PART 11
Ishita was looking at Raman when he turned and said-main baahar wait kar raha hoon,apni behan se baat khatam karke baahar aao.we need to go home,he said and went while ishita just nodded.
Shagun was looking at them and thought-yeh dono toh bilkul pehle jaise ho rahen hai.ab toh mera kaam bahut mushkil ho gaya hai.
Ishita sat next to shagun and said-tu pareshan mat ho,maine sirf Raman ko bataya hai tere aur uss ladke ke baare mein.aur hum dono teri shaadi uss ladke se karwa denge .but shagun,tune apni shaadi ki maryada tod kar achcha nahi kiya.haan Raman tujhse pyaar nahi karte hai,but agar thodi si bhi chahat rakhte tujhse,toh unhe kitni takleef hoti.maine unhe toh keh diya tujhe maaf karne ko,but main khud tujhe maaf nahi kar paa rahi.raman ke naam ka sindoor lagaa kar tu kisi aur ki kaise ho gayi.unka mere liye pyaar tujhse chupa nahi tha,but tune unse sach chupaya.unhe dhokha diya,tune bahut galat kiya,shagun,but phir bhi woh tujhe maaf kar rahen hai,tera sach chupa kar tera maan bacha rahen hai ,issliye ab tu kuch nahi karegi ,chup chap hume uss ladke ka naam batayegi,taaki hum tere shaadi karwa sake usse.she said smiling while shagun was just looking at her.
Ishita-aur haan,ab rone ki zarurat nahi,mujhe pata hai tune mere aur mere parivaar ke liye bahut sacrifice kiya hai,but ab aur nahi.main apna ghar sambhalungi,apne raman aur ruhi ko sambhalungi aur tu apni nayi zindagi sambhalna.she said smiling and shagun look at her.
Shagun just faked a smile and said-i am fine now,aapko jaana chahiye,Raman wait kar rahen hai.
Ishita-jeeju,ur jeeju is waiting.yes I am going,but make sure tum hume uss ladke se milwa rahin ho.
Shagun-its not that serious ,akka,ki hum shaadi kar lein.
Ishita-kya matlab hai iska,u were on bed with him aur tum keh rahin ho ki yeh serious nahi.listen shagun,u r a tam bram,aur hamare ghar mein aisa nahi hota hai.u have to get married before getting into all this.
Shagun-aisa kuch nahi hai,akka.i don't feel that way for him,may be it's just a need,jaise bahut tez bhookh lagti hai toh hum kuch bhi kha lete hai but jaruri nahi woh aapka favourite ho,same way,we had sometime together ,but it's not necessary that I want him in my life.
Ishita-stop talking rubbish,aisi baat karogi toh mujhe Amma ko sab batana padega.
Shagun-nahi Amma ko kuch mat batao.
Ishita-good,then we r meeting that boy tomorrow.main aur Raman ,usse dekhenge aur agar achcha hua to tumhari shaadi bhi karwa di jayegi and one more thing ,get it clear in ur head,ek baar maine tujhe maaf kar diya aur kisi ko sach nahi bataya,but har baar yeh nahi hoga.main agli baar Amma-appa se jhooth nahi bolungi ,so stay in ur limit next time.badi behan hoon,samjha rahin hoon.mujhe tumhe pressurise karne par majboor mat karna.she said and went out while shagun throw the pillow in anger.
Shagun-sab kuch barbaad ho gaya,akka saw me with Ashok aur ab yeh dono jaante hai ki main Raman se pyaar nahi karti ,ab kaise main Ishita ko emotionally blackmail kar paaungi,omg how I am going to get Raman,mujhe nahi shaadi karni Ashok se,atleast now before getting raman's property,but kaise,ab toh unn dono ko meri sachchai pata hai.she was saying angrily not knowing how to deal with the situation.
Ishita went out and saw Raman sitting while ruhi was in his lap.he was feeding ruhi cookies and himself sipping coffee.she smiled seeing them and was just admiring them when Raman raised his eyes feeling someone's gaze.he saw ishita looking at him smiling ,he make a face and looked away.
Ishita walk inside the hall and said-maine baat kar li hai shagun se,ab woh thik hai.hum uske liye ladka dekh rahen ,ab bahut jald uski shaadi karwa denge .aap dono pareshan mat hoiyega,uski shaadi ki responsibility hum dono ki hai.
Amma-jab tum dono ne responsibility le li hai,toh hum kyun pareshan honge,bas itna chahte hai ki tum dono khush raho.
Ishita-i am happy,Amma and I will make sure ki shagun bhi khush rahen .she said and Raman smiled hearing her.
Raman-toh madam khush hai,but kyun,kyunki unki behan khush hai,yaa phir issliye kyunki woh hamare saath hai,kuch bhi ho ,I am happy that finally ishita is finding her happiness with us .he was thinking when ishita said-raman, ghar chale??
Raman look at her and just nodded while she picked ruhi in her arms and walked out.
He drive home in complete silence,ishita was thinking to talk to him but he was clearly avoiding her.
Soon they reached home and ishita went to kitchen to help toshiji while Raman went to his room.
Later in night after dinner all went to sleep .ishita made ruhi sleep and walked towards raman's room.
Ishita sneak into the room and saw him doing some work on his laptop .
Ishita-lagta hai bahut busy hai,jaun yaa naa jaun .jaana toh hai,agar jaaungi nahi toh unka gussa kaise Kam hoga,but agar mere sorry bolne se bhi nahi maane toh,she was talking to herself , when she heard,kuch kehna hai??
Ishita look at him and found him looking at her .
Raman -kuch kehna hai??he asked again setting his spects.
Ishita nodded in yes.
Raman smiled and said-tumhe pata hai ,ruhi bilkul tum par gayi hai .woh bhi aise hi room mein jhaankti hai.
Ishita smiled hearing him and he said-kya bolna hai??
Ishita-aap abhi bhi gussa hai mujhse??
Raman-tumhe fark padhta hai kya mere gussa hone se??he said looking at his laptop again and she walked inside the room.
Ishita stood very close to him and asked-padega toh ,gussa nahi honge .she asked innocently making Raman smile.
Raman-agar mujhe lagega ki tum genuinely sorry ho aur dobara mujhe hurt nahi karogi ,toh main nahi gussa hone ke baare mein soch sakta hoon.
Ishita-main sorry hoon,main kabhi aapko hurt nahi karna chahti but phir bhi kar deti hoon.she said looking down feeling guilty when he pulled her to himself and before she could understand,she was in his lap.
Ishita-raman,chod,she was saying when he keep his fingers on her lips and said-shh,main abhi bhi gussa hoon,mujhe aur gussa mat dilao.
Ishita look at him and said-sorry.
Raman wrapped his arms around her and said-for what??
Ishita-for hurting u,for thinking everyone else then u,for bringing shagun between us.she was saying looking down while he was just looking at her smiling loving her looking so innocent and pure.
Raman-sachchi sorry ho ,yaa sirf mujhe khush karne ke liye bol rahin ho ??
Ishita-main sach much sorry hoon,Raman .pata nahi kyun,but aapko hurt karke mujhe bhi achcha nahi lagta,jab aap aas paas nahi rehte,I start missing u.jab aap mujhse baat nahi karte,mujhe bura lagta hai,I don't know how to tell u,bas itna samajh lijiye ki aapke paas hone se mujhe bahut achcha lagta hai,I feel at peace,I feel secured ,I feel blessed having u near me.she said resting her head on his chest.
Raman-kyunki tumhe mujhse phir se pyaar ho raha hai ,yeh sab joh tumne mujhe bataya,yeh sab naya nahi hai.tum hamesha se mere saath aisa hi feel karti ho,kyunki tum hamesha se mujhse bahut jyada pyaar karti ho.
Ishita-mujhe nahi pata yeh pyaar hai yaa nahi,but mujhe aapka saath bahut achcha lagta hai,itni khushi mujhe ruhi ke saath reh kar bhi nahi hoti, jitna sirf aapko muskurate hue dekh kar hoti hai.jab aap mujhe dekhte hai,choote hai,I get lost in u.nahi jaanti isse kya kehte hai,but I love to be with u .
Raman smiled hearing her and said pulling her to himself and pecking her temple-yahin pyaar hai ,ishita aur tumhe mujhse dobara pyaar ho raha hai.he said smiling making her smile too.
That's all for now,enjoy.
Kumkum Bhagya
Tum Se Tum Tak
Sampoorna
Jhanak
