My Mann ka ek khayaal :
Aaj tak bohot shows dekhe bohot thesis kiya lekin aaj tak aisa bohot kam dekha...
I can't remember if I saw such a situation anywhere or not but kher...
Since I can't recollect, I might not have seen any.
For 1st time leads are getting separated in a show
& for 1st time its only ML who is galatfemi ka shikaar the entire family of ML is against him
For the 1st time there is no authorized figure in the family who shares the same galatfemi against the FL with him,
Jab ki jo AJ ne dekha wo sab ne dekha, jo AJ ne na dekha wo kisi ne na dekha
Jo AJ ne suna wohi sab nehi suna, Jo AJ ne nahi suna wo kisi ne nahi suna
Par sab maante hai ki Gudiya maasoom hai, lekin AJ nahi
This "sab" includes Kishore & babyboo too.
Offcourse I know this is a clear message for me who is watching the episodes without palak jhapkaye to understand that AJ is a pagal aadmi now. Coming on that later.
However while watching the way the family was working together to stop this anarth wali wedding from happening.... Even Kishore beta ji has active physically by doing pick & drop service for Durga bahu on her gunpoint pe doctor ko blackmail karo job. Our babyboo was showing more evident discouraging & disappointed expression with the haldi ka tamasha.
Must say mereko bohot accha laga dekhke this togetherness of the family.
Kaha se kaha chali gayi....
Haan so watching all these mere mann mein ek khayaal aaya.... the complete discouragement filled wedding, the mournful environment, that unwillingness & unhappiness of the family...but the way the family has been together by Guddu's side.
I feel a parallel is to come where to sabak sikhao AJ, the family may willingly & zor shor se go on to do Gudiya's shaadi ki tiyaari in front of him, dhoom dhaam se celebrating every function while AJ will be sulking around the corner.... I don't know par even if its not this, I feel the bahus may at least boost about getting a youngest sasur for themselves to piss off AJ....
ho sakta hai na ? dekhte hai....
But I would like to say something to Dadi now... kuch sunana hai....
Dear dadi you have been a sweetheart here lekin if you could blackmail AJ to agree to marry the manhoos by giving kasam & forcing his hands to strangle you.... Aisa dubara nahi kar sakti thi ?
Lalla does care about you, aisa karti toh maan leta
Coming to AJ - The pagal aadmi (an analysis)
I have said it many times & I would say it again, him trusting the manhoos doesn't make any sense & to me it looks like zabardasti karwaya gaya hai... piche se kisi ne kaha hoga, "pair parta hoon maanle iski baat warna story kaise aage badhegi.....maanle maan le !"
But seeing the state of mind he is in, he clearly is stuck in the moment Guddu pronounced if she could, she won't have given birth right now. I completely believe he has lost his mind & the ability to think. He is accepting whatever is being shown to him.
I am happy that its not just my thinking but cvs have made it clear by making Durga bahu say the very same thing that in normal circumstances like them, he would have believed his Guddu but now losing 2 child back to back he has lost his mind. So thumbs up guys !
I will once again give a thumbs up to cvs cause the build up to this point of AJ's this madness has been brilliant. Really...
When I see the episode from Guddu's pregnancy declaration, I see AJ really didn't get the chance to mourn Alisha's death completely.... the moment he got the good news, among the very first things he said to Guddu was "....Alisha humari zindagi mein wapes aane wali hai, thank you"
His behavior, his panicking expressions whenever Guddu got a line of stress on her face kind of resembled a paranoid like behavior. Alisha's death had broken him, but he really didn't get the chance to mourn & let out the pain as he had to shift his focus to keep Guddu all happy. Somewhere he had taken the security of Guddu & the child abit too seriously. His extreme measure of creating a shield of delusion just to keep Guddu happy, him blasting at bahus for even taking the name of the manhoos in the house.... the build up to this current madness has been happening all along.
I can clearly see & feel why he is where he is... I can feel that pain, I can understand his insanity. And after that, I can't really be angry or blame him for not believing Guddu's innocence.
While he has been 100% wrong in trusting the manhoos.... other than that rest whatever happened till the point of him not trusting Guddu & taking away her haq, he has been both, at fault & not in fault. Its both.
Here I would like to say one more thing, while AJ should pay for not trusting Guddu & deciding to marry that manhoos & all other things he is going to do....
According to me personally, he shouldn't be punished any further for thinking & believing Guddu to be the culprit. Needless to say he will definitely very badly repent for this but no alaag punishment for this...
I mean, he is in a way punishing himself continuously...
By thinking of Guddu being the culprit he is dying every second... according to me there can be no bigger punishment than what he is enduring now.
About Akshan current scenario,
Seeing AJ's madness at the moment, I can say he himself is not sure what he wants. He is hurting badly but he doesn't seems to be sure if he even wants to get rid of the pain or not.
Every time Guddu comes in front of him, he gets triggered...
He agrees for Haldi, no one is ready to put haldi, Guddu does, he gets mad
He asks her if she want to prove herself mahaan ? To me this question didn't make any sense
& looked more like a kid throwing a fit for not being taken seriously.
Then he warns her not to push him to limit as he can never come close to her ever again (does he desires to stay close to her ?)
He doesn't seems to like the moment she gets rid of his hold & immediately grabs her again.
He clearly says he can forgive her for what she did but he doesn't want to....
He asked her previously why doesn't she accept her galti (hints of desperation of wanting to keep her with him)
He sits quietly & not getting himmat to get up & get ready for the wedding but the moment Guddu enters the room he gets triggered once again.
He vents out at her & tells her to leave but the moment she leaves... he turns back & that looks like he wanted her to be there so that he could vent out some more.
I definitely want to ask him like the 3 idiots professor, "are bhai karna kya chate ho ?" but I doubt he will have an answer.
All he seems to want is just to vent out in front of Guddu that's it. Locking himself up with Guddu for days might have worked but I also believe had Guddu gone out of his sight after his marriage announcement, baat haldi & mandap tak pohochti hi nahi.
But Akshan ko zabardasti dur karna tha so....
Anyways, I would laud cvs & entire team once again as however painful Akshan scenes are, they are really beautiful & very well written. Akshan's haal-e-dil is being beautifully expressed in these scenes.
That "Jee le zara" sequence has been soul touching.
Such beautiful sequences always repeatedly strengthen my belief that there is no one in the universe who can love AJ more than Guddu & there is no one in the universe who can love Guddu more than AJ. Their souls are meant to be for each other, be with each other.
A wish (cvs please sun lena) :
I am actually feeling very pathetic for AJ now...... he experienced real pain of loosing 2 child not knowing he didn't actually have a child in the 1st place. I badly hope whenever this truth opens up in front of him, no matter at what stage Akshan are in, in tashan mode, fighting, pulling each other's hairs, not willing to see each other's face, whatever, Guddu decides to take a break from it for few moments & lends him her shoulder for he would never need it more than that particular instant. Dekhte hai.... cvs please sun lo...
And Saranya Ji.... I know aap bhi thodi dukhi ho with the kilwaar done with Akshan's sabse badi khushi. Aisi pyaari si khushi deke bedardi se chinna is definitely Not Fair !
Hum bhi aap ke saat hai & cvs ko iske liye kabhi maaf nahi karenge !!!
Lekin iss baat pe khush ho jao CVS ne ultimately aap ki sunli !
No Manhoos ka saaya on Akshan's baby šš¼
Note : kripya karke har tarike hi nakaratmakta ko dur rakhe aur shaanti banaye rakhe
p.s. Pervy ko dher sari duwayein for his lambi zindagi taki aur flop "foolproof" plans bana sake. Beton ke liye dher sari lollipops ki kamna taki wo chup hi rahe !
Bhootni seedha narak mein jaaye , Choti Lomri ki shaadi daddu se ho & most important,
Lakh di lanat tere mu tay Durga Jindal !
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