Ishra ss-dhadkane koi sunn raha hoga,pt 19 on pg 121,teaser on 124,23/ - Page 23

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A determined Raman waits for Ishita

she has been hurt and now

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Ishu is avoiding him. Hope soon raman will make something to win her trust.

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So she's avoiding him!

poor him, he waited for her the entire day!

waiting to see how will they get back!

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Ishu will not forgive him easily

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So ishu is still angry and he try to monify her...

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Ishita was avoiding Raman..

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PART 7

Raman went inside ishita's room seeing noone around.he walked in and saw her sleeping covering herself with the blanket .he removed the blanket slowly and could see few tears trail down her cheek while her eyes were puffy,look like she slept exhausted.

He caressed her face softly and said-i am sorry,Ishita .I am really sorry,because of me ,u r here .but trust me aisa kuch nahi hai ,that I don't value u.u do have a very special place in my life,yes I can't say that I am madly in love with u ,coz love is not my priority now,but I never wanted to hurt u ,ishita.u r special,very special.though what we share can be wrong in other's eyes,but for me.u really own a part of my heart and the relation I share is pure.its not just the physical relationship,but u really make me relieved.i always find solace in ur arms.yes we r not connected to each other in any way,but u make me feel like i am special for u.to be true,I can't name what I feel for u,but whatever it is ,it's not just lust ,it's more then that.its emotional ,our emotion,may be our loneliness which bind us together and trust me,shagun is nowhere near us.what I feel for u ,is just between us.i don't hace any feelings for that woman other then hatred and I just want to see her and her fiance defeated .I want to wipe that smirk off their face.main nafrat karta hoon shagun se,aur tum bahut special ho,bahut jyada special.i don't feel u like an object but respect u for giving urself to me without any commitment.i know I don't love u now,but I am on the way probably.u make me feel special,desirable and I just love this feeling .I know I hurt u big time,but main apni galti ki maafi jarur maangunga aur tab tak maangunga,jab tak tum mujhe maaf nahi kar deti.i am sorry,ishita.really sorry,he said and softly pecked her temple while she was just sleeping .

He sat there admiring her for long and finally went when she was about to wake up ,knowing well she don't wanna see him there .

Ishita got up after sometime and look around hoping to see him somewhere still waiting for her,but got disappointed seeing none next to her.

Ishita-why I am even expecting him to be here,I am just nothing to him.aur waise bhi maine khud unhe jaane ko kaha,toh woh kyun rukenge ,koi bhi kyun rukega mere liye.she said sadly resting her head on the pillow.

The next two days passed like that only,Ishita was in hospital alone ,nobody was there to take care of her except the hospital staff.sometime her employees came to visit her,but her eyes always wait for raman.though she chased her away but still was hoping may be he pay her a visit.but always left disappointed,while Raman everyday come to see her,sat next to her when she sleeps,talk to her sleeping self ,and finally leave when she is about to wake.

After two days,Ishita got discharged and went home.her driver drop her home and she went inside the lift looking around,like her eyes were searching for him only.but he was nowhere sadly.

She walked into her house and the emptiness filled within her ,she don't wanna cry but couldn't stop her tears either which start flowing freely.she sat near the door only looking around her empty home.

Ishita couldn't hold back her tears and burst into tears screaming on top of her voice-maine kho diya aapko,Maine aapko bhi kho diya,Raman.she could say that only and cried for long,very long,till she could digest the fact that Raman is no longer in her life.

After long,very long,she got up and walked to her bed .she look at the bed and could still feel his warmth .though she thinks it was always physical between them ,but she was just not able to forget him,may be she don't want to.

She fell on the bed hiding her face in the bed when she remembered something.she got up and walked to her cupboard.she opened it and took out his shirt,she kept there the another day .she hugged the shirt tight and could feel his fragrance.

Ishita-kyun chod kar chale gaye,Maine ek baar kaha aur aapne palat kar bhi nahi dekha.ek baar kaha hota ki unki ex wife nahi hai hum dono ke beech mein,main maan jaati.ek baar manaya toh hota .aise saath chod diya jaise main kahin thi hi nahi.shayad sach kahin nahi thi ,just forget about him,ishu.she said trying to be strong like always but she couldn't muster the courage.so she fell on the bed hugging his shirt tight ,sobbing on her fate,on her loneliness and soon she was again slept.

At ten ,Raman came back all sober.he hadn't touch alcohol after that incident and vowed to never touch it again.he was in his office till now working hard to prove himself and then he went to hospital to check on ishita,only to know that she got discharged.he look at her house and there was no lock ,making him believe that she is here only.

He thought to check on her but then thought otherwise thinking she must be angry on him.he stood there for long thinking what to do and finally thought to knock the door.he knocked the door only to realise it's already open.

He walked in slowly with slow step looking for ishita when someone said-what r u doing here??

Raman turned and saw their neighbour glaring him.

Woman-what r u doing in her house??

Raman got startled and said-nothing,the door was open so I was just checking.

Woman-i will check on her,u go from here.dont u have manners that u shouldn't peek into someone's private life.she said cursing her and Raman had to leave.she pulled the door and went without checking on ishita .

Raman tried to push the door but it got locked.

Raman-kameeni,naa khud dekha naa mujhe dekhne dikha.saying so he went to his house angrily .

From next day,Ishita was back to her normal self.she start going to her office.everytime she enters the lift her eyes search him but he wasn't anywhere.

Ishita-mujhse bachne ke liye lagta hai apna time hi badal diya,it's ok,as if I am dying to see him.she said to herself liking to be strong but deep down she was hurt,very hurt.but little she knows that Raman had to do overtime for taking leave on those three days when she was hospitalized and for that he has to leave very early for work.

One day,Ishita was sitting in her cabin when her phone rang .she picked it and said-hello.

Rec-maam,psr enterprises se Mr Raman bhalla aaye hai,unhe kuch important papers par aapke sign chahiye.she said making Ishita smile that finally he came to meet her,her heart start beating faster and she start getting nervous when she realised ,he came for some professional work ,not to meet her.

Remembering this she maintained a strict tone and asked-do I have any appointment with him??

Rec-no ma'am,but he is saying that it will take just two minutes .

Ishita-tell him to leave the file and go .I can't meet anyone now.i am really busy.she said and hung up the call without listening her anymore.

She closed her eyes and said-itne din nahi aaye toh aaj bhi mat aaiye .bahut mushkil se maine apne dil ko samjhaya hai that I am all alone,now I will not let anyone hurt it.ek baar phir aapko dekh kar kamzor nahi hone wali and will not let u play with my emotions.not this time,raman.not this time,iss baar main aapko meri feelings ke saath khelne nahi dungi .I know aap jarur pretend karenge that u care ,kyunki aapko zarurat hai meri,but I don't want ur fake concern now.mujhe nahi chahiye aapka dikhawa,ek aisi zindagi ka sapna dobara nahi dekhna hai, joh sirf ek dhokha ho .I don't want u in my life ever,nahi chahiye aap mujhe,raman.she said trying to fight with herself when her phone rang again.

She saw his number and didn't picked the phone.he called her again and again but she didn't picked the phone.

Ishita-aaj tak ek call nahi kiya,aur aaj jab zarurat hai toh call par call.waah Raman,selfish hona toh koi aapse sikhe.but ab main selfish banungi ,aapka project hi cancel kar dungi .I know what I will do will be against my morale but main aisa hi karungi .she said and picked her phone to call raman's boss but then stopped and said-i can't even do that,aapne kabhi nahi ki,but I really care for u.aapko takleef mein nahi dekh sakti.why the hell,I still feel so strong for him,why.she said and rested her head on the back of her chair.

The rest of the day was really miserable for her ,she was trying hard to concentrate but wasn't able to concentrate on anything other then Raman.

In the evening,she was going back when she heard his voice,ishita.

She turned to him and saw him still waiting for her.she tried to look away but couldn't as she was seeing him after seven long days while he was also looking at her.

He can see her looking really weak and much pale then before.her eyes were dull and puffy while the glow of her face was gone.she was wearing a yellow saree and her eyes were on him only.

He walked to her slowly while she was just looking at him ,waiting for him ,to be engulfed into him.though she was in her office premises but wanted him to hug her really tight.

He reached her and said -kaisi ho,abhi bhi gussa ho kya??ek baar milogi bhi nahi kya??he said caressing her face really slowly feeling still scared of her reaction when she felt blackout and next moment,she was hanging in his arms .

That's all for now,enjoy.