Okay,kinda off topic.
.I have this super favourite & beautiful FF i read on another couple back in school.
In that story,the girl as a teen jumps down from rooftop coz the guy asked her in a fit of rage.
Likewise, 8 years later, the young woman does something drastic when the guy asked her in another chaotic situation
There was a monologue of the girl later.Where she exclaimed she was not an idiot to jump from a 5 storied building neither she became dumb growing up while taking huge risks.It was her immense trust on the guy & their relation that come what may-her lover wont let her fall,ever.
This situation suits Bon perfectly now I guess.She has just left herself at ani's mercy.If ani doesn’t save her,their whole relationship becomes pointless.If she cant trust him with her all & expect the same- there is no rudhita anyway -according to her