Sushant searched his name on Google before dying - Page 2

My heart really breaks for sushant.

Based on what I’m reading, His last insta post, then the morning of googling his name, just seem he was such a troubled, anguished soul the days leading up to his death. Could it be that Combined with depression, the effects of the metoo allegations, the blinds seemed to affect him more so than before.

Of course sushant chose to be in the movie industry, chose his career, he is the sole owner of his choices, but Your work is your livelihood, It’s a visceral part of your identity. I can’t help but think, the lack of industry adulation he craved, then the disrespect of false metoo allegations, just all played a part in pushing him over the edge.

Originally posted by: cricketfan1

Hope in the search none of the IF threads showed up and he never read them....😵

Must have read that last pathetic Pinkvilla blind.

Originally posted by: TakingAStand2

My heart really breaks for sushant.

Based on what I’m reading, His last insta post, then the morning of googling his name, just seem he was such a troubled, anguished soul the days leading up to his death. Could it be that Combined with depression, the effects of the metoo allegations, the blinds seemed to affect him more so than before.

Of course sushant chose to be in the movie industry, chose his career, he is the sole owner of his choices, but Your work is your livelihood, It’s a visceral part of your identity. I can’t help but think, the lack of industry adulation he craved, then the disrespect of false metoo allegations, just all played a part in pushing him over the edge.

The fact that he never attended the success meets of Kedarnath and Chichchore shows that he is already been disillusioned...Also may be he was already facing a silent discrimination from his industry colleagues....Its not easy to go through this much stress and anxiety....Oh the poor soul!

Originally posted by: LiveEatLove

Must have read that last pathetic Pinkvilla blind.

😵😒

Was it posted on the IF? I don’t remember reading it, let alone commenting on it...May be I was away at that time!

I used to thought it was great to have passion and ambition for work but with sushant’s case I realized never rely on profession for your self worth like someone mentioned. He wanted to be validated to being invited and awards and etc. when your happiness relay on a career, depression will come when things don’t go your way. I wish he stayed with his family, he was surrounded by people that worked for him, not people who loved and cared for him.

Originally posted by: cricketfan1

The fact that he never attended the success meets of Kedarnath and Chichchore shows that he is already been disillusioned...Also may be he was already facing a silent discrimination from his industry colleagues....Its not easy to go through this much stress and anxiety....Oh the poor soul!

Chhichore , Kedarnath dint have success parties.

Originally posted by: LiveEatLove

Chhichore , Kedarnath dont have success parties.

I don’t know...As per Abhishek, Sushant wasn’t interested when they suggested about having a party..no?...Not sure if the parties happened or not....

Originally posted by: cricketfan1

I don’t know...As per Abhishek, Sushant wasn’t interested when they suggested about having a party..no?...Not sure if the parties happened or not....

Na din't happen.

Maybe he was thinking about the news that was going to replace all these in just a few hours.

I'm getting chills thinking about it.

Edit: Didnt mean for it to sound so scary or morbid. I guess I need to stop watching Criminal Minds. I have started trying to get into the heads of victims.

Originally posted by: cricketfan1

The fact that he never attended the success meets of Kedarnath and Chichchore shows that he is already been disillusioned...Also may be he was already facing a silent discrimination from his industry colleagues....Its not easy to go through this much stress and anxiety....Oh the poor soul!

Heart breaking, indeed!

Maybe it’s just me, but rewatching the interviews say during Dhoni, Raabta to chichore/sonichriya, the energy was different. But hindsight is always 20/20. What was acceptable as evolution, now you can see were changes for the worse.