Jan 14th - Death
Today was owned by Rajat and Jennifer. Ashish was good as well, but it was owned mostly by these 2 today. I feel tomorrow will be Ashish's day. Anyways because it was owned by them I'm going to concentrate more on them today.
Firstly, I cannot believe that Rishi actually died. The Maya that we've seen so far seemed to be the type to give symbolic deaths, not real. But we've seen it with our own eyes. We've seen the dead body. We'll probably even see the funeral. He is dead. No return.
Today, also marks the day that the story has officially gone dark. It has turned for the worse. With the death of an innocent boy (innocent in the sense that he had no involvement in this revenge), Maya has gone to the dark side completely and MJ will hunt her down and destroy her. This death marks the death of innocence and is the point from which there is no return. It doesn't matter what the CVs show now, it doesn't matter how Maya explains herself, it doesn't matter whether Rudra and Maya fall in love or not. Maya made her choice today. She had 2 paths and she chose one. There is no turning back now.
Rishi's death - Rishi was convinced that a few drops of blood would be enough to scare MJ. He is after all MJ's aankhon ka noor. Yet it is this very belief and upbringing that led to his death. No, I'm not blaming him for his own death. What I'm saying is that Rishi was raised in an environment where he got whatever he wanted. I don't think he had ever been refused to date. So when MJ reacted the way he did to Rishi's wish to get married, Rishi acted out the way he knew best. MJ feared anything happening to Rishi, so even the slightest scratch should be enough to scare MJ and that's exactly what Rishi did. He believed Maya and believed what he had seen of MJ and cut himself.
But within a few seconds he realized that he was caught. Rajat you did a fantabalous job today (screw anyone who says that isn't a real word 😈). Take a bow. Somewhere I felt that even as Rishi accepted Maya's words and slowly died, he was dying with a knowledge that he had been deceived. And those emotions playing across Rishi's face, body, and words - pain to fear to helplessness to knowing to peace to death. Wow. I still have goosebumps and it has nothing to do with my cool office environment.
Maya's craziness - I feel like the Maya we've seen to date has been a facade, only one small aspect of her full personality. Today, we saw the true Maya. The crazy Maya. And she isn't like the Maya from season 1 crazy. No, this Maya is crazy because she will go to any extent for her revenge even as her conscience keeps trying to hold her back. The Maya we were introduced to so far was obsessed with revenge, but had the opportunity to move towards the light even while getting her revenge. She had the opportunity to use innocent people, but not to kill them to hit MJ where it hurt most. But she went to the extreme ends. Maya is not someone who just wants revenge. She will destroy anything and anyone in her path to get that revenge, including herself. And we saw that the most when we saw her in the child's room.
Somewhere I feel that the Maya that might have had a chance at a new life, at moving on past revenge died the same night her unborn child died. Instead, all we have left is a crazed Maya for whom nothing matters more than destroying MJ and everything that is tied to MJ.
Today though wasn't just Rishi's death, it was the death of Maya's soul. Seeing Rishi dying, killed Maya all over again. This time for good.
And finally no Maya. It doesn't matter what you say, Rishi's death is not justified. Jaan ke badle jaan is not how the world works. If that was the case then no one would be alive anymore. And how is an unborn child the same as a young boy of 21 or 22? How is it the same? I understand the emotions, I understand the relationships, I understand the feelings, but it is still not the same. Whatever MJ did, he has raised Rishi, a son he invested his all into. That is just not the same as an unborn child. Up to now I've understood every move of yours and even accepted them, but this is not done. Not done at all. Today, you've gone down a path which will lead to more such moves and more such moves that make no sense to anyone except your crazed mind.
MJ - Today, if anyone stood out from the Roys and Ananya, it was MJ. We saw his anger, we saw his helplessness, and we saw his fear. I say all 3. Anger is obvious. Anger at Antara for attempting to let Rishi out, anger at Rishi for escaping, and anger at Rudra because MJ knows that Rudra let Rishi out. But there was also a fear and helplessness in his anger at Rishi's escape. Somewhere I feel that MJ knew that whoever Rishi's girlfriend is, she is not good for Rishi and it didn't just have to do with his control issues. Deep down his gut, his conscience was probably telling him that Rishi is trouble. Deep trouble. Save him.
And when that video came in, MJ actually did look helpless. He realized that he would have to bend to Rishi's wishes, but he also had an inkling that things were not going to turn out well. First time I've seen MJ look helpless and that is possibly the only good angle to Maya's win, if there is any.
Rudra's angst - Today, Shivin didn't impress me as much. From his worry for Rishi to the driving to his reaction on seeing Rishi's dead body. It just wasn't there. The true angst seemed to be missing. I mean I understood where his pain is coming from. First there was the denial on seeing Rishi lifeless. Chal uth ghar chal. Then there was the pain and denial, even some bargaining. But it didn't draw me in today. I couldn't feel it with Rudra.
Aur mere bhagwan ne mujhe sirf iss beyhadh nafrat ke liye zinda rakha hai - This seemed like an important dialogue for 2 reasons. One it seemed to signal that maybe Maya was going to die from what MJ had done. It is quite possible that she may have been swinging between life and death after everything MJ did, but barely pulled through. The other, and more obvious meaning, is that she will die at the end. Once her nafrat is over and there is nothing left, she will die.
Edited by Minionite - 5 years ago