha use studies mein madad karegi............meri akal kaha ghass charne gayi thi !!! He then thinks about their reception and a dopey smile came to his face remembering how his Sai looked so beautiful that day , how he for the first time got lost in her beauty , their cute nok jhok , her teaching a lesson to Kaku. He also remembers Karishma and Shivani bua teasing her and blushes hard. He then remembers their first night together , their awkwardness and how it melted away during their little banter , Sai hugging him in fear of Chipkali and giggles. He remembers their forehead hitting and Sai telling him about horns.

However his smile disappears when he remembers Patralekha's coming to their room using the excuse of headache medicine I am sure the woman just want to see if we were doing it thinks Virat. He remembers how Sai has talked to her politely and then he remember her words against his Sai and his blood boiled in anger. He remembers her accusations towards Sai and he remembers his silence and a lone tear escape out of his left eye. He took a shuddering breath and thinks how humiliated Sai would have felt by Patralekha's words and how hurt she would have been by his silence. Someone questioned her character infront of him , the one who promised to protect her and he remain silent. Sai was still in Agar Aaba hote toh phase of hers , she would have thought if her father had been alive then he would have defended her honour but he wasn't and that she was alone with no one to stand beside her and fight for her. That day she must have again felt like an orphan. Again he cemented her belief about Patralekha.

Before he could think further Sunny shakes his shoulder and says Bhai ab uth ja 11 baj rahe h , tujhe police station bhi toh jana h na ja ke so ja aur Sai bhabhi bhi toh akeli hongi na.......ja ab kamre me ja..... Good night !! Virat looks at his watch and says han yaar kafi der ho gayi h........chal good night !! And both left the terrace and Virat went towards his room and Sunny towards the guest room.

Virat enters his room and sees Sai making her makeshift bed on the floor. His heart breaks but he knows it's his own fault and as much as he wants to burn that mattress , grab his Sai and sleep with her on their bed in each other arms , to hide her in his embrace from everything that hurts her he knows he can't because he is the cause of her hurt.With heavy heart he went towards their bed and sit on his Sai's comfortable side and looks at her.

Sai is setting up her makeshift bed on the floor when she felt his presence in the room. She always find it strange how she is always able to sense his presence before he even say anything or make any noise to indicate his presence. Like now she knows he has just entered the room and is standing at the entrance and looking at her. She has always felt his gaze on her multiple times when he thinks she is not looking but she doesn't need to because she can feel it. She has always felt some unknown feeling under his heavy gaze , it's like he wants to say something with his eyes but she can't understand or refuses to understand and ignore it as her misconception. She knows he's looking at her from the door but doesn't pay attention or look at him. She's tired , she knows if she will look at him then either him or her will start talking and the normal talk will soon turn into a bitter argument and she don't have any energy now. She feels empty like there is no use of speaking or responding as it will only result in her feelings getting hurt or maybe even her hurting his feelings and she don't want either to happen.

Virat keeps looking at her begging her mentally to look at him and say something. He is desperate, no he's dying to hear her voice , to get a look from her.

Sai finally has enough of his staring and looks at him. Both stare into each other eyes , trying to gauge the unspoken feelings and trying to convey their hurt , pain , apology. Sai scared to get more lost in the pools of emotions his eyes her breaks the eye contact and tries to find something to distract her when her eyes fell on his left cheek , more specifically on the red handprint on his left cheek. She then looks at his right cheek and finds similar red handprint and raised a single eyebrow at him in question.

Virat sees her questioning gaze and asks Mmm....Kya !?? Sai points her finger at his face and says Ye aapke gaal pe handprint kaise ??? Virat is lost hearing her voice just says Huh !! Sai irritated by his lost look loudly says YE AAPKE GAAL PAR KAISA NISHAN H !!

Virat snap out of his dazed state and startled by her question he tries to find an excuse and stammers Nis......nishan.....oo..oh.....yeeee.....toh macchar.....ha....macchar baitha tha mere gaal pe...toh......toh Sunny h na Sunny usne usko marne ke liye mara aur ye mere gaal pe nishan chap gaya he finishes lamely. Sai looks at him weirdly and says Macchar marne ke liye itni zor se maara....... Virat hastily says han voh Sunny excited ho gaya tha na Sai gives him a disbelieving look at says Macchar marne ke liye kon itna excited hota h.......aur ye dusra gaal uspe ye nishan Virat looks away embarassed and says voh......voh dusre gaal pa bhi macchar tha na......aur ye Sunny ne kia h ab voh kyu excited hua mujhe kya pata and gives a forced weird laugh.

Virat again looks at Sai and blushes hard when see her giving him *Are you nuts* look and mumbles a good night , turn off the lights, lays down quickly and covers his face with his blanket to hide his face from embarassment.

Sai just gives Virat a weird look at his excuse then shakes her head and herself lays down brushing it off as another of his weird quirks.

Both think about each other while laying on their respective beds and fell asleep while thinking about the other's smiling face and their cute moments.

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Nice update

Sunny knocked some sense in Raja Babu's head about how it is wrong of him to ask Sai to become like his so called mature friend and he also remembered the moments from the begining of their wedding days and how his silence affected Sai.

Best part was virat imagining of Sai had adapted Patrlekha's skills 🤣

Waiting for the next part update soon

Sunny - gyan was sooo much fun....... An it was hilarious to see virat being like a tubelight and realising things soo slowly..... But atleast he realised and gonna change the damage!!!

Happy writing!!! ❤️❤️

Arey, thoda chottu sa tha yeh update :( need another update soon. but I'm glad Sunny has spelt it out to Virat clearly. Aise 100 incidents hai jabb Sai ko virat ne insecure feel karvaya hai. If he starts to recall every minute instance then he will realize the magnitude of his actions and why Sau has closed herself off completely.

My heart broke when you were describing that horrible wedding night. This was emotionaland thank God for friends like Sunny. I love the fact that you ended the chapter on a light note. Make me giggle like a pre-teen😂😂. Loved it.

Thankyou for the tag dear, humours update 😂