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At times I think I have accepted what has happened but the denial comes back everytime I see his smiling picture.

Thanks Uma though. With your powerful words, atleast I have started imagining him being at peace and content. Back then, we did lovingly call him gyani baba but that also shows that his soul was always more mature than many of us. It's still hard to accept what happened but we all have to find our ways to find peace.

Now that I am at little acceptance with the reality, I have started getting worried for Sana. At times I get scared recalling the stories she shared from her past in BB. I keep telling myself and my friends that she is a strong girl, she will give her share of fight to life like she has done in the past. I keep repeating that she will, she will, yes yes she will. She also has a very strong support system. **Fingers crossed**

Originally posted by: Uma2010

I understand. That said, I always felt his desire to live wasn’t ever in the extreme. If you hear that talk he did for the brahmakumaris long back which we wrote about too here a year or so before, he was extremely mature about life and and people thought they couldn’t identify with that side of him. I don’t think he was afraid of death either.

He never seemed insanely ambitious about his career or deliriously in love with life. He was simply content and taking a day at a time and happy in the flow of life. I could be wrong too. We have seen moments of him staring in thought as a spider spun its web, morning moments in isolation, and he was well aware of the transience of life. Ofcourse, as he lived, he did to the fullest, sought good opportunities, loved with all his heart and so on. That is the best way to live- attached, but fairly detached and aware, attending to one’s responsibilities and obligations in the best manner possible.

As for Shehnaaz, it is tough indeed. As much as I understand the strength of their love, I have personally always felt that women need to be a bit independent as well simply yo ward off similar situations. But that would be living half-heartedly, eh? She always needed him by her and I suppose it was true vice- versa too, if BB was a sample to go by. If this had been the other way around, he would have been just as traumatized.

Was watching the below VM earlier today and it reminded me of a second cousin’s parents who passed away in old age some years back. The age difference between both husband and wife was like our Sidnaaz. She had been a retired school teacher and he retired out of railways. The way he pampered her, we would find it in unbelievable. Even in his 90s, when they sat down to eat together, the first few morsels were fed by him to her. New visitors meeting them for the first time would sit and watch in wonderment. They were always oblivious to those glances- each other alone mattered. He passed away in his late 90s caring for his wife like she was a pearl until his last day. She fell into deep depression after he passed away. None of her 9 children could ever care of her anywhere as near as her husband did. Sometimes love does spoil, in a good way… and sometimes it leaves behind a devastated partner.

We always said Sidnaaz lived a lifetime inside the house, didn’t we?

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U know wat is the hardest part…. I very well know all of this but it is unable to calm me. We may have different beliefs when it comes to life, death and life after death but we all know this is how it happens but the connection with Sid, Shehnaaz and SidNaaz was so strong that this loss is not less than any other loss in our lives.

I thank God for giving both Sid and Shehnaaz wat they were missing in their lives even for a short span of time but God did give them their share of happiness. I myself have not witnessed even 10% of wat they did in their lives so who am I to call God unjust. And when I say he wanted to live, I talk abt the happiness we could see on his face because of the success he was getting in his personal and professional life. Apart from that I and Sid r age fellows so I know how much one lives in 40 years… too many memories to cherish. Also he spent these 40 years living close to his loved ones. How many among us get to do this…. So yes he lived his live fully and he may not be having any regrets. Its our greed to have seen him live longer and to have more memories of him to cherish till we live…. I hope I am making sense here.

As far as Shehnaaz is concerned, she is a strong person. All she wanted in life was to have a partner with whom she could share her happiness and sorrows. Sid was a complete package. She got a complete family in him. He was her everything coz she wanted him that way. But I know she will emerge stronger and will live her and his dreams for them. InshAllah

Originally posted by: Kar_Nan

U know wat is the hardest part…. I very well know all of this but it is unable to calm me. We may have different beliefs when it comes to life, death and life after death but we all know this is how it happens but the connection with Sid, Shehnaaz and SidNaaz was so strong that this loss is not less than any other loss in our lives.

I thank God for giving both Sid and Shehnaaz wat they were missing in their lives even for a short span of time but God did give them their share of happiness. I myself have not witnessed even 10% of wat they did in their lives so who am I to call God unjust. And when I say he wanted to live, I talk abt the happiness we could see on his face because of the success he was getting in his personal and professional life. Apart from that I and Sid r age fellows so I know how much one lives in 40 years… too many memories to cherish. Also he spent these 40 years living close to his loved ones. How many among us get to do this…. So yes he lived his live fully and he may not be having any regrets. Its our greed to have seen him live longer and to have more memories of him to cherish till we live…. I hope I am making sense here.

As far as Shehnaaz is concerned, she is a strong person. All she wanted in life was to have a partner with whom she could share her happiness and sorrows. Sid was a complete package. She got a complete family in him. He was her everything coz she wanted him that way. But I know she will emerge stronger and will live her and his dreams for them. InshAllah

Originally posted by: Ritzie

At times I think I have accepted what has happened but the denial comes back everytime I see his smiling picture.

Thanks Uma though. With your powerful words, atleast I have started imagining him being at peace and content. Back then, we did lovingly call him gyani baba but that also shows that his soul was always more mature than many of us. It's still hard to accept what happened but we all have to find our ways to find peace.

Now that I am at little acceptance with the reality, I have started getting worried for Sana. At times I get scared recalling the stories she shared from her past in BB. I keep telling myself and my friends that she is a strong girl, she will give her share of fight to life like she has done in the past. I keep repeating that she will, she will, yes yes she will. She also has a very strong support system. **Fingers crossed**

I am worried for Shehnaaz, but I hope that she finds re-purpose in life. She may have lost her rock, but she does have tiny pebbles all over the globe in us, wishing her strength.

Read Beautiful write ups by so many here . Felt good and felt like sharing something from my side too .

See what Siddharth brought about in all of us ..... we are discussing aspects of life which normally we would need a spiritual guru for ... That also was his purpose ..

I had tweeted yesterday ,and I strongly believe this so sharing it here . Twitter has limitation of words so excuse that please .

Meena K

@Raagmaand

God keeps reminding us of the way life should be led, through his messengers. Maybe thru their spiritual teachings, love, academics ,sme thru example .Some connect with small grps, sme wth millions.Truly believe tht #SiddharthShukla ws one such messenger·

He gave life lessons thru example, lived his life in front of us fo 5 mnths. What I saw was a young man show tht be honest, hve integrity .If u r with truth stand up against the world to protect it, Love purely,try to be a winner,Enjoy life ,connect to ur inner self fr strngt·

N he didnt have to preach, he just lived it .Showed tht ur personality ur aura is what u r from inside , not the clothes u wear.May sound funny to some that I am actually discussing lifelessons frm a show like #BigBoss .Bt I truly felt this . #SiddharthShukla a life well lived.

So for me he was also a messenger of God. For all those who didnt believe in spiritual sermons , here was a man who showed by example. .

Camlin wrote so Beautifully about souls going through the cycle of pain of separation .....

KArmic ...

Wasnt their story always surrounded by Mystic ,a cosmic force ...Think about it and sidnaazians will see all the signs. In fact at times their being together used to baffle me , the intensity was at times scary ....maybe Because it had karmic forces working.

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A jhalli girl from punjab , a complete bambayiyaa babu.... So different from each other in every aspect . I would wonder what would they discuss if they stayed together for life . And yet they created magical moments , as if scripted ...... their conversation flowed as if they had been given dialogues ...... Their clinging to each other never appeared cringe and I used to be surprised with myself as for me romance on BB earlier was always cringe. And sid and sana were clingy ..... but that purity ..... that was cosmic ... the universe showing us its magic. And we were the chosen few who could feel it . Only the ones aligned with the forces of universe cld feel it ...

So it was a treat by the universe . us watching Sidharth as Sidharth , our souls witnessing a love story so profound ..... So fulfilling .

So dont spoil it by constantly grieving ..... Time is always short ..always . I remember my dadi at 80 once telling me "Cant beleive 80 yrs have gone by , kab din hua kab raat dhali , pata hi nahi chala "

Toh jo mila woh kaafi hona chahiye humaare liye !!

Shukraana karo uparwaale ka aur sidharth ka bhi . Aur ussey haske veeda karo , theek waise jaise usne humey hasyaa !!!!

Can there be any chance that the stardust tribute is written by Vidyut?

Originally posted by: Camlin

Can there be any chance that the stardust tribute is written by Vidyut?

Plus, did I miss some detail in it that indicated the writer was male? I just read it once and fast, and don’t want to go back to it.

Also, if someone upstairs is reading your comment, he would cackle in a laughing fit and remark… Tum log nahi sudhroge 🙂

Did any of u see video clip of Sheena outside Sid’s house after the incident? Wat if Sheena gave the details

I am having weird mixed feelings. Sometimes I feel sad when I see someone else living the dream that I dreamt for our sidnaaz, Sometimes I feel angry why them, Sometimes I feel glad that I got the privilege to live through our sidnaaz for 2 yrs and to know the real importance of companionship and family and sometimes I wake up suddenly with this sudden anxiety and heaviness which I can't describe clearly . Sometimes I feel worried for our girl how will she overcome this. This has been a very personal loss .