Firstly I am very frustrated with the ongoing track, I know it's necessary for the story to move ahead but my only problem is that Pallavi is not Stuck between Kartavya (who is not her Kartavya anymore) and Pyar because of Fate but she deliberately chose to Move on with Kartavya and top of that her total ignorance towards RR😭 Wrote it in frustration, I don't even have a particular story in my mind right now but let's see as I progress if I can actually write something sensible😆
Storyline : After Raghav does all the drama being drunk in D house, he stays over D house and next day Pallavi returns to their house with Raghav well seeking a proper permission from Mandar and also promising that she will be here anytime he needs her which is being witnessed by Raghav. When Baba tries to stop Pallavi,
Mandar says : Rehne dijiye Baba, mujhe Pallavi pe Pura bharosa hai wo aapko diye gaye waada ko kabhi nahi todegi wo mere zarurat padne pe mere paas humesha hogi. Hai na Pallavi ? *Eyeing towards Raghav and sugar coating each word*
With that Pallavi slightly nods giving a tight forced smile.
Mandar to Pallavi : Shukriya Pallavi mere pas har waqt hone ke liy, meri dawai se leke mere khane pine aur zaroorato ka din RAAT khayal rakhne ke liy (he pestered on Raat just to irk Raghav more but Raghav just stared annoyingly there almost dying to get out of this Circus)
Finally Raghav was very happy to get her back, they were on car seated though whatever he heard pissed him off because Mandar was a grown up man with his Parents staying with him and so many members around then Y did Pallavi need to do everything for him, things which he expects should always be for him. Why shall Pallavi take care of any other Man other than Him ? Why should it bother Pallavi if someone says they want her for recovering ? Would she let her Humanity always come in between them and never care about his emotions ?
He was lost in his thoughts when,
Pallavi asked : Raghav, Amma Kaisi hai ? Itne din se unse baat bhi nahi hui, wo naraz hai kya ?
Raghav : Thik hai Amma bilkul aur naraz bilkul nahi hai ulta mereko bhi unhone hi samjhaya ki thora waqt dene situation ko
Pallavi : Unhone phir mujhe call kyu nahi kiya
Raghav : kya fayda hota Pallavi tumhare paas toh mere liy bhi waqt nahi tha, Amma ko kaise deta ? Tum disturb na hojao isliy nahi kiya hoga
Pallavi sensing Raghav is not in mood just on the music and closed her eyes to sleep, she had verry hectic routine these days taking care of a patient day and night and needed a sound sleep.
They entered the home and everything was normal. They sat down to have lunch and were talking about random stuffs, Amma was sharing how Happy Raghav was to wear the sherwani dhoti by himself, what all happened in the award function.
Raghav was also in a good mood. So was Pallavi.
After lunch Pallavi went to take some rest, Raghav finished off some meetings and went to the room to only see Pallavi's tensed expression.
Raghav (concerned) : kya hua hai Pallavi ? Sab theek?
Pallavi : haan wo Mandar ko maine ate hi message kiya tha dawai lene ko par abtak seen nahi hua, wo call bhi nahi utha raha hai. Pata nahi kaha busy hai ?
Raghav (in a hurt tone) : So rha hoga ya bahar hoga, tum itna din baad aya wapis Pallavi chodo na usko ghar me baki sab bhi toh hai wo chipku ladki pura din idhar udhar karta hai wo bhi toh care kar sakti hai na. Tum tention mat lo
Pallavi : mai call karu kya Amruta ko ?
Raghav was about to burst her but kept quiet because he was in no mood to hear her Farz and Kartavya lecture and in fact said : jo karna hai karo
Pallavi understood Raghav is angry so she got up from the bed and came ahead to hug him. Seeing Pallavi's romantic side, Raghav forgot everything he hugged her and went a little closer to her, Pallavi closed her eyes they both were inching closer while looking deep into each other's eyes. Pallavi's lips quivered and she parted her lips a little, Raghav smirked teasingly and bend to smell her hair shocking Pallavi
Raghav : Aah Orchid !! I have come to love Orchid so much now. Mujhe toh Orchid ka bagicha lagana hai
Hearing this Pallavi burst out laughing, Raghav seeing her laughing after so many days, smiled brighter. Suddenly he thought of a plan.
He asked Pallavi to get ready and they will go to Shopping and then will do dinner. He wanted lone time with her, he said to which Pallavi agreed instantly. But she was confused on which Saree to wear and was searching so Raghav left to get ready himself thinking she will take atleast 2 hours now so he shall do all the pre bookings till that time. He got ready and told Pallavi to come downstairs soon and went downstairs.
Raghav called Farhad and asked him to do the booking while informing Amma about their outing. He was very happy to get him Pallavi back. Amma blessed him and prayed to God for their happiness.
After 15 minutes Pallavi frantically ran down and came to Raghav and said him to come with her
Raghav : Par hua kya Pallavi ? Hum toh bahar jane wale the tum ready bhi nahi hua ? Kaha jana kaha hai
Pallavi : Raghav tum bas Ayi baba ke ghar le chalo mujhe
Raghav : Par kyu pallavi, sab thik toh hai na
Pallavi : Nahi Raghav, Mandar ne Apne hath kaat liye hai Raghav, use kuch hojayega use hospital le gaye hai wo admit hai mujhe jana hoga waha
Raghav : Ha toh thik hai chale jayenge milne usse tum itni worked up kyu ho rahi ho, wo thik hai na abhi Zinda hai na toh dinner karne ke baad mil lenge
Pallavi : Raghav tum itne insensitive kyu ho ? Bimar hai wo, mujhe doctor ne kaha tha ki mai use chod ke aungi toh wo phir ye karega, meri hi galti thi mujhe ana hi nahi chaiye tha wapis. Use kuch hojayega toh mai kya jawab dungi ayi baba ko.
And that was it for Raghav her 'meri hi galti thi mujhe ana hi nahi chaiye tha wapis' was ringing on his head continuously. He had ignored every damn thing she said and did till now for Mandar but this was it. She was regretting coming back to him, she would have been happy to stay with Mandar ignoring his plight, him hurting. He didn't even give it a second thought that maybe she was concerned about her Ayi n Baba because Mandar was their son and she loved them. He knew no logical word will calm him down or lessen the pain he is feeling right now. What ever Pallavi meant by her words, but regretting coming back to him was the last thing he can tolerate.
He held her hands took her to the car, made her sit and drove off. Pallavi was too engrossed in her thoughts to even notice the tears in Raghav's eyes.
Raghav thought about Mandar's challenge, Pallavi regretting not to Live her life with Mandar in the past. He drove to the hospital, Pallavi came down and ran inside the hospital not caring to look back once if Raghav is coming or not.
Raghav was in dilemma to go inside or take an U turn, he thought to go and ask Pallavi if she would want him to wait for her or call him once she is done but then decided against it.
He can't again bear her regretting being with him. He has done enough and tolerated enough. He won't anymore. He decided he would talk to Pallavi for the last time and ask her who is more important to her and let her chose her way Once and for All.
He stepped back and went to his house. He sat on the bar and kept drinking with everything running in his head.
He remembered how she was going to feed him in front of everyone but hesistated feeding him saying log dekh rahe hai.
He remembered how she use to chat with Mandar and receive his calls even during their moment but hesitated speaking to him at d house saying Mandar ajayega wo bimari badh jayega uska
He remembered her going away without even informing her but to return to her legally wedded husband she not only seeked Mandar's permission but assured him she will be there for him whenever he wanted to meet while never ever considering meeting him when he needed her while her stay in D house.
And then he remembered her words today, her not even calling him once to check if he is there in the hospital still or reached home. He chuckled, Pallavi didn't even noticed he wasn't there. He thought how Pallavi forgets to even check her phone when she is with Mandar and now she forgot to check on her husband, he laughed, he cried he broke the glass on his hands and thought to himself
'Kya tumhe abhi mai ye bataega toh tum mere paas ayega Pallavi, usi tarah bhaga bhaga sab kuch chod ke jaise tum uske liye gaya' and then went n stood in front of the mirror looked at himself and asked the mirror 'Kya Pallavi ayega ya mujhe kahega Raghav Amma ko bolo Patti kardene aur Farhad ko boldo doctor bula lene' ya phir wo kahega 'Raghav mai abhi baat nahi karsakti Mandar ki halat kharab hai' and with than he broke the mirror with his already hurt hands. He cried, he shouted. He wasnt able to understand why Pallavi doesn't care for him ? And it's not his insecurity he didn't see Pallavi yearn for him, he didn't see her feeling sad for cancelling their dinner. He would have never asked her to stay had she told him calmly about what happened. Mandar was hospitalized and stable, she knew still she freaked out, thinking this something hurt him more in his heart. He went to the pool and jumped he had to calm himself down, he wasn't even being drunk so much to pass out. Everything was against him today it seems.
He came out of the pool after 2 hours walked straight to the phone - no calls/messages.
He closed his eyes shut a lone tear fell off his cheeks, he rubbed it off and promised himself to not hurt because of someone else. He sweared to give Pallavi her space, if she wanted to come back whenever she wants she can. He won't ask her, not today, Not ever. It was her choice to go and it will be her choice to come back. He promised he won't spare the D clan and Mandar if Pallavi gets a scratch but he will leave her alone. With the determination he went to sleep. Due to heave drinks he slept soon..
P.S: Have no idea how it turned out. Will write Part2 if anyone wants or might forget what ever raita I failaod here 😆
P.S.S : Next part will be Pallavi realising many things and Raghav back to being The Ardhamayinda Rao..
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Raghav's hurt needs focus
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