Originally posted by: Indiyan
NO! I am here too!
When I first saw the episode this morning, I felt the dialogue was a little off from what Rudra would normally talk at that moment("Maine seekha...")..... I felt that the flow was a bit disrupted...from yesterday's passionate act and the soul stirring highly emotional dialogue("Tumhara naam leta hoon na'.... and the kale moti part and 'mere pyaar ki meethi si yaad...").....But being a romantic, I chose to put my brain aside and got my heart to believe that Rudra was at peace since he now knows that Maya is in love with him too.
But after your comment, I watched the episode again and God! the difference is so not subtle at all. Rudra definitely has changed...something happened between the time Maya left him at the hospital till the next morning at the car. His expressions are calculated, his dialogue is forced, his act is a mere reaction to Maya's words, and mainly for me, his eyes are not truthful.
My guess is that the photo/video of Maya's eyes that MJ/Amir found in the office CCTV has to be something that places Maya either with Rishi or with Rudra's outburst against his dad. And when MJ says that he'll need Ananya's help, I am guessing they got to talk to Rudra at the hospital, provided the proof and plant a seed of doubt and then MJ used Ananya to get Rudra understand his concerns and made Rudra commit to bringing her back so that they can clear everything.
Rudra might not have given-in completely to them, but out of his new found belief in his father, and as a benefit of doubt, he might've tried to reach Maya(He would've done it anyway) and had to take this unexpected step to marriage vows just to keep her with him till all the mess gets cleared up and that he can show his family that Maya is innocent and not guilty of conspiracy. So maybe that is why his words were very measured and not flowing freely out of his heart.
But Maya! What to say! The poor thing fell in love and gave herself, heart and soul, completely to Rudra! The way she completely broke down in the hospital, and the way she was questioning Shiva why he hadn't given her Rudra earlier, and how she wished she could just forget everything but also how she cannot forget her only purpose of life for him and how she cannot bring Rudra into her ill-fated existence and how she decided to let go of him, out of her sheer love, says it all.
Just like how Rudra was willing to let go of his life so that Maya could live, Similarly Maya was willing to let go of Rudra, so he could live and not sink into her definite hell and death.... They both love each other more than themselves....
But Rudra seems to have oscillated back to Ananya's/MJ's words(just like earlier during his wedding preparations, how after Ananya brainwashed him, he had earlier questioned Maya that she was playing games with him) and because of these thoughts on the back of his mind, he may not welcome or push for the suhaag raat episode right away... But there will be that ever-present tension between Maya and Rudra, and now with the post-wedding proximity , that will be something he will face every second he is with her.
Let's see how all this goes, but somehow I have a strong feeling Rudra is not being completely truthful with his actions. I truly hope it isn't true but even if it is, the lad is hopelessly in love with Maya and now that Maya too has realized, accepted and surrendered to it, it is just a matter of time before his mind will be cleared and love takes over. And my guess is that it will be at a very critical juncture in the story mind you!
Thank you for reading my ramblings. I know it is too long. Sorry.