ROSID FF : MYSTERY BEHIND THE ARSENAL !! - Page 4

Roli got sid's diary hope our girl will clear our every doubts soon...they almost got caught uff thank God...this is moving so interestingly andee❤️loved it

CHAPTER -5

Mrs. Gauri : come in , please take your seat.

Both Amar and Roli takes their respective place.

Mrs. Gauri: So you both are the newly joined employees??

Rishi (Amar): yes maam

Mrs. Gauri : hmm , ok I am Gauri Roy , the HR of this Arsenal Unit. I always prefer Perfection , Discipline and passion towards work. So I hope that you both keep up to my expectations.

Rishi (Amar ): yes ma’am we will put our best efforts and complete all our projects successfully.

Keerthi (Roli ): yes ma’am we will never let you down.

Mrs. Gauri : Good , I like it , so much of positivity and confidence.....so let’s get to work now.

Rishi (Amar): yes ma’am

Mrs. Gauri : So guys I want you both to work on ur new ideas about the weapon making along with the graphic model and I want all the details about it .... and submit it by tomorrow morning 10 am .... am I clear ??

Keerthi (Roli): tomorrow morning?!

Mrs. Gauri (stern look ): yes , do you have any problem with that miss. Keerthi

Keerthi (Roli): no maam

Mrs. Gauri : So , All the best for ur new project , I have great expectations from you after seeing your portfolio.

Rishi (Amar ): thank you ma’am. And ma’am we will make sure that our project will be up to your expectation.

Mrs. Gauri : you guys can go and start your work.

Keerthi and Rishi : thank you ma’am.

Both leave to their cabin.

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On the corridor

Keerthi (Roli ): sir , she is really very strict.

Rishi : yes , like seriously so much work on the first day itself. Now we have to work very smart and complete the project.

Keerthi: yes sir , but in the meantime we should collect the details about team members.

Rishi.: yes , but we have to be very careful.

Keerthi: yes sir.

Both of them starts to work on their project.

Keerthi thinks for a while and goes to meet mr. rithik.

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She knocks on his cabin ,

Mr. Rithik : yes come in

Keerthi: thank you sir ....

Mr. rithik: oh you , miss. Keerthi.... so what do you want ??

Keerthi : sir , actually Mrs. Gauri has assigned us new project to be completed. So ,

Mr. rithik : work on first day ?! It’s good right ....u came to say this ??

Keerthi: no sir , actually I came to ask you that , can I get access to the previous project files ?!

Mr. Rithik : previous project files ??

Keerthi: yes sir , we don’t know about Mrs. Gauri’s expectation level and the format of the project report that she expects. So if we get to refer the previous files , then it will be highly useful.

Mr. Rithik (thinks ); ok , I will ask Raju to get the past 6 year files , but don’t forget to give it back to him before 5 pm.

Keerthi: yes sir , thank you so much sir .

Keerthi leaves the cabin with a victory smile.

Inside her cabin

Rishi : hey ro...Keerthi, where did you go ??

Keerthi: to meet Mr. Rithik

Rishi : Rithik sir , But why.

Keerthi: to collect all the previous years project reports.

Rishi: did you get those. ??

Keerthi: No..t yet , but will get soon , Raju will bring those.

Rishi : that’s was a fabulous move Keerthi.

Now we can take them to our residence and check all the projects in detail.

Keerthi: sorry sir , but I can have them only till 5 pm.

Rishi : No problem atleast we have 3-4 hrs right.

Just then Raju enters with all the copies of past 6 year project reports.

Amar and Roli looking at the bundles of files got shocked.

Keerthi ; Raju , sir asked me refer only past 6 years report ...not the past 30 years reports

Raju : Miss. Keerthi I have brought only those reports that sir had asked me to bring , in fact I couldn’t find some keys so I was able to get only past 2 years report files. I will get you the remaining files tomorrow....

Keerthi and Rishi were shocked : they are only past 2 year report files ?!

Keerthi: it’s ok Raju , I think this is more than enough. Thank you.

Raju arranges the files on the table and leaves.

Keerthi (stunned ):sir , I thought it will be around 500 files for past 6 years but here it’s more than 500 for just past 2 years.

Rishi : yes , now I don’t think that we even have enough time to discuss these. And the 3- 4 hrs won’t be sufficient.

Keerthi: yes sir , to find and read the project reports of the previous team , it will take more than a week I guess.

Rishi : no problem Miss. Keerthi, if we believe we can then remember WE CAN.

And when we are determined to do something then we shouldn’t give up without trying .And we are more than determined, and ....also here not only walls have ears but also eyes. So don’t waste time in thinking , get back to work.

Rishi gives his killer smile.

Listening to Rishi (Amar) something strikes Keerthi and she also smiles back.

Both of started to get involved into their project with entire concentration and focus.

Such projects may not be pressure for Rishi and Keerthi who is very passionate about weapon and technology but it is a huge burden and triple pressure on Amar and Roli whose passion and interest is into something else - cop , detective, undercover, criminals , justice .....but for their passion ,interest towards their work , they have to do this.....not with pressure but with passion ....not as Amar and Roli but as Rishi and Keerthi.

It was almost 5 pm when Raju came back and collected all the files back.

Raju : Ma’am it’s time , can I take the files back ??

Keerthi: yes Raju , thank you

Raju : it’s ok ma’am , it’s my job to assist everyone here. By the way what was the need for all these files.

Keerthi: actually Raju , Mrs. Gauri has assigned us projects and we should complete & submit those by tomorrow. So for the proper report work , I thought to refer these.

Raju : oh ok Ma’am , so Ma’am have you completed your report ??

Keerthi: not yet , but I hope that I will complete soon.

Raju :Ma’am don’t worry you will surely complete this project successfully....Sir , Ma’am all best for your project.

Keerthi : thank you Raju.

At sharp 5:30 everyone started to leave.

Amar and Roli started packing their stuffs to pack up for the day.

While leaving , her eyes fell on the diary .... the diary which is probably the heart of Ex - Siddhant Bharadwaj, his immortal thoughts and emotion.

She silently keeps the diary in her bag and leaves with Amar.

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After a 15 min silent travel they reached the 14 storey building which stool tall with all pride , glory and grace ...the vast , cozy quarters......sorry apartments for the employees of the Arsenal..whose beauty was enhanced with the rays of the setting sun ......

The building was secured with height level security system. The key to the door is the identity of the employee - the ID card.

The ID card provided by the arsenal is more like a master card ..... which access to all the arsenal systems and cabins.

Both Amar and Roli ....sorry ....Rishi and Keerthi was allotted apartment no. 1201 and 1202 respectively.... it was more of god’s grace & blessing that they both got their new apartment next to each other.

Their apartments were very spacious, cozy , and well furnished....it look like a dream flat. They had checked the entire apartment for microphone , cams , jammers , and other technologies before moving in the previous day.

The one thing that both Amar and Roli is happy about is that they can be themselves- the real Amar and Roli in the apartment , not as Rishi and Keerthi....it’s not easy to be not us 24/7 ....and pretending to be someone else.

Rishi aka Amar after a tiring day took cold shower , relaxed himself with his aromatic coffee .... and a crunch of his favourite biscuit. Why not ?! It was such a terrific day for him - first day at work as Rishi , collecting details about the previous team members, and passing those details to his Head Quaters , and now he have to complete his new project report and submit it to Mrs. Perfect ....I mean Mrs. Gauri.

On the other Roli after making herself comfortable at her new house .... took Mr. Siddhant’s Diary and started to read with a cup of hot chocolate.

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“ ....the more I am happy about my dream come true , the more tension it brings ... you are not understanding right Mr. Diary , in my family everyone is happy for me except my Mom.... she is not talking with me properly ....she wants me to take some other job ....wait don’t misunderstand my mom for that Mr. dairy , she is happy for me , my dreams but Insecure about my security.... every parents are scared for their children’s security right just like that she is Also scared, but I can’t blame her.

All the credit goes to our society and people’s mind ....mainly that stupid daily soap and Sheena aunty ....

In that daily soap it seems that some guy was arrested for providing some faulty protection gears and weapons to the military and army which lead to death of few army men. But in actual that was that guys friend who was the betrayer ....after seeing that daily soap she changed her mind about sending me to arsenal.....

And upon that Sheena Aunty comes to my home at sharp 4:30 , not a minute more not a minute less , and starts gossiping with my family .....doesn’t she have any other work to do , if she doesn’t have then she could tell me , I would have given her the Hardest job of cleaning Prem’s room.

One day she came , and gossip about all the military, army , arsenal , police , jail , weapons , betrayal and etc etc with other imaginary and real peoples as examples.

Since then my mom who was in a small confusion about arsenal , became very stubborn in her decision of not sending me to arsenal.

And since then there is a Cold War going on between us regarding my career. Hmm but what to do Mr. Diary , I can’t choose between my mom and my dream right . I can neither give up on my mom nor on my dreams. My family, friends and my dreams & wishes complete me. How can I forget a part of me , for another part of mine ?? Argh..Why is my life so complicated now ??! I hope all will be fine soon.

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Suddenly the door bell rang. Roli keeps the diary and her half empty hot chocolate in her nearby table and reaches the door ....

It was the apartments security who came to give her remaining packed things & goods that was left behind in the early morning due to her rush to the office for the first day.

After arranging the rest of her things , she made a very light dinner for herself. And started to work on her new project with full concentration ,as the time went she lost the count on time , she herself didn’t knew how long was she working until a message pinged on her phone - it was a remainder from Amar regarding the case.

The time was 40 past 10 , after the hectic day she retired to her comfort cozy bed . But it looked like her mind didn’t want to take rest , because her Mind was busy thinking about Mr. Siddhant and his diary.

So she took Siddhant’s Diary and started reading it ..

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Hey !! Mr. diary , sorry I know I am very late today , but what to do today we were very busy.

Till date I never thought that even Prem have brain to use , don’t mistake me Mr. Diary because that’s how he used to behave 24/7.

And you know what.... he helped me talk to Mom & convince her ....and guess what she accepted my career with full heart.

You are not understanding right Mr. Diary , I will say what happened today.

As per Prem’s plan i , prem , Sankalp , and mom went to nearby mall on prem & Sankalp’s insist. After a whole 20 mins they both left with their friends who arrived there ( they only invited them there ). Leaving me and my mom alone , when I was about to start a conversation, she left to buy groceries. A message pinged in my phone “ Bro you won’t get a better a chance to talk , so utilise to the fullest- Prem “. It’s also true. Now it’s upon me. After the grocery shopping, she came to me said “ let’s go “. I had no other choice than to leave with her to home , but just imagine if Prem gets to know that I didn’t talk with mom , then ..(gulps his saliva ) ....I am gone.

On the way I again tried to initiate, but in vain . Seeing a park on the way , something striked me , so I took a I turn and hurried towards the park. My mom looked confused.

Once we reached the entrance of the park , I asked her for a few precious minutes of her .....though she was wasn’t willing ....I am her son I know all the way how to bring her to my way ...with the help of my sad face & my cute puppy face ....I asked again , she had no other choice than to accept.

The park was fresh , calm & soothing .its one of my mom’s favourite place to relax .

We both sat and shared our untold feelings of insecurity, fear of loosing and much more . After assuring her and with the help of her favourite vanilla ice cream .our Cold War came to an end. The rest of the day it’s was our mom - son day .we spend our day happily , we went to watch a movie , beach , complex , restaurant. My day ended on a happy note.

I don’t know from where did he get such an idea. Did he go and sit under some tree and got knowledge & blessed ?!

But one thing mr. diary don’t misunderstand my brother as naive , helpful and smart one . But he is smart but not a naive and fully good hearted one.

I had an impression that he was doing all those things to help me , but it is a big No. he came to said “ Sid helping is a two way process , i helped in initiating a convo with our mom , and now you have to do something in return “

I was like ok something I can do for him in return , but you know what happened.

In night a man came to our house and asked for me , i couldn’t recognise him, but he looked like a delivery guy .Just then prem came and took his food order parcels and left asking me to pay for his meals . I was like ok , it might few hundreds, but when I saw the bill it was 4,999 rupees only . Like seriously what did he order for 5000 rupees , sorry 4999 .

I had no other choice than to pay him.

And when I came to the dining hall , the dishes filled the table and Prem was relishing his food all alone with a evil grin.

And my thought about the happy note in the end of this day was snatched by Prem.

I already have a list for taking revenge from him but he is keeping on increasing his number in my revenge list . If this continues then it will become a revenge book instead of list.

Ok mr. diary , good night , I feel so tired and sleepy ..today was a long day . We will meet Tomorrow ok.

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Roli after reading the diary carefully placed the diary in her drawer near to her bed and lied down pondering about her life.

She was a happy , carefree , determined , stubborn girl. She was the apple of the eye in her family.

When it was time to decide and select a career her parents mainly her mom was against her decision in enrolling into police training.

But Roli was so stubborn and determined in her decision to join in the police department, why not after all it was dream since her childhood . Her grandfather was one of the best Police - DCP in his time. She was truly inspired by his life story. And since then she also wanted to work in the Indian Police Department.

And she joined the police force against her parents wish. Since then her relationship with her mother is severed. And she didn’t even try to mend their relationship. Though she is in contact with her dad , she hardly get time to talk to him amidst her work.

It was almost 3 years since she had met them in person.

She miss being pampered by her parents, their little fights , teasings , fun they had , advises , and everything ..why not she was their only child - their little princess.

She was heavily spoiled by them , she gets all that she wants even before asking. She has never been said NO for anything she asked. Maybe that’s the reason why she was furious, angered when they refused her career option. She just couldn’t take it.

After reading His dairy , she felt that maybe she was wrong , her way / approach to get what she wanted was wrong. Being stubborn on her dream wasn’t wrong , maybe she should have also been stubborn and determined to not let her relationship with her parents be broken or severed. For her dream she just left her parents. Was she so selfish that she didn’t think about them .... and just left to fulfil her dreams..without a proper conversation.

If only she had tried ....to explain her parents ..about her feelings , passion.

Or if only she had tried to understand their insecurity, fear.

But it’s better late than never. Maybe she still has time to mend their relationship.

She took her phone and entered her house landline number. She was hesitant yet determined to mend her relationship with her parents. And called them. It kept on ringing , on the fourth ring someone picked up the call.

Roli was freezed listening to her mothers voice after ages.

Meena - hello ????

Meena - helllo ?? Who is this ???

On the other side ,

Jamnalal -Arey who is calling in the middle of the night ??

Meena- I don’t know. You come and ask.

He took the call

Jamnalal - hello ?? Who is this ??? is this some kind of joke to call in the middle of the night ??? hello ??

Listening to her fathers voice , she felt

She couldn’t keep up anymore and disconnected the call.

She felt emotionally weak at the moment.

All her heartfelt memories came infront of her eyes.

“No Roli no , it’s not time to be weak especially when u r in a mission “

She bravely put up a strong face of a Inspector Roli Dwivedi. Overshadowing the little princess Roli.

She called Amar and connected the call via Bluetooth and started discussing about their mission.

She took a small pen drive which looked like a chain pendant - a small beautiful swan shaped crystal pendant. And smirked.

She opened her laptop and connected started to go through the previous project reports she got.

She mailed few of the reports to Amar , to make the work faster.

After a full 1:30 hrs , she and Amar made a list of the employees who was in the Siddhant’s team and their contribution/ project works in which they were working.

There were almost 10 members including Siddhant in that team.

They were surprised seeing their project reports and ideas of high technology weapons. Their file was perfect , each and every point in the file was crystal clear and up to the point , their ideas were just .... , the working model method , principle , safety and precautions were all up to the mark.

Over all, the team consisted of people who were expert , passionate about weapons , brilliant, and perfectionist about weapon making and related technologies.

And how come such a project testing lead by such team members , fail causing such fatal accident.

The loss of such a team would be great loss to the arsenal and the nation.

Now it’s crystal clear that it can’t be an accident.

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CHAPTER -6

The next day Keerthi and Amar went and submitted their reports at sharp 10 am in Mrs. Gauri’s desk.

In Rishi’s cabin :

Raju : Maam , sir ...here are your files , Rithik sir asked me to give to you both.

Rishi : oh thank you Raju.

Raju : it’s ok sir , it’s my duty.

Rishi : By the way , Raju where are the team members of the team which was lead by the person who died in the arsenal weapon testing accident....what was his name ???....( he pretends to think )

Raju : do you mean Siddhant sir ?!

Rishi : Yea ...yea..the same one. After the accident how is his team handling the work , all good ??

Raju : sir , I don’t know about it .

Rishi : why u don’t know about it ?? I mean they also work here only right ??

Raju : yes sir , they used to work here only .

Rishi : Used to means ??they are not working here now. ??

Raju : no sir , I don’t know . but after that accident I didn’t see any of the team members in the office.

Rishi : ohh ( he goes into deep thinking )

Raju : By the way sir , Why are you asking so much about them ?!

Rishi : Actually, for completing the project files yesterday we referred the past years files right. So while going through the previous batch’s files , I was really impressed. I mean their work was damn good. And moreover now I am working in mr. Siddhant’s position only right.

Raju : that’s true sir , you can’t find any team like that .it was the best one sir . Do you know thing sir , Even Gauri Ma’am used to praise them a lot.

Rishi : Really , then they seem to have earned a lot of hatred here right ??

Raju : hatred ??

Rishi : isn’t it obvious that when some higher officials praise someone then the rest will jealous.

Raju : that is there , but they handled them also very well sir . In fact all the new joinees used to look up on them.

Rishi : Really , they are really great.

( he sees his watch ) ok Raju , you go I will have to go and meet Rithik sir for the new assisgnment.

Raju : ok sir.

Amar (mind voice ): So, after the accident none of the team members are working here . It seems strange .... something is wrong somewhere.

Meanwhile Roli aka Keerthi tried to collect information about the rest of the team members from the other employees....but she couldn’t gather much.

Rishi after collecting the details about the new assignment from Mr. Rithik. Started collecting details about the team members in his system.

Amar was an expert in hacking. He hacked his own arsenal provided system and collected the details about the team members including Mr. Siddhant and Mr. Arun. He didn’t want to be suspicious hence he did his work and then collected data.

Within 20 mins all the details were in his secret pendrive.

In the mean coffee break time , as discussed they started to plant bugs in the office cafeteria. As it’s the only place where all the employees and the employer gather , and they were 100 % sure that they might get a clue through someone.

Atleast someone would actually know something about that incident which they are unaware of.

Mrs Gauri who went through the project report files of Rishi and Keerthi was actually impressed by their work. She called them to her cabin.

Mrs. Gauri : Good work guys. I am impressed by your presentation. You both have bright future waiting ahead. All the best.

Rishi , Keerthi : thank you ma’am.

Amar and Roli decided to discuss about the case once they reach their apartments as they can be under the eye of suspicion if someone heard them.

In evening 6 pm.

Amar went to Roli’s Apartment though the balcony. He didnt want to be caught in the CCTV present in the corridor of the floor.

Both of them sat in the living room and started to jot down all their clues and evidences that they have got and have collected ,In the white board.

Amar :ok as per the information I got There were 10 members in that team.

1. Mr. Siddhant Bharadwaj- the creative head of the team.
2. Mr. Arun - the assistant creative head.
3. Miss. Vaishali - the ballistic expert
4. Mrs. Priya - the mechanical incharge.
5. Mr. Aravind - the weapon designer.
6. Miss. Ria - the computer expert.
7. Mr. Mohammed- the graphic designer
8. Mr. Joesph - the graphic designer
9. Mrs. Aliya - the electrical incharge
10. Mr. Lucas - the raw materials incharge and researcher.

Out of all , Mr. Siddhant and Mr. Arun are said to spot dead in the accident , while all the others were severely injured and were admitted in SM hospital.

Amar : Roli did you get the details about them ??

Roli : yes sir , I had Asked Patel to email all their details sir.

Amar : ok did you find anything unusual in that ?!

Roli : yes sir , infact every thing is unusual.

Amar : what do you mean ?!

Roli : sir

1. Miss. Vaishali , she is 27 yr old sir , gold medalist in ballistic studies. She joint this arsenal unit 6 months ago. In the accident she had sustained major head injury and other minor injuries and was admitted in SM hospital. After a week , she has been discharged from the hospital against the medical advise. And last week , from the community health department a death certificate has been issued claiming that she had died due to complications.

1. Mrs. Priya , 34 year old , hailing from West Bengal , she is first class degree holder in mechanical engineering and also an expert in weapon modeling. She also had joined this arsenal unit 5 months ago. Before that she had been working in the West Bengal unit. Sir it has been reported that after the accident she has moved back to her home town with her family. But from our informers , I came to know that she didn’t reach her hometown. Infact only her husband and children has reached claiming that she has got a call in between the travel regarding her job in some CAU arsenal unit, but surprisingly there is no arsenal unit in real. It’s fake. And according to her family she is working there now. So she is absconded.
2. Mr. Aravind , 30 year old , an expert weapon designer. After the accident he along with friends has gone to Lonavala to chill and relax away from all the mess , but last week his friends had filed a missing complaint in Lonavala Police Station reporting his missing.
3. Miss. Ria And Mrs. Aliya , 28 yr and 31 yrs. They both hail from Bhopal. After the accident while going back to their hometown the bus in which they were travelling had met with a major fire accident and they both have been declared spot dead.
4. Mr.Mohammed ,28yrs old graphic designer.. after the accident, it is said that he died in the hospital itself due to his injuries.
5. Mr.Lucas,32yrs old raw material incharge .After the accident, unable to overcome the trauma ..he fell into depression and then gave up his life.
6. Mr.Joseph ,27yrs old graphic designer, he is our only hope now. After the accident he along with family left to Malaysia for further treatment. It’s said that he will be returning in 10 days.

Amar : either the person is dead or missing .. except Mr.Joseph .

Roli : yes sir .

Amar : yes and now we have to reach him before something happens to him.

This case looks simple but it is not.

Roli : yes sir . This case is just like a Ice berg . Only 30% is seen outside and 70% is hidden . This case is getter deeper and deeper .

Sid flashback scene was super... Roli and amar coem to know that not accident case... Eagerly waiting for next update....

Awesome update mystery going well.

So all are mysterious dead and disappear.

I really can't for this update soon

Wow! This is going super mysterious. And my suspense loving soul is enjoying it a lot!😆

Sid's FB is cute. And the way Roli realised her mistake of not conveying her passion to her parents properly is nice. I loved that scene! You've written it pretty well👏

Now can't wait longer for the mystery to unveil. Update ASAP!

This is damn damn good ande...read everything in one go, superrrrr mysterious and it's going really really well..you were described it so well! Sid's FB was adorable...

Update next soon honey... can't wait

Awesome updates ... you have created mystery so very well Ande... and Roli and Amar try for searching the truth... that's so nice , Sid's FB scenes were too good , his relationship with everyone was so nice... and again Prem added one more revenge ... BTW did Prem eat all the food items alone that too of 4999 RS... 🤣🤣 , Sid seeking chance to talk to Sujatha and took her to Park then both opening up about there views sorted everything that was beautiful.... and this triggered Roli to realize her mistake in understanding her parents and when she contacted them but still hesitated.. that scene was so perfect 👍🏼 loved it...so all the members of the team are either dead or missing except that Joseph ... now waiting for Roli and Amar to unfold this mystery.... update next soon

CHAPTER-7

It has been nearly a month since the Bharadwaj family had lost one of their precious gem in an unfortunate accident. His absence is still an irreparable loss. Each one in the family has been struggling to cope with their loss,searching for their solace .. their peace of mind .

The hardest part of losing someone is learning to live without them.

Sujatha , the women who brought the life called Siddhant into this world of love and war. The once headstrong women is now nothing but a grieving mother who is still trying to overcome the loss of her son.

Everyday she wakes up with a hope that her Sid might come back to her , but at the end of the day the sad reality hits her hard that her Sid is no more in this world.

She spends most of her day in Siddhant’s room to find solace , which was filled with his memories.

His bed which was neatly covered with his favourite navy blue bedcovers and arranged with its own navy blue sheets , comforter, pillows , & cushions.

He really loved to cuddle with his soft cushions during sleep. It gives him a peaceful sleep. And prem used to tease him as a cuddle boy.

His most favourite part of his room was his small reading corner. He had personally arranged with his great interest. Every evening he used to sit in his white comfy bean bag , and read something from his huge collection of novels.

He had made a separate book shelf for his novels in room when his old shelf was filled with his school and college books.

His white study table was still maintained neatly just as the way he always prefers.

His wardrobe which was 50% filled with his blue & white shirts, tees, shorts, hoodies. Still await for him to come and mess it up as always.

No matter how much neat he keeps his room , the only thing which he couldn’t manage was his wardrobe.

His pictures hung all over the wall which was painted blue with white prints depicting his calmness and peace.

The entire wall was painted by Sid himself , while prem helped to arrange his pictures.

He also had a separate corner for his collection of old and antique stuffs - old radio , CD player , antique vase , paintings and much more.

He had his own memories corner in his room which was filled with his unforgettable memories since his childhood. His first pic after he was born ....his family pic took on his 1 st birthday..... his first crawl...his first step ..... his first walk.....his first day at school .....his first prize .......his pranks with his brothers .....his crazy pics with his brothers and family...his family pictures taken at various occasions .....his picnic ......he with his friends .....his sports competition pics ......his achievements.....his last day of school .....his first day at college.....his memories from college life .....his day at works .....his last day at home before leaving for work.

This room wasn’t only filled with his memories , but it gives the feeling of his presence .....calm , soothing and peaceful .

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There were times when she will be completely drowned into the memories of her son.

And stays there for a while listening to her sons favourite song.

Luka Chuppi Bahut Huyi Saamne Aaja Naa

( Sujatha recalls how Her young Siddhant used to play hide and seek with her in good golden days )

Kahan Kahan Dhoondha Tujhe Thak Gayi Hai Ab Teri Maa

( and how she fails to find him even after searching him ) (why not her naughty son hides in all unusual places)

Aaja Saanjh Hui Mujhe Teri Fikar

( she recalls how she used to gets tensed by not finding him)

Dhundhla Gayi Dekh Meri Nazar Aaja Na

( and how her precious droplets of tears start to spill on being unsuccessful in finding her son, seeing which he comes out from his hideout )

Kya Bataoon Maa Kahan Hoon Main

(She recalls the day when he was leaving for Mumbai , how she was crying for staying away from him and how he consoled her saying - maa no matter where I go , I will always be with you , in your heart & mind , whenever u miss me just close your eyes and think of me I will appear infront of you ok. )

Yahan Udne Ko Mere Khula Aasmaan Hai

( she recalls how happy and excited sid was when he got his dream job and how they had celebrated his success ....those final happy moments)

Tere Kisson Jaisa Bhola, Salona Jahan Hain Yahan -

( she recalls how he was describing about Mumbai and how was it different from Delhi , how was his office, apartment and other employees with her in the phone once he reached his apartment after reaching Mumbai the city of dreams )

- Sapnowala Meri Patang Ho Befikar Udd Rahi Hai Maa

Dor Koi Loote Nahin, Beech Se Kaate Na

( she recalls how happy & excited sid was when his dream project was approved and had successfully undergone 2 trials and just the final & last trail was left )

Aaja Saanjh Hui Mujhe Teri Fikar

( she recalls how anxious and worried she was when he didn’t call her for last 2 weeks saying he was busy with his project )

Dhundhla Gayi Dekh Meri Nazar Aaja Na

( she recalls how she kept trying to contact him & how that went in vain )

Teri Raah Takey Aankhiyaan

( she recalls how she used to wait for him by the door side excepting him to come and say “ Maa surprise “ . And how she saw him last wrapped in white cloth )

Jaane Kaisa Kaisa Hoye Jiyaa

( she recalls how soon he came and left their life )

Dhire Dhire Aangan Utre Andhera, Mera Deep Kahan

( she recalls the times when she panicks on not finding him around her , when she wakes shouting his name at nights where she dreams him saying good bye maa , and how terribly she is missing him seeing his pic with a garland )

Dhalke Suraj Kare Ishara Chanda Tu Hai Kahan

( she recalls the days when she wakes up with a hope , that her son will come back to her say - maa you are pranked and laugh )

Mere Chanda Tu Hai Kahan

( she closes her eyes and asks herself - My dear son where are you? , please come back to me , I miss you )

Kaise Tujhko Dikhaun Yahaan Hai Kya

( she feels her hot streaming tears falling in her face )

( she sees her son dressed in white and talking to her about his new phase of life )

Naya Naya Sa Hai Roop Yahan

This place is very new and fresh

Yahaan Sab Kuch Hai Maa Phir Bhi Lage Bin Tere Mujhko Akela

Mom, here I got everything, still, without you I feel all alone....

( she sees him saying - “ Maa It’s time , I have to go ......goodbye maa .....)

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Everyday she sees her Sidd standing happily smiling in front of her and then vanish away only to let her know that he was her illusion.

Some losses are irreplaceable, only memories stay forever. That’s is the only thing which keeps you alive and fighting and struggling in life. Life must go on.

Similarly she is just living for the sake of her family with his unforgettable memories

She can’t stop living after the dismiss of her son , can she ?? Or will the mother inside let her ?? If in a 100 piece puzzle , one piece is lost , then will you stop fixing the puzzle ?? Or just continue to do it with the rest 99 pieces ?! Though the one space can’t be replaced with any other puzzle piece & the puzzle will be incomplete , just like this family without her sid.

She has a family to look after , an amazing husband who always stand by her side in her happiness and sadness , her other sons - sattu, Shailu and Prem the sign of her lovable marriage life , her mataji who is equal to her mother , her daughter in laws , her sons , her sister in laws , her brother in laws who all stood with her in all her difficult times.

She just can’t drown in her own worries ignoring her family. She must move on. Moving on doesn’t mean forgetting a loved person , it meant living the life ahead by cherishing the moments spent with our loved ones.

Andeee ...that song , you fulfilled it yarrr that's how I used to imagine this song in this story ... I wanted this only ❤️ , you described the song with Sid's memories so well , my eyes got filled with tears .. you have given more than I expected , expect the unexpected 😆 , Sujatha remembering Sid was a sad moment, she kept all his things as he has left showed that how much she's missing him...when she was expecting Sid to come and say " maa surprise " and " maa you are pranked " this made me cry so much...you have penned it so well.. eagerly waiting for next updates ...