Originally posted by: Tinah
What you are saying in bold had nothing to do. His state of mind was already chaotic and he was being paranoid about certain things. When you have this kind of over-working mind, you start to believe what the mind is telling you to. I truly believe had Disha not died and if someone was there with him, his sister or Rhea, he wouldn't have done it. He got scared for no reason.
To you and me, it seems stupid but this is how his mind was at that moment. I know you guys want it to be more complex and complicated but it is what it is. My cousin suffers from the same kind of depression and I have met other people whose relatives suffer from the same. One lady told me her brother had to be institutionalized because he hurt himself, he kept thinking someone was coming to hurt him and tried to harm himself to stop that from happening. He missed and they had to put him in a hospital.
It seems Sushant was anxious, Disha's death with his name appearing before hers on every headline online scared him. He just got scared and thought something bad was going to happen. He decided to do something before someone happened. I know this sounds delusional that's why I said weeks before that he must have had a reason why he took his own life. Coming out and saying this or that would be doubting his reasons to do this.
It must have been so unbearable for him.
My cousin too was diagnosed in her 30s. For her, she suffered for a long time before the family took her to a doctor. But she's not the same anymore, her family watches over her like a hawk. I don't think you can leave those in this situation alone, especially if they are in that space of mind.
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