Hello everyone!!!!
I am excited to present you all the second part of SS
Part 2
The SHOCK OF LIFE
Known and unknown faces all over the Delhi had come to attend the party and the happiness was bubbling in their laughter. His mind wandered through the large crowd to locate his lady love and as usual he was welcomed by her musical laughter. To his astonishment, her family had come down from London to attend the party who were never supportive of him. People change with course of time it seems and inwardly he felt happy for her. A large crowd for a simple party doesn’t seem right his mind alerted him but his elated heart did not heed his warning. Earlier he was a pessimist who had heard only his brain signals and dumped his heart forever. He always believed she unearthed his heart. He had hopelessly fallen in love with the charming maiden.
“The desired heart sees what it wants to see “
Welcome the man of the hour and I request him to play his piano for this auspicious evening
Put your hands together for the wonderful musician
Dear all we welcome you all for the engagement ceremony of my daughter
He was in heavens and he could not believe this and it was a blissful surprise that too be heard from Mr Prakash Pandit who loathed him like anything.
Lavanya Pandit and Naveen Khurana
And I request Arnav Singh Raizada to do the honour of playing the enchanting music to celebrate their love.
My heart broke into reckless ruins and my soul fell from the pinnacle of paradise delved into the dreaded oceans of nether world. The ground slipped beneath his legs he would have fallen down but for his ever supportive friend Aman Verma’s hand whose face is blanched with shock and felt like I had seen a ghost. My dumb heart said this must be a misunderstanding and all these frightening moments would fade away. As I took one look at her face, I could see the truth she was glowing in love not for me but for NK, my best cardiologist in our foundation hospital “Hope”.
Were they seeing each other behind my back can that be taken as a token of ingratitude?
The cardiologist who did as many transplants of heart, transplanted his love in Lavanya’s soul too.
Congratulations!!! And she doesn’t deserve you Said my caustic brain to my muted heart who cried relentlessly for his lost love.
This is not the time or the place to show my sentiments and I masked my face in utter indignance and do the known work.
And then He smiled and laid his fingers on the keys of piano and all for his dear friend Lavanya. The music filled the hall and brought a serene smile on everyone’s faces while his own heart in shambles.
His fingers played pleasing melody despite his heart incomplete cacophony. This is the power of music which cocoons like mother and encompasses your soul.
I thought Lavanya loved the pianist and I was so worried for her foolish decisions when she stayed back in INDIA.
Yes I was agitated too when she revealed her decisions but i was damn sure she would never feel anything for a muted pianist.
Thank god! NK happened in her life to realize what is love rather pity a dumb orphan.
Yeah we are truly happy for your daughter’s engagement.
These conversations between Mrs Sheena Pandit and kitty party friends sneered at him and revealed his absurdity of his heart having dreamt of a future with her.
The WHY
Why did this should happen to me ??
Why God it's only me who has to suffer???
Am i the only human to face all the troubles and undergo rough patches in life??
What i have done to gain pain throughout walks of my life???
Neither i deserve love nor loved ones... is this my fate??
Is my life cursed or i don't have a life all along??
Do my happiness always counted to minimum???
Do i really destine to be like this forever??
Does my destiny always send me in darkness??
What for i have been born to bear sheer betrayal??
Why my bet of life always loses?
Is my life full of shadows of love and not actual glimpses??
Don't i deserve happiness at all in my life??
I am tired of waiting for truth in life and love in life
What my love calls for??
Is it my existence to be rot in hell of fire??
Don't i deserve love, passion,belief, a life..................??
Is it all my past, present,future filled with denial??
What kind of fate is mine to lose all my loved ones??
Is my being only to love, care,fill happiness in everyone's life and not expect anything in return??
Why i should be the one to sacrifice always???
Is there is anything left to share???
Why everyone should be jealous of me despite i don't possess anything??
Am i always the toy of agony to be played by everyone??
Right to be loved doesn't subsist in my life
My life is twisted, tainted and brutal and i can't live long with my loved ones........
Anguish is what i buy; for the love i sell
My tears are dried i don't have in my ultimatum still to cry and so I laugh at my own fate.
My life is locked with forlorn and the key is lost forever?
Can i not be little selfish towards me?
Is there anything in the world to be called as mine?
Why this inequality?
Am i not a soul in this universe?
Am i only a living puppet in the realms of society?
Why i should be blamed for my inability?
Is there any happiness exclusive to me??
At least don't I need love and acceptance from my love?
Now i am a despondent... i am miserable in love and hope....
I am always a slave of love but freedom never given and sentenced to dark
It is my destiny to walk alone in life.....
I question myself," is this what you have yearned for"...
Why did you snatch my parents in the accident on the dreadful night?
Oh God why did u make me mute who doesn’t know how to express love?
Is only music my companion all my life?
Is it fair to snatch all my loved ones and robe my speech?
For me hereafter you don’t even exist oh lord who stole everything from me?
Who would love a speech impaired Arnav Singh Raizada who just knows to play Piano and doesn’t know the ways of the true world.
There is no humanity left in this society who would just care for your heart and here he is an outcast.
His brain mocked at him having opened his heart to get trampled by everyone walking in his life.
So he made a decision to lock away his forbidden heart ever in the dark chambers and hid behind his sarcastic brain. He would protect his heart forever and fortify it with indifference.
Thank you everyone who have read this and i request all you to react to my SS and not be a silent reader. i hope u all like this.
love
Devishree
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