Part 2 - "I'm not Killer"
"How much more?..the ride turning out endless journey!."
"15 minutes more Arnav!.."have paitence!."
(Even though there was still time for him to reach he couldn't stop himself from getting anxious of her reaction of the outcome of their meeting again, forget meeting wouldn't she freaked out?". That I again use my wealth to have her?." as if his friend Chris sense this he look up and spoke).
"Don't worry everything will be okay this time", after all it's not easy for girls to resist Arnav Singh Raizadaâs charms"!...
"You have no Idea!.
(Arnav didn't said anything just thought inwardly. Knowing will not only she's immune to his charms, but hates him to. He held his locket by hand and kissed it. and continue looking out, how he wished it's been true what Christian Stone his friend had said but he know better).
"Stop!.
(Yelled Arnav scaring Chris, and Driver to the core of their heart as driver stop the car at once making all them bump into seat and Dashboard of car).
"Call our men, let her go!. I can't do this I can't meet her like this!..
"Have you lost it Arnav? We almost reach the place and you?.
"I know but when it's comes to me she has Worse Judgment!. I can't make matter more wrong!.
"Know what just meet her!. Then decide!.
"No Chris you don't understand once I meet her the urge to keep her with me will grow more strong!. Irrespective of her will or without!.
(Chris stared at Arnav and realized what's happening with him, when it's comes to her lose his sense of wisdom for sure. And it's true she makes him more selfish and possessive, with her in matter of her He has seen Arnav feeling Emotion which were dead for him, Fear, Rage, Love over power all of them. She was death of him and he didn't knew how to deal. But now he was little to late to back off so he try to reason out with him).
"Fine I will call them!. "To let her go! But what next? Weren't you the one kneen on knowing who was shielding her?.
(Arnav looked at Chris than at his driver leaning back on seat he sigh out loud not knowing what to do anymore. So he just raise his hand and gesture then to drive further, a sign for Chris to realize he's going to meet her first. five minute later their car stop in front of the entrance inner yard of their farmhouse as he stepped out of car and walked towards the entrance of his farmhouse, feeling numerous emotion joy fear Curiosity eagerness, he was ln two set ,one which couldn't wait to just step in and other which couldn't move forward to meet her. There come's a time in life, when you have no control on your action. Same was the case with Arnav Singh Raizada. He was speechless clueless and most importantly , Getting drown in sinful strong urge of desire. To touch her pull her close, Without a second thought he approach her. A flower he call her, Delicate flower indeed but with Thorn for him."you are blessed with Sinfully Mesmerizing eyes"!..." don't let them turn ugly by crying"!...He said this to her that day. When he pulled her close to him. But today even he wish then to he couldn't say this to her again. Her teary eyes, Messy Hair, her entire form was a pitiful sight for him. Dress which had lost it's luster month back. No make up as always conveying the simplicity of her. But what pierced his Soul was her tears. And irony he detest nothing in the world, either then her tears. But Unknowingly or knowingly he got to, become the sole reason of them to made their way out of her eyes . He has been the sole reason of her suffering. At least that's what her accusing gaze convey to him. And even being powerful he couldn't do anything to prevent the hurt she get by him. After seeing her he did and say nothing, just watch her silently .She was Struggling badly to get free,from the tight Grip of Women's. Her feeble physical protest were, strictly ignored by everyone. So she started protesting Verbally, ironically even then to none give any heed to her plea).
"let me go"!..."Leave me"!...
"I didn't hunt for you,everywhere"!... to let you go at the end"!..
(She froze on her step's her struggle stop at once. Listening his voice, Her head snapped at his way and She forget to breath. Their the worse nightmare of her life, was standing at the entrance Gracefully. The one who not only snatch her peace of mind, but snatch her love from her life to. taking step back instead of further she glance around. Hoping Desperately to get some way to get far away from the men before her. But finding none a defeated sigh escape from her).
"Don't worry", "I won't hurt you"!...
"Hat's off to your audacity"! "You brought me here forcefully", then you had gut's to say". you won't hurt me"!..only fool will, but I'm not going to believe you"!..
"you believe or not",it's true i won't hurt you no matter what may come"!...
"what you want"!...Don't you dare to think ", just because I I ask I would do as you say"... I ain't your slave"!...
"As always you can't be my Slave either ", you are Queen who possess my heart after all"!...
(He motion her to sit on Couch, but she didn't obey and stand still. Already the girls had stand one arm distance behind her. one try to escape she wont like the Consequence , Arnav look at her action and let out a deep sigh and spoke).
"Either we talk like two Civilian". "Have decent conversation", or I won't mind get on my style of talk"!..
(that's it these words were enough, to make her sat on Couch before him. Arnav Look at his men they understood his gesture. And walked out of mansion , leaving the girl completely at their boss Mercy. It's not like they could have been any help to her).
"How have you been Khushi"?...
"you didn't abducted me,just to ask about my well-being"!..
"Simple question can be answer simply"!..
"If you have nothing important to say, then I am leaving'!...
"you turn out to be very Sassy", "it would be lie if I say I didn't like it"!..
(Standing before every unfavorable situation, a person need gut and acting in such to make most unfavorable situation, in favor, a person need brain. But it's about turning unfavorable situation into favorable way. what about people and fate?life of human and their feeling. Is that easy to turn hatred of person into love"? Is that easy to rebuild the broken faith"?. Is that easy or even possible to get back lost life"? Arnav Singh had Gut and brain no doubt, but he lacked the heart Because he lost it to the girl . Sitting opposite to him on couch before him. It's still a wonder to Arnav how she without making any move, having any interest got to own his heart. Which he always thought didn't exit in his body. For him it was just pumping organ,which lacked emotion of love and humanity).
"If you have nothing to do", "other than ogling at me". Then I suggest let me go"!..
"we met thrice and each time", "it was unexpected and got to have worse outcome". "I hurt you by action you hurt me by words"!...
"That's matter of pride for me", "if i hurt you at least in someway". "But again why you are bringing this up now"? "Are you by chance expecting an Apology from me"?.. huh "It's none of my concern you are hurt or not". "In-face you live or die I hardly bother"!.. if you are done then let me go"!...
"If you are done with same rant of letting you go". "Then May I have chance to bare my soul to you"?..
"No"! I want nothing to do with a murderer like you"!...
(This was huge blow to Arnav, he couldn't take it coolly. she still blame him for her loss of love. yes he was enrage when he got to know she love him. Yes he drunk that night as hell but just to let his emotion out. He didn't mean to kill the person she loved, how can he do that when he know it will kill her to. How can he kill her then"?, when he love her so much. He hated ,still hate Daniel no hate is small word, he despise that guy who posses her heart. Even being dead to world he was nothing, yet he was and rich in his eye, Because he posses the heart of owner who had his heart. Arnav couldn't speak after her words. Though his soul was wepping heart wanted to shout and tell her. That I'm not Killer. But he didn't said or do anything to her What he could possibly say to make her understand. And Agree that he didn't kill him or order his men to kill him. she had him dragged to gate of Prisoner cell. Fortunately she couldn't shove him in. As he got to prove his innocence in court. But that to couldn't change her mind. she thought he buy the law as well, he brought the judgement in his favor. And again it left him speechless,but what had him turn insane. Was her disappearance after the court judgment.He was worried sick for her well being, As being businessmen he had many enemy. He feared some might have her , hell might be tormenting her. Or using her for their benefit against him. To make him come on his knees to beg).
"Nothing i say or do can change you view", I am tired of defending myself , tired of apologizing for my despicable actions. with the hope earning your forgiveness one day". Tired of explaining my emotion for you, with the hope one day you will appreciate them. In a way I want"!..
(Khushi wasn't heartless to ignore all his act and way. But she wasn't wrong on her part either. She loved Daniel still do. losing him had her lost everything. Arnav had her terrified the way he had her corner on park before tree. And then at club in isolated area had her petrified. But more then that, it was other silence and ignorant action of people , which had her helpless he make her believe and see the world in better light. At how cruel and unfair the world and people living in it can be. The law might be equal for everyone , but the law handler and Defender aren't. They are corrupt and unfair with people).
"I didn't ask you to defend yourself, apologize to me or explain your emotion to me. And wait for me to change my view about you, understand your emotion, appreciate your feeling or forgive you". "It was you all you from start to till now". And i want nothing to do with you"!...
"You are right it was me", from start to till now", it was always all about me"!..."But guess what you were the reason of it". Doesn't matter you intended or not", you had hell still have my heart". apart of me", unknowingly or knowingly become reason. Of my messed up life my action my decision my words everything"!...
"Again you are"!...
"I ain't finish yet Miss Khushi Gupta ".
"I don't want to listen Mr Arnav Singh Raizada", "I just want to leave from here"!...
"Well then feel free to give a try for escape", "As you aren't leaving from here", "I ain't letting you leave". "Now we will have conversation when you wish"!...
"what you mean"?...
"You aren't going out of my sight" or life, "I ain't letting you go now"!..
"You can't held me here against my will"!...
"I got you here with help of my men without your will", "so it's not hard for me to keep you here"!....
"You Ba****D I you know what", "I had enough of it I am leaving now"!...
(Arnav let out a light chuckle,but said nothing to stop her. He take out his cell and started checking his email. And message while Khushi made her way, towards the entrance of mansion.After reaching there, she was about to step out. But then Four bulky well armed bodyguard, step before her blocking her way. Making her take one step back).
"Get out of my way"!..
(They stood silently, and deaf to her order didn't step away, from her way making her clench her jaw. She rush back to Arnav and spoke angrily to him who was still didn't made effort to look up at her).
"What the hell is this tell them to let me go"!...
"you don't listen what i say", "then what make you think"? "I will listen and do as you ask for"?
"So you are taking revenge"!.. huh"!..
(before Arnav could Answer , his gaze fell on his brother. Aakash who step in Mansion with sour mood, but as soon he saw Arnav, his face lit up having smile on face. he made his way to Arnav and spoke in cheer full way with smile on face).
"when did you get back here", "I thought we will meet in next birth Brother"!..
"You really have wired,imagination then Aakash "!.. Nevertheless how have you been"?...
"Awesome as my look's","leave about me and let me introduce", "myself with your girlfriend"!..
(Before Aakash could say anything, Khushi walked upstairs in one room. And close the door with loud bang making Aakash jump on his place. He look at Arnav then spoke).
"Why all your girlfriend have to be so rude"!...
"Well I am creditable for their", "rudeness to all my dear ones and they're not my Girlfriend"!...
"Really what you did? that to with her"?, "I just don't get one thing ". "Why you have to be so complicated with girl's"?...
(Taking deep Breath Arnav sat back on couch, Aakash to sat opposite to him. Arnav stayed silent not knowing, how to tell Aakash about Khushi. Who isn't like other girl who try to approach him to gain his time his affection he push away to keep himself sober , she's One he want, with all his heart, she's one he wants to get corrupted by. In simple words He want her more then he ever, desire to have anything in his life. But he knew it's not some fairy tale or Movie where a hero can get his love by wanting her enough. It's real fu***g life where the mutual consent and emotion are Priorities and with him she feel Opposite of his. Might the World may bow before King, but the king can bow before his Queen. Seeing Arnav Awfully quit didn't set well Aakash , so he thought to change the topic).
"You ask about my well being", "but didn't ask about purpose of arrival here"!...
" I dooing now, so tell me what's bring", "you here at my Farmhouse"?...
"Ouch You wound my Heart Brother", "I thought it's our farmhouse"!...
"God you and your Drama", Come on Aakash grow up"!...
"Well I am, that's why wedding bells", "are on way within two week"!...
"What you are getting married", "sure you are jesting with me"!...
(Listening this Aakash made a face, while Arnav try to his best to ,prevent himself from chuckling. Of-course he knew Aakash is getting married, to his love Jenifer Stone but he still couldn't believe. How he made her agree to it, After all she was never interested in him from start. Sure his brother know ways to woo girls. It's might be his charming smile work, or maybe his flirtatious nature. Or perhaps his little cousin brother is skilled in matter of Girl's heart. Nevertheless it's still don't change the fact, that his brother gonna marry while he. Still have no idea how to, pacify his girl and woo her heart which is fill with hate no small word loath for him).
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