Chapter 2
It's has been more than three years of married life with my beloved husband raghav ..raghav singhania... Yeah you hear me right I'm kalpana Raghav Singhania to the world but for him I'm a stranger or should i say his roommate, in the three years our equation doesn't changed not even a single bit,I wonder is my love not enough for him to forget his bitter past,his my love not enough for him to move on,is my love not enough for make him live his life like before fun,loving,caring ,he is not I'm fault it's me it's my love we failed ..but I'm not going to lose my hope not at him..I promised gauri mom that I'll bring old Raghav back but I wonder is it possible?? How could I make his life better when.he didn't even give me a single glance, still now he is feeling uncomfortable whenever I am around him, it's make my heart shattered into million of pieces when he avoiding me ,but I don't want him to force in this relationship, unloved unwanted relationship for him but for me he is the one and only person in my life ,I doesn't even feel alone when I lived in the orphanage but now I have a husband who I loves from bottom of my heart but I feel all alone here ,,my every hopes started to broken little
" Raghav where are you?? Why still now didn't reached yet??should I tell gauri mom to call raghav ?? Plss god safe raghav..it's has been 12 o'clock what happened to him??" Mumbling kalpi restlessly, she walks back and forth on the upstairs but her gaze fixed on the entrance, soon a relief spread all over her face when she heard car horn sound it's of course raghav's ,kalpi about to ran to the living room but stopped when she remembered his painful words " don't come near to me,I will be more happy if you didn't show your face to me" with a tears kalpi stood on the upstairs,her heart skipped a beat when her eyes fell on raghav her husband who is walking to the living room while scrolling his mobile,I want to hug you raghav right there but I know raghav you dont be happy if I around you ,I just don't want to make you uncomfortable mumbling that she entered their room and waiting for him to come after finishing his dinner
I sat on the dinning table and took a little note under a plate " hope you like the dinner " it's not new when I declared her that I feel uncomfortable at in my own house because of her presence she stopped to show her face and being around me,but I very well know she is Waiting for me in the upstairs, when I entered in my house I saw her at upstairs and praying for my well being as I'm too late and I'm sure seeing her face like that she is worried for me, I witnesses how she felt relieved once i entered the mansion " but I don't love you kalpi,it's hurt me more because of me you lost your life, why you love the person who has nothing to give you expect pain,hurt,ignorance anger " with the thinking I finished my dinner
Raghav entered their room after finishing his delicious dinner which cooked by his wife...wife...not at all..for me she is just my roommate nothing else more... Sensing raghav foot step sound kalpi closed her eyes and pretending like she is sleeping, without giving any simple glance to her raghav entered in the washroom after freshing up he Laid beside her and minding the distance between them ,kalpi smiled with eyes close when she sense Raghav laids on bed " it's my daily routine, I'm glad at least I got the little space for me in his bed,I still remembered when he said me to slept on bed onwards "
Flashback starts
After their marriage kalpi is waiting for raghav in their room suharaat ,kalpi is waiting for him with lot of hopes and dreams " oh..god I still unable to believe I got married with my loved one thank you god and plss help me to bring my old raghav back and help me to fulfill my promise to gauri mom" whispered kalpi while clenching the mangalsutra ,she caressing her mangalsutra lightly and remembered how raghav tie this around my neck ,and touching her sindoor my raghav declared me as I'm forever his only me and raghav ,kalpi heart started to beat speedily when she heard raghav footsteps, kalpi stood and waiting for raghav to approach her but without saying or giving any words and glimpses to her he directly went to washroom, after waiting for another ten minutes raghav come out from the washroom, kalpi hesitated sometimes " don't feel shy or nervous kalpi,she is your husband and you have to behave normal.around him after all you're going to share your entire life with him" thinking so kalpi approach raghav with small little steps ," rag...." ,raghav stopped her bus showing his palms, " look kalpana I already told you I don't love you,why are risking your life in to danger you know I can't give anything expect pain and hurt?! I doesn't has anything for you in my heart ,I considered you're my best friend once upon a time but you spoiled it by marrying me,instead of giving me a peace you and mom forced me in to unloved unwanted relationship " ,kalpi eyes widened with shock " is he mentioned our marriage like unloved unwanted relationship, how could you raghav!!" So many emotions flew in to her heart but her lips remains silent ," I know raghav our relationship doesn't exist like other ,I very well knew you don't love me but it's doesn't mean you never will,I will make my own place in your heart,and prove yourself that you're my world want to fulfill your life with happiness I doesn't expect you love me back " kalpi thinks with tears,but other side raghav didn't left any chance to her speak ,raghav continued " and kalpi I accepted this marriage only for my mom ,because I didn't have anyone for me in this world expect her,I already confessed it to you that I have no feelings for you hope you won't expect anything from me because it's hurts you only " saying so he laid on bed ,kalpi about to sat on the bed near raghav but stopped in midway when raghav said coldly " don't expect me yo share my bed with you just sleep on couch ,I know you won't feel comfortable but mom will feel bad of you sleep on other room,Good night"
Kalpi laid on couch while facing raghav who back is facing him and thinks with tears " I know raghav whatever you are said a moment ago indeed it's true I expected this only ,but I lost my hope I'll try my level best to bring you back and other side my love for you will make you forget your bitter past " thinks kalpi with lot of hopes and closing her eyes and ready to welcome her first day of marriage
Raghav come out from his room " mom,I have a important meeting today,have to go now bye mom??" ,gauri well know everything about Raghav and kalpi marriage bit she really happy with the think " my bahu kalpi one day change my raghav life like I want to see" , gauri " but beta,yesterday only you got married" ,raghav continued while sat besides gauri at dinning table " yeah,I know mom but this meeting is important and don't force me to do something which I don't like " said raghav coldly, hearing his words gauri felt bad other side kalpi who is preparing breakfast for their family " I don't force you in this relationship raghav,I will wait for the moment that day you will come to me willingly " think kalpi will smile and lot of hopes
" wow,kalpi beta made breakfast for us,come here and serve raghav after all this your first day of marriage you have to do it to your husband "gauri says with smile, raghav look Here and there to avoid kalpi presence but the more he avoided her it's effects him ,kalpi about to serve him he shows his palms to her " no need...mom I'm getting late bye " without waiting for gauri response ragahv left leaving behind heart broken kalpi ,after raghav left gauri placed her hands on kalpi shoulder " I'm sorry beta ,plss forgive him " ,kalli removed her hands and smiled with tears " mom,I didn't feel bad,I didn't got hurt ,because I already know about my relationship with him so how could I expect him to act like a normal husband which he doesn't!! Mom I'm feeling so tired going to take some rest you have your breakfast " saying so kalpi left there with tears ," I know kalpi you're hurt by raghav behavior and I believed your love for him will make my raghav come near to you " think gauri with hopes
Raghav entered the cabin with mood off,seeing him like this Sammy said " raghav ,why you came at office today??" ,raghav got irritated his questions " why can't I Sammy?? It's my office " ,Sammy smiles " I know raghav it's your office but yesterday only you got married with kalpi instead of enjoying your day with her ..." ,raghav roared in anger " shut up Sammy,nothing exist in our unloved unwanted relationship " ,Sammy mumbles with shock " unloved unwanted relationship?? " ,raghav confirmed " you heard me right Sammy,every girls are same " ,Sammy anger reach it's peak but he composer himself " not every girls raghav...kalpi loves you only not your properties " hearing this without saying anything raghav rolled his eyes ...soon a knock sound of door disturbed their conversation ,raghav strenly said " come in" , the office big entered in the cabin with a tiffin carrier " sir someone told me to give you " saying so he put the carrier bag in the table and left from there, raghav didn't make any move to see the note who is in Carrier bag as he very well know who sent this to him but Sammy took the letter and read loudly " Hope you love the meal.... love yours kalpi " ,raghav closed his rues irritatingly " why can't see understand Sammy I have nothing in my heart for her " ,Sammy says with tears " that's her love for you raghav,she doesn't expect you love her back ..hope my sister love make you realized not every women's are behind the Money" saying so Sammy left leaving raghav who didn't even bother himself to think about Sammy words
" should I ...shouldn't I.. What if I disturbed him at his work..he already doesn't like me at my presence at all ..no kalpi don't call him your presence make him more anger his happiness is important to me I'm sure one day everything will be changed like I want ,me ,my raghav only our love ,plss bappa help me to give my raghav back I can't see him like lost and lonely ,I want him to enjoy his life like before " thinks kalpi with tears
" kalpi beta did you call raghav ,he still now didn't reached yet??" Asked gauri with concern, kalpi said with smile " don't bother him mom,may be he stuck with meetings and some important work ,I just dont want to force him in this relations mom,you have your dinner and take rest I'll wait for him" kalpi replied , gauri stares kalpi with tears " hope I didn't spoiled your life beta " ,kalpi place her hands on gauri's " mom what are tiu saying you know really I feel blessed to have raghav in my life you very well knew mom I love him so much and didn't want to loss him and I promised you I'll bring our old Raghav back" assured kalpi with hopes ,after having dinner gauri left the dinning table
After waiting for three hours finally raghav made his way on the mansion ,seeing him entering the mansion kalpi reheated the food other side raghav sat on the dinning table to have his food ,he about poured mango juice in the glass but stopped when kalpi said behind him " don't drink raghav ," raghav stares kalpi with confusion and shocked to see kalpi there to waiting for him ,sensing raghav uncomfortable situation kalpi just nervously " I mean to say I already re heated the food for you ,so just have the dinner together " ,saying so kalpi about to serve him with smile " stop this nonsense kalpana ,can't you understand that I didn't liked your presence around me and why are you waiting for me like a typical wife,there is nothing left for you in my heart kalpana,plss don't hurt me with your presence,I feel uncomfortable at even my own house ,why are you forcing me like this kalpi " ,heating raghav words kalpi have tears in her eyes but decided to avoid it " sorry raghav ,let's have you dinner " she about to serve but raghav push the plate a side " whats your problem kalpana,can't you hear me right?? I don't hate you neither love...plss don't make me feel hurt , I want to be alone like before so be in your line don't act like typical wife as our relationship is different from others..no love...no care..no commitment.. No expectations... No hate...no anger..you're STRANGER for me that's it" saying so Raghav left leaving heart broken kalpi behind " my heart shattered into million of pieces raghav ...thank you at least by this chance you're talking to me and I promise you I didn't show my face to you,I don't want to hurt you raghav ,but I still love you...love you more than anyone in this world after all I didn't had anyone for me expect you and gauri mom "
It's my wedding anniversary seriously I must say dad are flew ,but our relationship doesn't changed not even a single bit ,but yeah finally I'm managed to got a small space for me in his bed, hopefully soon he will give me a space in his heart,qnd our conversation will be singke word yes,no besides this he dudnt speak anything to me,at 10am aaual my husband raghav went to office I even don't know whether he remembered our wedding day or not ,I know he didn't remembered it but what would in say to my heart which always yearn for his love expect him to remembered but as usual I got pain ,he left office without giving me a single glance
" happy wedding anniversary beta" saying so gauri hug kalpi tightly ," thank you so much mom,I'm glad you remembered this day" saying so kalpi return the hug, " do you wish your arrogant husband, silent film!?" ,kalpi eyes widened with shock " mom,don't call him like that mom,you know he will get anger if he come to know about it and i don't want to you give my husband names" ,gauri smile widely " I love him so much right,then why can't you wish him beta,wish him when you bring lunch to him at office " ," I will try mom,bit I don't want to hurt him mom,I'm sure if I go near him he will get anger " ," he is your husband kalpi ,try sometimes after that everything will be fine " kalpi nods affirmatively
At lunch as usual I gave much carrier to the office boy with a letter " hope you love the lunch and happy wedding anniversary to my dear husband, you're best husband in the universe.,hope you like my gift.. love kalpi" with gift of wrist watch kalpi gave the carrier bag to office boy
Should I...shouldn't I..why are so scared kalpi?? He us your husband.. Simply go and wish him without Waiting for his response come out from his sight " thinking so kalpi entered inside the Singhania construction, when her feet touched the cold tiles of the floor she eyes widened with awe such a Beautiful and everything arranged at the Perfect place ,kalpi come out from her trance when she heard Sammy voice behind her " hay,my liitle sister what are you doimg here anyway wish you many more happy wedding anniversary my sweet little sissy " saying so Sammy hugged kalpi, kalpi felt happy that Everyone remembered her wedding day unlike raghav , kalpi looks here and there and finally after gaining some courage " I came here to wish him" ,Sammy says with smile " why are you hesitating for that ..go inside " kalpi nods
Other side raghav stares the letter which kalpi wrote, I it doesn't mean I forget the day kalpana but it's not my memorable day unlike you ,still now I'm tieing in this unloved unwanted relationship for my mom only ,if she didn't forced me to marry you at least you'll enjoy your life with someone else ,I spoiled your life sorry but I can't love you , " raghav come out from his trance when office boy arranged the table with foods , he about to placed the wrist watch on the table but unfortunately it's slipped from his hand ,the wrist watch broken in to pieces , at the same time kalpi knocked the door ," get in " ,kalli entered the cabin with smile but her smile fades when her eyes saw broken pieces of her present wrist watch just like her life... Her love...soon the happiness in her eyes replaced by the hurt and tears,tears fell on her cheeks other side not knowing what to say raghav stunned on his place ,he witnessed the tears in her eyes and pain,hurt too..." Kalpa...." Raghav words left incomplete when kalpi show her palms to stop him " I'm sorry " unable to control her tears kalpi ran out of the cabin with tears
Raghav closed his eyes guilty, I always hurt you kalpi but today I felt bad for you tears,believe me I didn't broken the wrist watch..how can I kalpana when you gave me the watch with your love...I understand I didn't love you but I respect your love for me , I admire you as still now your love for me didn't reduced even though I always try to hurt him..raghav felt guilty as I'm the reason for the tears in you eyes but his guilty replaced by anger when he saw office boy who is shivering in fear " you're fired" roared raghav simply yet angrily , office boy folede his hands " sir,plss believed me I didn't do it intentionally, " ,raghav clenched his fist angrily " but you hurt my WIFE ,you're fired go and collect your termination letter " ,office boy " sir...." ,raghav angrily " I said leave "
Other side kalpi walks aimlessly in the road " how could you kalpi,how could you expect him to accept your presents, you know very well that he felt nothing for you it's you and mom forced him in this relationship, for him our marriage is unloved and unwanted relationship " thought kalpi with tears but I thought may be he will accept my gift and I have some little space for him in his heart but he proved he wrong " think kalpi with tears
End of the flashback
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