Nothing but love.... - Page 9

Originally posted by: fatssrilanka

Loved the episode and your analysis too. It was perfect. Amazing. Both NeilSha were awesome specially Neil. Loved the emotional breakdown and his apology.

I too hope the misunderstanding is not exaggerated and it's handled well.

I too was annoyed to see didi but then since it didn't effect them, so she's forgiven temporarily. Overall the episode was worth watching.

Didi is never forgiven in my eyes but she can be ignored 🤣

Originally posted by: scarlett22

Finally watched it. I was in total disbelief with the hug and the forehead kiss... cheering them on...one more hug.

Virat's expression when he saw where his hands were 🤣. Bechara Raja Babu.

What nutcases these two are!! Who wouldn't forgive? Sai vaise bhi was gettin irritated that he was packing for her, getting ready her to go.

And he used his Brahmastra, Aabha, who by the way would've always been a guide to him. The much lacking father figure who would mentor him through life.

It made me wonder how life would've been for these two if Kamal Sir was alive.

Sai wiping his face, straightening his shirt,...can anyone ever say she doesn't love him...she couldn't bear to see him defeated, she cannot see him in pain. The way her face changed when Pulkit said Virat forced her...

Pre cap: Sairat back to normal ...

Hopefully from now on, ...normal and some more😉❤️

PS: I ignored someone's presence muttering gibberish to herself. I would've preferred if she left sooner😆

Loved reading this take!! Virat’s expression when his hands were on baiko’s waist was just too cute 🤣

Originally posted by: rac1

It was a beautiful episode. And actually without much words they had confessed their inner turmoil. Hopefully they will have a proper confession soon. Sairat now r able to understand each other better and both know they have feelings for one another but r not saying it explicitly. Let's see how they move forward ahead😊.

You have said this so beautifully, Rachel! I thought the same- they both understood each other without having to explicitly say anything…hopefully they only make more progress from here!

Originally posted by: tptwi

Didi is never forgiven in my eyes but she can be ignored 🤣

She's forgiven because she didn't interrupt SaiRat privacy🤣

Super busy day dear .. just saw the full episode now .. virat was genuine but kaafil acche tarah she emtionally blackmail karke biwi ko mana liya …. 😂😂😂

tomorrow will analyse today mind us not working

Been a busy day...

I loved the episode. I was slightly apprehensive after yesterday's pre-cap, but thankfully it didn't disappoint.❤️

For me, the episode was Virat's. He has been burning in the fire of regret, guilt, sorrow at Sai's condition, the pain of being separated from her forever and self-loathing - these tumultuous emotions which he had to endure in a short time and all alone. He tried to put up a brave front, tried to be dignified about her impending departure from his life. He was so sincere and earnest in his apology and his regret. But when the reality came, the dam broke - and how. I had mentioned somwhere else that all his past transgressions had been eating away at his self-esteem - deep inside he began to feel himself unworthy of Sai - Sai, who was everything good (that he was not). That's how I read him since the past few weeks.

Today he was a broken man. Desperate yet feeling helpless in convincing Sai to give him another chance. In despair that his 'unexplainable' bouts of rage ruins everything he values and the accompanying self-loathing makes him want to kill himself. I believe he would have killed himself if Sai had passed - out of the guilt of having killed the love of his life. Thankfully, life gave him a second chance. So, will he take this chance or will he err? I believe that this time it will be lasting. Today I saw a cleansing ritual for Virat - and at the end he came out a more peaceful, wiser man. The insecurities, the weight of the wrongs he had committed, the burden of his self-loathing, the deep regret of losing his soulmate - the anguish and the angst of it all burst out through his tears. At the end, his sincerity and earnestness was rewarded - by the kind, gentle soul who chose to be with him through his worst side. At the end, he was emotionally drained but above all relieved - free from his burdens and his fear. Sai is truly a sweetheart.❤️

Looking at the episode - this man's heart is truly alone.💔He has plenty of people around him and yet he is isolated in a lot of ways. Sai is his oasis and together they create their own little world - separate from everybody and everything. There they joke about being called names, pull each other's legs and give themselves the freedom to be brutally honest about each other's mistakes. Life doesn't give many chances. Virat is lucky and he knows that - it is a testament to his character. Hope their relationship is the rock they both need in their lives. Love and support conquers all. They both deserve it. ❤️

Just a parting thought....

Is self-loathing beneficial for bringing about a change? Guilt is definitely necessary - it propels the person to introspect, realise and make amends. But when guilt changes to extreme shame or self-hatred - it only serves to be self-destructive. One cannot make amends or take responsibility while torturing one's soul. That's not how human psyche works.

Originally posted by: nethraa_99

Been a busy day...

I loved the episode. I was slightly apprehensive after yesterday's pre-cap, but thankfully it didn't disappoint.❤️

For me, the episode was Virat's. He has been burning in the fire of regret, guilt, sorrow at Sai's condition, the pain of being separated from her forever and self-loathing - these tumultuous emotions which he had to endure in a short time and all alone. He tried to put up a brave front, tried to be dignified about her impending departure from his life. He was so sincere and earnest in his apology and his regret. But when the reality came, the dam broke - and how. I had mentioned somwhere else that all his past transgressions had been eating away at his self-esteem - deep inside he began to feel himself unworthy of Sai - Sai, who was everything good (that he was not). That's how I read him since the past few weeks.

Today he was a broken man. Desperate yet feeling helpless in convincing Sai to give him another chance. In despair that his 'unexplainable' bouts of rage ruins everything he values and the accompanying self-loathing makes him want to kill himself. I believe he would have killed himself if Sai had passed - out of the guilt of having killed the love of his life. Thankfully, life gave him a second chance. So, will he take this chance or will he err? I believe that this time it will be lasting. Today I saw a cleansing ritual for Virat - and at the end he came out a more peaceful, wiser man. The insecurities, the weight of the wrongs he had committed, the burden of his self-loathing, the deep regret of losing his soulmate - the anguish and the angst of it all burst out through his tears. At the end, his sincerity and earnestness was rewarded - by the kind, gentle soul who chose to be with him through his worst side. At the end, he was emotionally drained but above all relieved - free from his burdens and his fear. Sai is truly a sweetheart.❤️

Looking at the episode - this man's heart is truly alone.💔He has plenty of people around him and yet he is isolated in a lot of ways. Sai is his oasis and together they create their own little world - separate from everybody and everything. There they joke about being called names, pull each other's legs and give themselves the freedom to be brutally honest about each other's mistakes. Life doesn't give many chances. Virat is lucky and he knows that - it is a testament to his character. Hope their relationship is the rock they both need in their lives. Love and support conquers all. They both deserve it. ❤️

Just a parting thought....

Is self-loathing beneficial for bringing about a change? Guilt is definitely necessary - it propels the person to introspect, realise and make amends. But when guilt changes to extreme shame or self-hatred - it only serves to be self-destructive. One cannot make amends or take responsibility while torturing one's soul. That's not how human psyche works.

Beautiful post as always, Nethra ❤️ You have described Virat's condition so aptly. I agree with everything. Maybe it's just me, but I thought the episode was equally Sai's. Her love for Virat is bigger than her own self-respect and dignity. She starts out the episode by saying she can't stay in the room where he insulted her so severely, even though it was quite clear that she wanted him to ask her to stay. Once she returned to CN, she had already forgiven Virat. It was never about the apology from that point onwards... rather, she wanted him to assert his rights on her... she wanted him to want her like she wants him...she wanted to see that he was as desperate for her to stay as she was. That is why she kept looking so angry every time he was telling her that he can't stop her. But, right when he started crying, she broke. This is the beauty of her love... she can see Virat insulting her character, but she cannot see him in pain. Even in the hospital, she kept looking away or at the ground when he was crying. All of this combined with what you have so nicely written is why I thought that the episode was a confession. They didn't need to explicitly say that they love each other. In those moments, they both understood each other better than ever before...

Originally posted by: nethraa_99

Been a busy day...

I loved the episode. I was slightly apprehensive after yesterday's pre-cap, but thankfully it didn't disappoint.❤️

For me, the episode was Virat's. He has been burning in the fire of regret, guilt, sorrow at Sai's condition, the pain of being separated from her forever and self-loathing - these tumultuous emotions which he had to endure in a short time and all alone. He tried to put up a brave front, tried to be dignified about her impending departure from his life. He was so sincere and earnest in his apology and his regret. But when the reality came, the dam broke - and how. I had mentioned somwhere else that all his past transgressions had been eating away at his self-esteem - deep inside he began to feel himself unworthy of Sai - Sai, who was everything good (that he was not). That's how I read him since the past few weeks.

Today he was a broken man. Desperate yet feeling helpless in convincing Sai to give him another chance. In despair that his 'unexplainable' bouts of rage ruins everything he values and the accompanying self-loathing makes him want to kill himself. I believe he would have killed himself if Sai had passed - out of the guilt of having killed the love of his life. Thankfully, life gave him a second chance. So, will he take this chance or will he err? I believe that this time it will be lasting. Today I saw a cleansing ritual for Virat - and at the end he came out a more peaceful, wiser man. The insecurities, the weight of the wrongs he had committed, the burden of his self-loathing, the deep regret of losing his soulmate - the anguish and the angst of it all burst out through his tears. At the end, his sincerity and earnestness was rewarded - by the kind, gentle soul who chose to be with him through his worst side. At the end, he was emotionally drained but above all relieved - free from his burdens and his fear. Sai is truly a sweetheart.❤️

Looking at the episode - this man's heart is truly alone.💔He has plenty of people around him and yet he is isolated in a lot of ways. Sai is his oasis and together they create their own little world - separate from everybody and everything. There they joke about being called names, pull each other's legs and give themselves the freedom to be brutally honest about each other's mistakes. Life doesn't give many chances. Virat is lucky and he knows that - it is a testament to his character. Hope their relationship is the rock they both need in their lives. Love and support conquers all. They both deserve it. ❤️

Just a parting thought....

Is self-loathing beneficial for bringing about a change? Guilt is definitely necessary - it propels the person to introspect, realise and make amends. But when guilt changes to extreme shame or self-hatred - it only serves to be self-destructive. One cannot make amends or take responsibility while torturing one's soul. That's not how human psyche works.

Sorry for another post responding to you, Nethra! Meant to include this in my initial response, but didn't have time to process my thoughts.

@bolded: This is very interesting. I think that yesterday, Sai saw that Virat was going into self-destruction mode loud and clearly. She honestly looked terrified when he asked her to hit him and then even more so when he said he was having suicidal thoughts. That is why by the end of the apology sequence, she was the one taking care of him. The way in which she was wiping his face with her dupatta and cupping his cheeks ever so gently. She knows that Virat is impulsive by nature, because she has witnessed it first hand multiple times by now. But, even she did not expect Virat's outburst yesterday... even she did not realize how many emotions he had bottled up inside of him. He himself has told Sai that he feels as though she is from a different world due to how good and pure she is. He has always seen her as someone who he perhaps does not deserve, but he has continued loving her anyways, because that is all he can do. But, yesterday, he felt as if he was no longer worthy of loving her. He tried his best to refrain from stopping her, but ultimately he broke. And, through Sai's response and outpour of concern for him, he was put back together... a part of him, even if unconsciously, realized that his love is reciprocated.

To answer your question, I don't think that self-loathing nor even guilt is necessary to bring upon a change within a person. Some people are able to create changes within themselves through rational thought and steadied emotions. But, that is not who Virat is... however, this time, he has seen how these unhealthy habits of his have almost cost him the love of his life. The look on his face at the end of the episode, was honestly the calmest and most peaceful he has ever looked to me. The words "cleansing ritual" you have used to describe it is quite perfect...

Why sorry yaar? The more the merrier😳

Yes. It was as much about Sai as about Virat and ofourse SaiRat. It's just that yesterday, something struck me about Virat - seemed like finally he has broken free of his past mistakes and turning over a new leaf.

You have described Sai's mind exactly. Yesterday I was tempted to think that she was confused with mixed feelings - wanting to stay and yet unsure if she should forgive him. But what you say is more probable - that she had already forgiven him but wanted him to stop her.

And yes....except saying I love you, they have all but confessed..... But these Jalebi couple na....

Originally posted by: nethraa_99

Why sorry yaar? The more the merrier😳

Yes. It was as much about Sai as about Virat and ofourse SaiRat. It's just that yesterday, something struck me about Virat - seemed like finally he has broken free of his past mistakes and turning over a new leaf.

You have described Sai's mind exactly. Yesterday I was tempted to think that she was confused with mixed feelings - wanting to stay and yet unsure if she should forgive him. But what you say is more probable - that she had already forgiven him but wanted him to stop her.

And yes....except saying I love you, they have all but confessed..... But these Jalebi couple na....

your post about his guilt reminded me of something... do look at what I have tagged you in asmi's post ❤️