Sushant Singh Rajput is no more : RIP :( - Page 21

Life is deeply fragile and 2020 is a stark reminder of it. I’m at loss for words, Shushant may not be my fav actor but I always felt he had the potential. Must be something personal tht led to such a step cos career wise he was doing pretty good n worked with well known PH/ Directors. I guess we’ll never noe :(

Originally posted by: Healer.

I came back to this forum to relive a lot of memories. India-forums is witness to the extreme amount of fan-girling i did for this guy during his tv days. I felt so happy...genuinely happy when he took the giant leap to movies. But then again from past few years i felt disconnected as a fan...maybe because life happened or because of the highly philosophical and vague nature of his tweets. If only, i knew what he was actually going through. Almost feel guilty. You genuinely made the fangirl's heart very very happy with your amazing work. With this last msg for you on India-forums i now feel I have come a full circle. I hope you found your peace Sushant. Farewell.

same feeling 🥺

Can we fast forward to 2021 ?

Rip Sushant. Just shocking. Normally I m strong but this made me cry.

https://www.instagram.com/p/CBaXuUQF9Z6/?igshid=8amh1kul5egs

RIP 💔 Don't have words. I hope if we make it through 2020, we take a huge lesson out of it. About what matters. About how lonely this world really is. About how money, success, fame, glamour, and name are only distractions which can never fill the void. This is sad. People will now come out to give their two cents and condolences but when someone needs it the most, nobody is there. That is reality. We only see the good when it is too late. May he find solace wherever he is.

WHAT. THE. F*CK.

A friend of mine just forwarded the news to me on WhatsApp, which made me rush here. This is extremely shocking, I loved him in MS Dhoni, Detective Byomkesh Bakshi and Chhichore. 😭😭

Deeply upsetting news. RIP Sushant.

His pictures after demise ones are so horrifying. Man, I am shivering right now.

Originally posted by: AllThatCritique

It's such a hauntingly morbid feeling that I've only come to this forum for the past few months for just eulogies that I can't contain within myself if not put to words...but if that's what it is then I'd rather not come. At all.

I've been trying to piece together my thoughts for over an hour now and my mind is so empty. I looked at the news twice, thrice, more than a dozen times and I stared at it and refreshed it and it's still there and I feel thoroughly exhausted. I threw my phone on the bed, got up and switched on the TV to somehow pretend it's a hoax.

Sushant? Sushant Singh Rajput? I can't wrap my head around this. It's disturbing to the point that it's making my skin crawl. Endlessly uncomfortable like something's lodged in my throat.

Sushant who missed his mother everyday, who wrote poems for his beautiful mother.

Sushant who raved about astrophysics, who was excited about playing an astronaut, who had a telescope at his home to look at the stars.

I've never been a fan but even I know of his struggle as an outsider and the intelligent man he was.

Now my head's spiralling with thoughts about the what ifs. This boy cracked all his engineering exams, he was a AIR topper, national Olympiad winner- he had all the brains to make it in the field. What if.. he never became an actor? What if he pursued something else... Would he been alive today? Maybe the answer is yes and that is what angers me.

You can be anybody in the world and depression can kill you but actors.. they are a lot more sensitive because their emotions are just a surface away. To tap into emotions in a blink of an eye takes years of vulnerability and Sushant was a great actor. But the way the industry treated him, ignored him... Pretty sure he wasn't a saint, nobody is and that it is afterall the way it all works- the ways of the industry and the way the world works. To go after the most vulnerable. But is ut fair it to go after the ones without resources, outsiders with no knowledge and no support to handle the pitfalls of fame and failure,no prior family ties to the business that know how to hold onto you while you go through the motions in life. The entertainment industry isn't for everyone. It's lonelier than most and its loneliest during a bitter phase.

The fact that Sushant could have been alive today had he chosen a completely different life he was very capable of having, far removed from demons of the entertainment industry is what makes it so disturbing for me.

That thought won't leave me alone. What if one could live their life, a full life if only they had chosen differently.

The trigger must have been his ex manager. People with high level of clinical depression are bound by triggers. So that could very well be it. Suicide by active depression is often an in-a -heartbeat decision when you can no longer control your mind after restraining it for so so long. It's also spiralling of months and weeks that starts taking effect.

All that matters is that he's finally free from his thoughts which must have been hell to go through. Our most beautiful possession in life is our mind... When that becomes a place you can no longer take solace in, everything falls apart. He's finally free from his version of misery and hell. For that, I'm grateful.

I have said this a thousand times on this forum. MENTAL HEALTH is not for jokes. You may hate someone with all your guts but don't ever mock someone's Mental health, DEPRESSION or ANXIETY.

KNOW THIS : The person who has had clinical depression and has come out of it, has recovered from it, giving you a chance to mock it for your own sick pleasure- they are alive because they had support. Someone listened to them. They had a family who got to know and helped. They had someone to lean on. That is why they are ALIVE today. They could have easily been dead had they never opened up. So learn to be kind. Making one less vile comment about someone's mental health won't kill you.

I just want to come back to this forum next time around when I feel like it. On a whim...just no longer for eulogies. I'm tired of this.

Everyone, be kind. Talk to you parents, friends, family. Reach out to someone who's living alone. Check on your loved ones. Constantly.

Lastly, rest in peace, Sushant. You did well.

So beautifully written! It’s heartbreaking🥺

Never mock mental health. Talk to someone and make yourself hear...you are not weak or less than a person.

Was there any hint (from his Twitter, insta or interview) that he could be suffering from depression? Sometimes, some friends/ fans can sense it.

We mock those celebrities who got help at the right time. At the same time, we wish Sushanth had got help at the right time.

heart-breaking, shocking & devastating, may his soul rest in peace

Sad and unfortunate. Deepest condolences to his family.

Why he took this step is very shocking. His last flim Chichorre did so well and ironically that gave a message for living life. A young actor just 34, had so much ahead of him.

This year gives a strong message for valuing and building relationships.

People from BW who knew him are sharing that he was missing his mother a lot and could not overcome her loss. Probably he was very attached to her.