Originally posted by: spidie
Finally I read a last few pages of your discussions as it gets really hard to stop now, so its better to know whats going to happen, as the intensity, confusion, turmoil is hard to handle. Phew... my emotions are all jumbled and a mess right now.
I forwarded a lot of Talli,Raman, Sudha, Jamuna scenes😆, but now I want to again slow down my pace and watch everything, so as to not miss anything, so will read your discussions and watch in some kind of peace😆 I don’t know where to start or end, so will just ramble along.
The intensity and anger in Kesars eyes when he comes to confront Gulaal about the sarpanch issue really shocks Gulaal. Kesar starts with we all wanted you to be a sarpanch, but you overturn even Motabhas decision so as to make Dushyant a sarpanch. It was alright till this point, situation changed completely when he said, Main chahta tha tu sarpanch bane, par tu meri ek bhi baat nahi sunti. The intensity and force behind those words shakes Gulaal completely. Which brings the most important question, Teri pareshaani kya hai Kesar? Yeh ke maine Dushyantji ka naam sarpanch ke liye diya, ya yeh ki maine teri baat nahi suni?
Kesars issue is he is not able to bring himself to ask Gulaal the questions that has haunted him for years for the fear of loosing her forever. So everytime his outbursts seems to be frivolous and unwarranted. Like here he really wanted to know, Why would you choose my brothers murderer as a sarpanch? But what it came out as is, Why did you do something against my will?
The outburst finally made Gulaal join the dots as to Kesars feelings for her. The one she was trying so hard to ignore but could not anymore.
Coming to the most intense scene between KG , meri pareshani tu hai Gulaal!! This was the most emotionally charged intense scene, brilliantly shot and acted. There were so many undercurrents, tension and emotions and finally a little venting out by Kesar.
Gulaal going to close the door, Kesar just coming in and grabbing her by the shoulder, that bit was just shot brilliantly and made situation supercharged. This scene did not even need words, just their eyes said everything. Kesar saying meri pareshaani tu hai Gulaal and that tear in her eyes. You can see the gravity of the situation in her eyes. Its like how did the situation come to this point?
Kesar saying mere andar itne saare sawaal ghumte rehte hai, jise mein tumhe pucchna chahta hu. I am not sure but I really thought he wanted to ask about what he saw that day. Gulaal asks him chup kyun ho gaya ? Puchh? He starts with boarding jaane se pehle(dang I really thought he would say, I was in the jeep that day and saw everything) teri duniyaa sirf mere ird gird ghumti thi, ab aisa kyun nahi hai. ( Is it just me that feels everytime he starts with the intention of asking that question, once when Kesar was in his room in dark and Gulaal comes asking what he is doing in the dark, during the sarpanch confrontation and in this one, I just feel he just cannot bring himself to ask the question)
Kesar finally asks her, kyun teri meri duniyaa alag hai? ( its just hard to describe the undercurrents in this scene, you see the pain, turmoil, confusion of Kesar reflect in Gulaals eyes, she is so visibly shaken here) . Kesar is completely unaware he is grabbing her by the shoulder and causing her pain ( literally and emotionally) . Gulaal voicing it makes him come to his senses and he just is shocked himself by his own emotions.
The whole scene made so much more impact because despite the intensity of the situation none of them raised their voice and make this a shouting match. Gulaal was so much shaken with what happened.
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