Chapter 32
(He break the kiss before she push him, he part a bit to create some space and stare at her, with intense gaze , which pierce her soul right then there. Her face got reddened with embarrassment or anger he knew not . Nor he wish to know either it's hardly matter to him , her eyes were teary and glaring at him in disgust and anger, but his sole attention was on her lips, which swell by the kiss, Watching his lose grip she pushed him, Storm out of the Garden back to her palace. Jalal watch this with surprise and walked behind her. To stop her to talk what's went wrong, but he come across Rukaiya , who hugged him by side gripping his hand, taking feel breath he stopped. He closed his eyes , when he saw Jodha out of his eyes sight, he realized what went wrong with his action, He breath and glance back at Rukaiya. Who was staring at him with curiosity fill eyes, he wanted to leave at moment but he didn't had heart to ignore his friend. Hence he greet her).
"Greetings Queen Rukaiya"!
(Rukaiya had a fresh start of day, while keeping tab and getting report on various issue of harem, she was still lost in the passionate night, she spend with Jalal she knew Jalal isn't one to spend night, with women and end up on bed finally. He like to have his night full of surprises, she sense change in his movements however she paid no heed to it. So far everything went pretty pleasant for her but she missed him. Her lost and happy emotion didn't went unnoticed by rest of queen in room. They shared a look of curiosity which turned into jealousy, they envy her , cause they knew Jalal was with her at night. They know she's his favorite somewhere a part of them. they got it fix the bigger clan you belong , the dearest you will find yourself to king's heart. The smallest clan and royal you will belong , the far you will find yourself from the sight of king).
"Queen Rukaiya"! Are you fine"?
(Ask her maid making her come to present she glance around. Realizing where she's , she nodded her head and got up from couch, she knew she cannot concentrate today in anything, unless she get her doubts cleat. And to get her answer she need to meet Jalal, she walked out of room to look for Jalal. Unlike others women who express there desire to be with Jalal verbally, even by action, she cannot do the same to any of them. Already all them stay jealous of her hence letting others know about, her own loneliness was out of questions for her. Others in Harem have nothing to lose , if they lost Jalal. But she have everything to lose, if she lost Jalal. By losing him they will gain their freedom ,their way to life they dream to have. But losing him she will gain nothing other then end of her dreams her joy and aim to live. At night her mind was to numb to think much about his action but now when it's pretty much relax and free she think about it. It was very new and unfamiliar but incredibly beautiful. Lost in thought of his action she continues walking forward. And saw Jalal. Who was walking out of Garden towards palace, she gripped his hand by side).
"Greetings Jalal"! I wanted to talk with you"!
"Let's head to room first "? or you will like to stroll in garden with me"?
"No it's evoke suffocation in heart"! "Let's walk in Garden"!
(Jalal nodded and forward his hand to her, she smiled at his gesture and put her hand in his, he clasp her hand and they started walking back in garden. Rukaiya cannot believe it how much they changed with time. Taking stroll in garden holding each others hand isn't new for them they did this even in childhood. But now this gesture and happening made her heart filled with joy).
"Life is full of surprises and unexpected things"! Sometime we like sometime we don't like it"! ! Sometime we're familiar with it"! and sometimes we're unknown"!"Jalal"! Unlike this beautiful morning"! You made my Last night incredibly amazing"! I had spend lot of time with you"! But last night you evoke a feeling which is so new to me"! But I like it"! I enjoyed each second with you"!
(Jalal heard her and got thoughtful, did she fall for him "? she love him"? He don't love her "! he love no one"! He don't even know"! what it's feel to love someone"! he don't know what is love, hence understanding his friends feeling for him was tough. He wasn't ready to accept it , but he didn't wanted to reject it either. He smiled but the more she spoke the further he get lost in his thoughts, it didn't helped him other that , he was thinking about Jodha. By mere mention of night he recall the time he spend with Jodha. Physically they're not close but emotionally they start getting close. However by closeness he realized, how he spoil everything they share by intimating her. In his Possessiveness, he shook his head in disappointment in his own action and glance back at Rukaiya. She glance at him but find him lost in his own thought, did he even heard what I said"? Where he's lost"? Rukaiya wasn't sure but it's sting her badly in heart, knowing he's not paying attention to her, when she's confessing something , which is so important to her, she saw the changing expression on his face, it was curious, to amused , to restless , to lost , to happy to disappointment and in last calm. she try to get her hand released but find his grip tighten. Jalal didn't knew what to say after listening her, in simple words he was speechless. Yet knowing he's ought to say something or, his silence will hurt her more than his ignorance for her emotion. he held her hand in his and look back at her).
"Rukaiya the time"! We spend together"! The feeling we have for each other"! I "!...
Greetings your Majesty"! Greetings your Highness"! "Pardon me your Majesty"! Sir Adhgha seek permission to meet you"!
(Usually Jalal do not like to get disturb but first time he was glad by the disturbance. He thanked the Almighty for this, he look back at Rukaiya who nodded her head in understanding. He smiled at her then walked away from there, leaving thoughtful and very much unsure Rukaiya behind. Who watch his retreating back until he get out of her eye sight)
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"What happen Jodha"? It's seem you're Avoiding His Majesty"! Before you lie and make excuses"! Let me come straight to point "! did you forget everything I told you"?
(Ask Mainavati clearly, noticing from the time she met her from morning. Jodha is seem to trying her best not to look at Jalal, or get engaged in any other things which can make her have meet him. As she's is here as guest hence Jodha and Mainavati were, sincerely requested to take part in Court. With rest of Special Harem ladies. She saw how Jalal time to time trying to steal glance at Jodha when no one is having eye on him).
"It's not easy mother"! I am princess cum empress now"! Back then I never take things or for things which are used and taken by others"! Now to I cannot do it"!
(Listening Jodha words Mainavati sigh, what she can do about her daughter. Sometime it's really get hard to understand and make her understand. No matter what she do , there's always something or other which get Jodha off track, from what she's supposed to do. How she should make her understand, there's always difference between women and men. not only in physical appearance, but inner appearance, as well in sense of expressing emotion and understanding others. Mainavati believe the stronger you're , the further you're tested. She look at Jodha and spoke firmly in low tone).
"So you mean to say even if for the sake of Your responsibility"! you gave in"! Then to you won't be able to love a men"! who have thousands of women in life"!
"He cannot endure to see me with someone else"! even if the person come out to be my nephew"! Then how he can "? or anyone expect me"? to not only endure his closeness with other's"! but Accept him while heartily"?
(She can give her everything to him, she can try to endure his closeness with other women. Thinking it to be a responsibility of Men as Emperor, to fulfill all wishes of people living in his life. It's fine by her if he don't get to give her time, it's fine by her if he cannot priorities her, it's fine by her if his mind Is occupied by the thought of how to defeat his enemy, if he's thinking about his subject welfare's, it's fine by her if his mind Is occupied by other women thoughts, in simple word Jodha's own mind was corrupted somewhere in her mind she got it fix. That once she gave herself to him completely he will forget her. She know it's not only about having her in his way, it's about having her by her own will, so that when he discard her she don't get to blame him either. Cause he won't forced her to have her, it was she who made move. What she wanted was assurance, yes assurance which only his heart his love can provide her. But she Herself didn't acknowledge it yet ,she don't know that she want his heart his love. Whereas Mainavati who saw her daughter heard her got to understand her daughter's plight. From childhood Jodha didn't eyed things which already taken by other. Nor she accept things which are passed to her by someone else. So here falling for men, giving herself entirely to men who is loved by other women , want by others made her feel guilty she take their wants their right by overseeing her own right and desire. It's her guilt that she's snatching others right and dreams, it's her fear that she will end up having same fate as rest of women here. Mainavati wasn't unknown to this , she Herself faced the same phrase in her life in past. When she newly married to Bharmal, As women most of time "! They do what expect by them to do"! not because what they want to do"! But she didn't get heart to say the same to her daughter. Hence she said what she thought can make her stop thinking about others).
"We're Rajput"! In the fear of tomorrow"! we don't gave up our today"! And you know this better "! don't you"? You have to live here"! You have lot of time to figure out your emotion"! And decide for yourself"! But don't shut him out don't isolate yourself from him"! Cause if you turn away from him today"! He may turn away from you tomorrow"!
(Fear work like wonder , hence it's good for people to fear, the problem is when they let their sense of wisdom , get control by their fear. They lose everything in one go, but she know jodha isn't one to let her fear best of her, she was very much right in thinking as well, Jodha look at her mother and got to realize her fault. She felt ashamed how she's making her mother worried, how she's getting carried by her emotions. How her anger her fear getting best of her, she sigh and watch at front to court , where the discussion about corruption were going on. She look at Rest of Harem royal ladies they were watching the proceedings of court with sheer interest, she glance at Jalal and found him having his grip on sword tip rotating it. He was frowning a bit having one hand raised to chin, hearing everything).
"Your majesty situation is under control now"! But we have one request"! Have mercy on them"! Change your decision"! Do not penalized them to death"!
"Yes your majesty"! They're loyal to us"! And They have many supporters"! If you slay them ! Then their supporters will revolt"!
(But the moment she look at him he glance at her. A smile made it's way on his face as soon he saw her looking at him. He was tired of her ignorance already, he wanted to talk with her. He tried many times to meet her but but got many excuse, she's with Queen Mainavati ,she's praying she's with Maan , in-fact he thought to caught up with her at arena for sword practice, but found her practicing with Maan, the list goes on every time he end up leaving without meeting her. He thought by stopping Mainavati for few days will serve him ways to mend his way with her, or she will have some happy peaceful moment. Here happy or not but he definitely don't get her attention. she make it clear she don't want to meet him. As much it's hurt his ego he was concerned as well. His intention behind the request of having, Amer Grand Empress And Prince Maan be the part of court was. just to get her here, he strictly made sure the messenger deliver the message to her when she's with Her mother. As much he figured out he find her mother, very much diplomat and shrewd she have her way with Jodha, she get to make her agree to things which she don't wish to do, She's worried about her daughter life here. And she want her daughter to get what she deserve. Just like every parent do, how he wish his own mother understand his plight and advised him like a way Mainavati do for her daughter. Here the mother the queen guiding her daughter her princess , in every way so that she can keep balance in her life, there is his own mother sitting and watching the proceedings , in court unaware about his little antics, focusing back on the mercy plea he spoke).
"I am unable to understand the fear of my advisers regarding serving the punishment to criminals"! How it's going to trouble the empire if I order Execution by elephant for those corrupt greedy officers"!
"For one mistake"! "It will be wrong to punish them by death"!
"For their loyalty"!, you are ready to ignore"! the consequences of their crimes"?
"No your majesty "! but for few wrong consequence of their one mistake"! you cannot ignore their loyalty"!
"One mistake"? You know the price of their one mistake"? my soldier's had to pay with their lives"! I cannot let their blood go in vain"! Henceforth my decision won't change"!
(Listening this everyone sigh and lower their gaze, it was his last warning tone and very much determined decision. No one can change at all, Rukaiya just shook her head and glance at side she find Jodha bit thoughtful. But least interested in the proceedings of court, from the past days the report she got on Jodha very much intrigued her. The Women hardly pay interest in politics, yet everyone think she can bring many change in empire. How a person can bring any changes "? when they hardly have interest in knowing how things worked"!. She don't even seems interested in Jalal at all or she's"? but I am unable to sense"! She pay extra attention to way Jodha glance at Jalal. The women sure knows the power of beauty, which comes through by carrying attire. Getting heavily designed jewellery or dress isn't issue. The troubles comes in carrying it unlike Mughal queen she being Royal Rajput wore 16 set of Jewelry. Her dress looked more seductive by look having. The way she carry the attire surely steal attention of everyone, she look at Jodha from head to toe. And like twice she found her impressively beautiful and naive. Clad in dark blue and yellow color heavily Embroidered Ghaghra choli, while head covered by Dupatta, Broad yet delicately heavy golden worked Maha-patti Maang-Tikka studded by diamond on head, (Nathni ) Nose-ring, Three layer long golden string thin (Haar) Necklace studded by Pearl and Dimond, then Broad five layer heavily golden worked Rani-Haar (necklace). contained uncut coral ,pearl, ruby ,yellow sapphire Emerald and blue Sapphire. Her ear adorened by Earrings which compliment the Necklace. She had arm (baju-band) Bracelet and golden bangles, Hath-phool her (string-ring , anghoti Antique-ring, (Kamar-Band) waist-belt. her look her way her face made Rukaiya wary of her. Cause it's fit the description of girl Jalal and Nasir were crazy about).
"Queen Rukaiya "! what are you looking at"?
(Ask Hamida with care, watching Rukaiya looking at Jodha. She wasn't sure but something, always pull her back from having any soft corner for Jodha. It's not only Jodha but all the women in Harem aren't liked by her, the only people she have warm relation are, Queen Salima And Rukaiya, cause both women's are her Niece and grown up before her eyes, specially Rukaiya. She had seen every changes in her. She herself trained her in many ways).
"Queen Jodha"! how she can steal Jalal attention"? when she Herself don't pay attention to him"!
"Queen Rukaiya you should know"! "Forbidden things "! Intrigues human heart more"!
"You know mother"! She's isn't the only one"! Have his interest"!
"I know both brothers were interested in one girl"! The girl whose"! face ,name ,place she live they knew not"!
"I don't know mother "! but when I see Queen Jodha now"! I think she's the one"! Cause She have same eyes"!
(Hamida got stunned by this, she knew Rukaiya is watching . Jodha's facial features, her gesture carefully. She knew about the girl , both brother were crazy about. Not Jalal then at least for Nasir she was like his conscience keeper her memory guided him mostly. And have him take decision by heart. However she didn't knew, about the girl facial feature much. If it's true then she felt bad for Rukaiya).
"I don't think so she's the one"!
"I pray she's isn't the one Mother"!
(Rukaiya managed to smile at Hamida, inwardly very uncomfortable. She glance at Jalal and found him looking at herself, he raised his one brow in questioning manner. To which she shake her head, answering nothing, making him frown his eyes immediately fill with concern, she shook her head and gesture him by eyes letting him know she's fine nothing to worry. Jalal didn't believed entirely she knew very well yet he didn't push further. Cause he knew the place he's present at. Henceforth he glance back at his ministers and instructed them more, on how to work on straightening the army, on borders how to control price more and cut the way short for them to do business. But the little gesture talk by eyes noticed by Jodha as well, It didn't settled well with her at all, the way he was concern even at most busy place and time he managed to keep tab on her. No wonder he love her she look at Rukaiya Back at Jalal room when she come across her she didn't paid much attention to her. Even at Celebration time she try to put her focus on performance so that it don't bother her much to see Jalal paying attention to Rukaiya. But Now she can see very well the lady carried the aura of authority. Her calm plum posture demand attention. She glance at her from head to toe, find out She's isn't much a beauty, she have simple Persian fair skin, but she's true Mughal royal queen, Simply clad in Orange color Peshawaz and Yelek, it was heavily embroidered in Persian style chikankari. Adorned by Golden emerald Embroidered Jewelries. Jhoomar-tikka head Ornament , Maang-tikka forehead ornament, golden Hair-pin, ear-stud ear Ornament, (Nath) nose-ring ,Six layer golden delicately intricate work (Choker-Haar) necklace contained un-cut Ruby Sapphire Hessonite emerald, heavy golden worked studded ruby arm-let, Broad golden light worked (Kamar-Band) waist-belt uncut Sapphire studded, Jadau brace-let, huge diamond mirror string-ring, (Paizeb) anklet , on feet there were (Mojari) juttis embroidered and stones embedded on them. Everything about her look scream royalty and richness, Jodha wasn't one to get insecure on looks or attention at all. But there was something about Queen Rukaiya which left her extremely threaten. One thing is same about both, they have one similarity, but ways are different, she don't have much aim to get anything whereas Queen Rukaiya already have everything. She fight to preserve whatever little dignity she have. Whereas Queen Rukaiya fight to preserve whatever she hold. Both are connected to each other by their relation with Jalal."Having no power and position make life so easy and simple for me"! "If I fall for him"! It will be only him I will care about"! But Queen Rukaiya she doesn't have freedom to care only about him"! being Chief Queen Empress, she's ought to care about everyone dear to him"! Thought Jodha inwardly first time being glad for not having power and position. When she watch Queen Rukaiya listening few Queen desire to spend time with Jalal. She knows they're buttering her to get time of Jalal, yet her face have calm smile. "What a love"!. The young empress were entirely unaware of four pair of eyes on them. Queen Mainavati Queen Hamida both were watching Jodha and Rukaiya, extremely surprise by their change of expression which mirror their inner emotion very well. But they said nothing. Soon enough the court got dismissed they got up and after formal farewell greetings started to walk out of court. Jodha and Rukaiya come across each other cause they move to their respective elders. They glance at each straight eye to eye. But no one made move to greet the other deadly silence prevailed between them. Be it elder young known or stranger Jodha always greet first. But today she didn't. But she was quick to realize her place and presence of people around she told her hands and spoke).
"Greetings Queen Rukaiya"!
(Rukaiya didn't even gave curt nod to her, it was just low hm, making her angered it was humiliating for her, but she didn't pay heed to it much. Rukaiya was trying to judge Jodha to check the thing she heard is true or not and by her curled hand she got it. The Rajput blood is indeed hot-headed. Bother elder Royal ladies watch the interaction between Jodha and Rukaiya, extremely amused the way they're acting against each other. Jodha always believed no one is perfect but more then finding imperfections in others she try to work on her own imperfection, she realized long back she doesn't belong to politics it's not meant for her. She knew why cause her heart and mind act as per situation, She lack the wisdom and patience to see far from situation before her. Because bad or good she don't fear to face the outcome, but her sister her mother everyone around her were expert in this. They calculate their move their action and wonder about outcome of it then they act).
"I heard Jalal decided to go for hunt"! Queen Rukaiya are you going to accompany him"?
(Spoke Hamida realizing well the two queen won't speak anymore to each other. She in-fact saw Jalal as well talking with Maan Singh at distance, she knew he have his focus on them. And he won't be pleased by their cold behavior to each other. Rukaiya who heard Hamida words got little surprised but then she nodded. She glance at Jodha she realized what she did it wasn't her it's not her way, how she can just create a scene before elders. But it was to late to mend in way of testing her opponent she let herself fall. She look back at Hamida and nodded her head in yes, Hamida look back at Jodha but found her nowhere, Queen Mainavati to was walking away).
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"Prince Maan"! What's your opinion about the issue"! Tax payer and Corrupt officers"! What you think about my decision to Punish them"!
"I ain't wise enough to advise in issues related Administrative of Mughal Empire"! But I must admit"! punishing all of them won't work in favour of Empire at all"!
(Maan glance up at Jalal he wasn't sure why he always try to test him, what's up with him trying to involve him in his matter's. He have more experienced smart wise people around to advise him, then why he want to hear his opinion always"? be it his visit for hunting or against the assassination attempt on grand Empress of Amer, whatever intention he have it's doesn't matter"! I am leaving for Amer today"! He cannot manipulate me into doing anything as per his will. I need to keep my cool. Thought Maan inwardly after what he said he waited for Jalal to say something but found him staring at front with unreadable expression, had I offend him"? Was the first thought come in his mind).
"You're right"! Corruption had spread like infective disease in entire empire"! We cannot punish all if them"! From lower to higher position people in power are corrupt"!
(Spoke Jalal, thinking coolly about entire situation, once again he heard how his decisions end up compelling ,people to revolt against empire in many states which are under Mughal territory. He knew why it's happening, years of wrong doing, harsh ways implied to manipulate people to work for them, implied fear to obey them inwardly not getting justice by any ways. They become habitual to earn everything by wrong ways, hence when the decision as such comes which can prevailed honesty and loyalty in people the evil heads aren't ready to accept the change at all. While the rest of them in fear are unable to accept such a change as well. No one is complaining cause they have lost faith in judiciary committee of Mughal empire, which never served justice in right way yet. It's happening cause lot of people's heart turned black by the greed of Wealth, power and position. The people in higher position using the common folk by installing fear in their heart, by spreading Roumours against his decision which are taken by keeping the welfare of his subject in mind, obviously having no faith on him, the people are working for those who worked with them from so long, doesn't matter they're good or right, doesn't matter they're wrong or bad, they're succefully using the hatred and fear of common folk against him. He sigh lowly Maan words make sense he cannot punish all of them at all).
"What you propose to do than"? your majesty"!
"They're using fear , hatred and mistrust "! of common folk against empire"! And his majesty's decision"! We should do the same"!
"What you mean "? how we can do the same"?
"No matter who attack who win"! The common folk of states are the one who suffer the most"! You took lot of time to install fear in their heart"! To break their spirit to fight"! They're trying to use their fear against us by"! Mending their broken spirit of fighting"! If you strike on those people"! They will be left broken"! But they won't side with you either"! No matter how many decisions you take in their favour"!
(Maan paused for while to look at them, unsure to continue further or not, he's even making sense by his point or not. whereas Jalal and Adhgha Khan who was listening him, nodded and motion him to continue he breath a bit then spoke. To continue what he had in mind).
"To take bold decision for the welfare of subject and Empire "! Either the emperor need strong support from his allies ,wise adviser or Subject itself"! For now the Emperor lacked support from all"! We are left with very few choice which are tough and risky to choose"!
"I see the option of force and fear "! very tempting and useful in this case"! If I ain't wrong Prince Maan mean to say this only"!
"Kind of yes"! I mean to say this"! But the consequence of this way isn't good at all"! It's very risky"! But you plan to have the culprits publicly executed"! We should organise public trial of them as well"! But The chances of revolt will be high"!
(Jalal nodded his head he was aware what Maan Singh mean now, if he go for his usual force way and use the fear of his people in favour of himself. It won't only break the spirit of his people again, but it will kill the hope of them trusting him ever, they won't be able to fight for anyone in future but they won't support him either. but it's useful as well it can make them , stop the revolt he will get rid of those enemies , who pretend to work for him, but gave in to their greed and selfish reasons . It will serve befit example if you do wrong, no one can protect you"! Not even the power of wealth position can shield you, you won't even find the place to hid from the punishment of crimes you commit. But he knew what Maan is trying to say , the boy want him to punish the culprit , but by earning faith of his subject, which can be possible by punishing few culprit from higher position, to serve the message that Emperor not only have wisdom to gave power to his men, but he have authority and power to punish them as well. He want him to punish few of common folk as well if it's really necessary so that they know not only the Emperor have eyes on his men but on everyone who live under his Territory, it will sent message to his enemy. And rest of corrupt officer as well it will install fear in their heart for him, his well active recruitment of Spy. Oh surely Maan gave best advise to him today, by public execution of the culprit may increase the chance of revolt, but public trial of them will definitely kill the hope of those culprit to escape from punishment or use the common folk against him. And using the force on right place in right way will prevent the bloodbath. but he made him aware of Pro and cons of using force and fear way as well. If only he acted with perfection. He smiled then look up at Adhgha and Maan. He raised his hand and patted Maan Shoulder then instructed).
"You're gem Prince Maan a gem which I wish to cherish by having it with me"! It will be honourable moment for me to work with you"! Your presence and wisdom is very favourable for empire"!
(Maan's eyes widen up in surprise, honourable moment for him"? For second he doubted his hearing sense but then he look up at Jalal to know. He isn't locking him or something. But he find honest look of him very much calm composure. He closed his eyes but when he open them and look back at Jalal they were calm and composed. He figure out finally the reason behind, Jalal way of involving him in every case and seek out his opinion on them. He want me to work for him"! work with him by his side"! After all the way he behave with him shown his humble and genuine good side, it's hard for Maan to reject or back out, he didn't want to disappoint Jalal at all. But he doesn't wish to be in Agra either. Thinking for while He opened his mouth to say something when a servant comes to them).
"Greetings your majesty"! Greetings my lord"! The arrangements for us to leave are done"!
(Maan nodded then look at Jalal, who gave a nod to him in return greeting him for once, Maan walked away with his attender. Leaving thoughtful and smiling Jalal behind, Adhgha khan looked at Jalal and shook his head in disbelief).
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"I was looking for you Mother"!
(Spoke Jodha stepping in the inner palace room, which was for dance and song, she didn't usually go there but from the time she got permission from Jalal, she decided to use her time there to learn dance more. Or enjoy her time there by song, However it's all after her mother leave cause she wish to utilize However little time she get with her mother. And knowing she's going to leave at evening she wasn't ready to waste anymore of her minute at all. She watch her mother looking at musical instruments laid in room, she walked to her and stare at her).
"You were Princess now you're Empress"! but your likes and interest always differ"! from what I wished to teach you"!
(Mainavati look back at Jodha who was staring at her already confused curious and very much unsure, what she may hear next from her but Mainavati had some other things in mind to deal, there is lost of things she wanted to make Jodha know before she leave, however she knew she lost the time to do so, people end up adjusting the change, but they're never ready to accept the change at all. With time it's get easy but what they lack is time. She knew with time more state wealth fame people going to come under Mughal territory, not only this but more women will come in his life as well . And she don't want her daughter to get lost in the crowd of women in his life. Her daughter already have no interest in politics, she don't want her to continue with her hate against Jalal. And lose everything she can have or already have in life).
"From all the things I wanted to reach you"! Dance was only thing you were interested in"! I wonder you know how to dance now"! Or you forget"!
(Jodha try hard to prevent herself from smiling, oh lord if her mother got to know, what type of dance she was interested in, she will definitely gonna blast on her. She stare at her mother and realized she already know, the knowing teasing look she's is giving her it's clear she was aware of it. She was about to say something but Mainavati beat her at it).
"I didn't get to witness all the talent you have"! However I wish to see one of your talent now"!
"You want's me to do dance"? But mother it's been so long since I practiced"!
(Ask Jodha with low gasp she cannot believe what she heard just now. But watching her mother giving a nod, she sigh then glance around .no one was there at all, she let out another sigh).
"It's your home Jodha"! Don't hesitate to do as you pleased with"! And about practice here meet your new Tutor Zilbahar"!
"You're saying this "? as if you're not aware of restrictions we have"! Accept my heartily Greeting's"!
(Spoke Jodha to her mother then turning to lady name zilbahar , who was introduced to her as her new dance tutor, the lady was around 35 or 40 spiting the peek of paan, in cup hold by maid she nodded her head, as the gesture of accepting her greetings , while she herself greet her back , whereas Mainavati let out a chuckle no matter what her daughter won't lost her spirit of fighting at all. She motion her to go ahead to do what she ask Jodha gave a nod then move to center. Her mother takes place on the couch she didn't knew what makes her mother to ask her for dance now but she didn't wanted to deny her. However she had her own doubts which she voice out right away).
"Mother dance isn't about impressing"!
"I know it's more about expressing"! I want you to express your heart emotions"! The new tutor before reaching wish to test"! The learner is worthy to be her pupil or not"! I don't want you to fail"!
(Jodha nodded than took a deep breath, she sat down , She was in transparent yellow and blue ghaghra choli which fit her like a second skin, hugging even the slightest hint of a curve. She knew it won't be easy but again she never went , for easy way to achieve anything either. She glanced around and saw a women sat at side of floor couch, few girls were sitting besides her and behind, with musical instruments like zither, Kamanche, Rabab, Mrdangam , Pakhavaj. It's not exactly easy but Jodha try she closed her eyes and started dancing, the thing with Jodha was whenever she do something she lost herself completely into doing whatever she does, if she's fighting their won't be any mercy any humanity you may find in her warrior way, when she's singing she's completely lost in versing her emotion by voice. You won't find her ruthlessness , her wit diplomatic method or Royal arrogance, now when she was dancing she was lost from very long, she was finding herself at same phase of life which, was faced by ardent devotee of Lord Krishna, the pious lady Meera Bai (Mira Bai). Who dedicated all her life to God, that she broken all the traditional restrictions, of royal family even being princess cum queen , she never bother to be in limit. she never shy from expressing her love her devotion for lord Krishna, she faced humilation she faced wrath of Royal. Yet she's worshipped and respected in a way, a True loyal Devotee of lord deserve, Jodha danced in her own way the musician got hard time to gave her beat, her dance started by the pain of humilation loneliness helplessness anger annoyance in last exhaustion. From musician to singer in-fact the Empress of Amer herself was shocked, by her dance moves, when her moves shown her exhaustion , the pats of her palms, the harsh tap of her feet, the circular moves of her body , at the rhyme her expressive face which got life through her eyes. for dance The use of the hands, fingers and eyes are of primary importance. And to everyone shock she used them perfectly, They thought it's end , but then her dance took turn and her body started expressing , emotion as hope ,aim ,determination and in finally love. Every one present in hall got astonished no one had ever witnessed performance as such, The musician didn't knew when their hand stopped playing the instrument, they were just awestruck by Jodha dance, lost in her charm Jodha was now twirling around in the hall moving her hand rhythmically with her move, she went from slow to fast, from fast to slow, from slow to end, at the centre on floor with her eyes closed, hands halted upto her chest, in Rose bud style, standing on right feet while left one raised slightly up, in touching the knee of her right foot. After minutes of silence).
"We train in one style of dance to Impress"! To evoke the feeling in others to dance"! To sooth the disturb heart's by entertaining them"! But your highness"! Her highness did nothing as sort she in her own way move to express her emotion"! I don't know I am even worthy to be her tutor"! I don't know what's there to teach her"!
(Mainavati took a little time to get out of Jodha's dance which charmed her to numbness, she heard Zilbahar words and nodded her head , Zilbahar who watched Jodha dance realized , The girl before her needn't to learn anymore, she had learned enough already, she just need to continue practicing to polish her skill further in dance, such a grace such swiftness and cleanliness in dance is rare to get sight on. Fortunately Jodha had all cause she dance for herself, or more likely for eternal power, Zilbahar smiled she didn't wanted to lose the Honor to work with Jodha , whereas Mainavati who heard her, smiled inwardly then got up from floor couch. And walked up to Jodha who was now, wiping the sweet from her face and neck by dry cloth given by her attender).
"Mother thank you"! I didn't knew I needed to do this"! So badly"! I feel so light and fine now"! A part of me find myself relieved"!
(Spoke Jodha giving her mother a side hug, she was surely feeling very good after dancing. At first she was reluctant to do so, but then she found herself lost in the beat, of mucial instruments and her body moves comes on own Accord. The more she moved the further she find herself getting relieved. And at the end she realised what her mother wish had done, how fortunate her mother's arrival been in Agra, first she boost her confidence guide her to right path gave her aim, now she helped her to lessen the impact which is having on her heart and mind, by her emotional turmoil. Oh she felt so lucky to have mother As Mainavati. Mainavati smiled hearing her daughter she open her mouth to say something but closed it, Jodha grown watching her mother gazing behind her, she turned around, to her shock at entrance Hall was standing with his lips parted a bit, eyes full of adoration and spellbound. Jodha immidately looked at her mother. And realize she didn't greet him hence she spoke).
"Greeting's your Majesty"! I we didn't expected your arrival here"!
(Jalal had personally escort them to inner palace, he welcome the Amer royals, hence he thought it will be wise if he personally bid them farewell or escort them out. But the real purpose was he wish to meet her, he expected her to be in Jodha room, however not wishing to face same consequence like before when he try to meet her, he ask about their whereabouts from maid. Getting information they're here in dancing hall, surprised him but what he didn't expected was her dance, from the time he heard from her it's one of her favourite hobby he wanted to see her dance, it this soon wasn't only unexpected but truly blown him. For him dance is to sooth the heart of audience, evoke something strong and connect them with performer's way of conveying his/her emotion. And she did just that her performance touched him he didn't realise he was having eyes on himself until she spoke to greet him. He closed his mouth and nodded then he greet Queen Mainavati he didn't trusted himself anymore with them around. Hence he let out another sigh of relief when a servant comes to inform them the arrangements are done. Mainavati nodded at servant then, started walking out. However Jodha got emotional by the news till the time they reach the entrance her eyes welled up with tears).
"Don't cry My Dear"!
(Spoke Mainavati while caressing Jodha head, Who was trying best to stop crying, but when it's come to her emotion her heart her body betray her always. Maan was already standing near his Horse, with Jalal waiting for her, The elder Royal Ladies were standing at entrance , of inner palace to gave farewell to Mainavati. The maid servant Eunuch were Standing in rows, behind and at side of Royal family. After getting farewell greeting with them Mainavati move to her daughter alas seeing her crying she try to comfort her but no use. She herself was very near to breakdown, which mother can endure the sight of her kids crying).
"That's enough my dear"! Remember we do not bid farewell to anyone with Moist eyes"!
"I will Miss you Mother"!
(Mainavati hugged her daughter. If only she can wish she get such a love and comfort here that she never miss them alas she knew it's not possible. Hence she break the hug and bless her, then with one last glance to everyone she turned around and walked out of entrance to sat in Palanquin, The maid drew the curtain apart to let her settled in, as soon she get in comfortably the maids let the curtain dropped. And servant move forward, Jodha look at them for while until they got out of her eye sight, she blink her eyes and turned around to walk back to her palace. She just walked bit further when a servant comes to her).
"Greetings Your highness"! your presence is expected in Meeting hall"!
(Something doesn't changed, even though none of Harem ladies meeting , or little celebration she attended from the time she arrived here . but the servant never stop informing her about it or call for her. The servant was already was on toes to leave, with negative reply like before however she gave a nod. Which surprise him as from the time she arrived he's the one to call for her and informed her but she never then what change now"? But he knew better not to question the Empress. The servant gave a quick bow and left to inform others, Jodha watch for while then walked towards the meeting hall, guided by Bilal khan. Who not only guided her about place but informed her how many people may attend it, what possibly going to happen there. When Jodha arrived there the Eunch standing behind their mistress, guard at entrance maid serving to their mistress drink or Hukka, saw her and Bow to her, the grand meeting hall was vast in area and 500 couch were placed for sitting arrangements, rest of women present there just look at her and greet her by their nod, very much astonished to see her there. Inwardly envy her for her beauty and the aura of grace she held, she gave low nod to everyone . guided by Bilal sat on couch which was parallelly , opposite to center couch of Rukaiya on right side. Everyone were already there , they were waiting for Rukaiya to arrive. Many of Harem lady had seen her before, but rest of them weren't hence they were staring at her, She was aware of their piercing gaze on herself yet she didn't cared ,the harem was called mahal and the chief officer of the harem was called Nazir e Mahal (in-charge of women quarters) and normally a khwaja sara or eunuch. All the harem officers , would be women or Eunch. Henceforth there was no male in hall, or her way to inner hall of Harem. She glance at Salima and fold her hands to greet her. Who smiled and greet her back, Jodha very swiftly sat besides her on couch).
"I bet she's here cause"! she want to earn power and position by buttering Queen Rukaiya"! After all without her grace and mercy"! nothing good happen for anyone here"!
"Right queen Ruksaar"! she already Bewitched His Majesty"! by her beauty she think she can fool us to"! By her fake manipulative skill"!
"Shh queen Gauhar she can hear you"!
(Jodha glance at the group which was sitted just two couch away, she heard them clearly but she said nothing, they didn't mean to hid either , the way they said it, it's clear they wanted her to know ,nor she's liked here neither she's welcome. Soon enough the Royal announcement of Rukaiya sultan held, there she arrived in her calm calculative step , she hardly even glance at anyone , but Jodha caught a look of surprises in her eye to see her there, Which comes just for fraction of second and vanished before she get to comprehend but she noticed smirk on face, She sat on couch when everyone got up for, her to greet Jodha sat still hardly made a move, everyone notice this but none dare to point out).
"By the grace of God"! The day isn't far"! when Entire Hindustan will bow before us"! only the Mughal flag will be seen waving"! Today we got a news of another victory"! Khwaja Abdul Majid Asaf Khan slayed the enemies in Gondwana"! And won the war for Mughal Empire"! We received huge treasure of gold"!
(Jodha glance at Hoshiyar Khan he was speaking behalf of Rukaiya, it's protocal such a announcement are always held by Eunch, hearing this hurt her, very much she heard about the ambitious heart of Khwaja Abdul Majid Asaf Khan"! but the name of state broke her, what a day she choose to attend the meeting, for some reason she found everyone eyes over her. Gondwana"? oh Lord Queen Durgavati may her soul rest in peace, she prayed inwardly for her , she admired this lady , since her childhood she never get to meet her, only heard the tales of her Valor. But now knowing she's no more, she didn't knew how to react to it , she glance at Salima who was sitting besides her, she realised the conversation is over, the distribution of wealth to ladies in Harem are over. She look back at Hoshiyaar and found him reading out the letters which contain request or plea of Harem ladies. Whenever he read out a letter the lady who wrote it will approach Rukaiya to hear her decision).
"It would be boring for you isn't it"? Queen Jodha"!
"No it's seem interesting"! Empress Rukaiya manage the Harem like His majesty Manage the empire"!
"I beg to differ"! His Majesty Manage the empire and held power and will to change the law for welfare"! However Queen Rukaiya does nothing of sort"! Everything is same as it was from the time she take the position"!
"I thought you admire her"! How ever the way you point about her failure "! doesn't prove my assumption right"!
"Ofcourse I do she's my distant cousin"! She's the only Royal Mughal blood here"! Who's known for her intelligence"! However admiring someone doesn't put you in certain boundary"!
"Well said Queen Salima"! But what type of change you want here"?
"The women here have to dictate a letter"! To chief Queen"! For their desire to spend night with His Majesty"!
"I am aware of it"!
"But you didn't need to go through that"! However my concern is the people serving us"! You were royal Princess a leader"! before marrying with his majesty"! What you propose to do"? when your people are sick ,injured, tired and old"!
(Jodha look at Salima, who was glancing at few concubines courtesans , who were trying to oil Queen Rukaiya, their written plea was rejected , henceforth the verbal plea buttering started. Rukaiya wasn't paying heed to them she was talking with Dilshad Banu Begam, who was Financial incharge of Harem she realised it's true, she don't need to do much, in simple word she do nothing. But then she focus on Salima word and realised , there are lot of thing which needs to change, being incharge of Harem chief Empress of Emperor Rukaiya can do that, but she didn't she carried out the path and follow the law blindly. Trying to have everyone abide by her word so no-one create trouble to her position. Simply she rule them and get enough time to be with Jalal as well).
"When Emperor can change law for welfare of his sucject and empire"! The empress can do the same for welfare of people depend on her"!
"Queen Jodha you're naive"!
"Didn't you wanted to hear what I said"! Queen Salima"!
(Salima this time look at Jodha an amused grin formed on her face. She realised even living here for while. Jodha is entirely naive for dirty evil politics of Harem. She's pretty much emotional and it's easy to influence her. Jodha who watched Salima expression got confused, what's make her amused now she didn't joked about anything, nor she find anything amusing at all, watching her confused expression Salima said in firm gentle tone).
"It's not about what I wanted you to say"! It's about what I wanted you to see or understand"! However you acted like any of ladies here"! Was it just to get in my good grace"!
(Jodha let out a low giggle listening Salima words instead of getting offended for getting compared with harem ladies , she knew Herself better, she look ahead at, Front she got bit surprised to see Rukaiya , receiving paintings made by Slave kids, the kids were hestitate to show but they did. How many shade this women have"? She was being so cold and least intrested In women buttering her or trying to get in her good grace she just behave coldly with few slave just now. But at end she's entertaining the kids now, while everyone watch this with astonishment).
"Don't be so Surprised"! Just like only a blind person can understand "! the worth of Eye-sight same goes for her"!
"She have soft-spot for kids"! it's show under cold thick surface"! Resides soft heart"!
"It does but it's no good for any of us"! The kids here work like little spy for her"! They're naive and if they get caught they escape from punishment"! most of time for being kids"!
"Queen Salima you're making "!it complicated for me"! I am unable to get clear view"!
(Salima nodded but said nothing she knew she confused her but it's good for her, she will know how hard it's going to be for her , if she act on her mother's word. She should know sweet word or lot of kindness and selflessness will cost her everything. She will get nothing at all, the Harem is like Spider web, the people here are like prey trapped in web, the more they try to come out the deeper they find themselves trapped for life. They come here willingly or unwillingly but they leave only when they lost their life. Before Jodha come , Salima sensed a hope being woken in hearts of people here, however it's crushed by Jodha's ignorance , they realized she's no different from rest of harem queen or ladies, they start bitching about her started disliking her.Salima was one of them in list however things change and she learnt how fine person she's, A push in right direction and she can do more than, she think she's capable of. Today seeing her in meeting , Salima was trying the same, thing she done many time , however before it didn't work but she know this time it will. Whereas Jodha was staring at Rukaiya , more like her action, "when we Cannot change our situation, we try to get and make best out of it"! That's what Queen Rukaiya do and that's what she need to learn, cause at the end you are the owner of your life and consequences bearer of your action).
"Queen Jodha"! People reject thing they know nothing about"! People hate those they know nothing about"! But knowledge won't make much difference if it's not worthy"!
(knowing well and understanding things better, she realised their more to see than it's appear, you cannot formed your opinion, on people here just by looking at the outer appearance, but then she thought what Queen Salima will get"? by making her get familiar with everything here. She's is trying to make her see the truth of Harem, which is not very much make her fond of Rukaiya. But then she make her see few shades of Rukaiya, which doesn't make her get in her dislike list. "If you know your enemy and know yourself"! Then you can win every war of your life"! She know herself but she don't know Rukaiya much at all, few shades of her only left her surprise and confused. "But she's isn't my enemy"! Come a opinion from her heart, She's isn't our friend too"! Comes a pat reply from her mind. She glance back at Rukaiya then at Salima, I don't know her much as well, almost all have clear agenda, which is very much clear to her as well. Even she can get To understand Rukaiya to, but what about Queen Salima, what purpose she have she's mother of one kid, already she's respected among entire Harem people. What's her aim now. "If I am naive by heart"! Then Queen Rukaiya smart by brain"! But Queen Salima seems to possess kindness and smartness both"! What's more dangerous"? She just glance back at them again and realized the real agenda of queen Salima as well. She chuckled inwardly ofcourse , I am naive henceforth didn't got to understood you well but now I do. The so called pawn "! which want to become powerful piece of game"! In simple word all hungry for power and position"! Oh it's so damn same as her sisters manipulative game. Keep your friends close and your enemies closer"! But Jodha always thought it's foolish to advise ,the one who already have lot of enemy).
"Thank you Queen Salima"!
(Salima look at Jodha confusingly , by her sudden thank you, but then she saw a look in her eye and try to comprehend what's that mean. But didn't get to understand that's when she herself Realized maybe she didn't understand Jodha much yet, maybe she's more strong then she think her to be, she don't know it's good or bad but today, the real start of battle started. Often we ignore the smaller enemy to defeat the big enemy"! It's not stretgy but a mistake on our part. Jodha learn this hard way hence she wasn't ready to ignore single enemy of her. But the more she understand she realised, to know your enemy somtime you need to become your own enemy. The meeting went uneventfully for her , today she attend just to observe and she learn many thing in one day).
"Have mercy"! Your highness"! I didn't try to escape from my chores"! I was really sick"!
(Walking out of the meeting hall, she come across a old women kneeling on her knees before, Queen Rukaiya, who was looking at her with unreadable expression, Jodha watched in surprise at how the Empress didn't bother about the age of women kneeling before her. Jodha wanted to step forward to help her, but she stopped herself to see what will happen next. So far the women plead to not get whipped 20 times for being on bed, instead of working, she had her reason she's old lady Maybe around 45 or 50. She was sick henceforth didn't get to work well. Rukaiya heard her then spoke firmly).
"Fine you won't be flogged for not working"! But you're acquit by your job"! Hoshiyaar"!...
"No no your grace"! Don't get me out of Harem"! "Outside these Harem wall"! I have no-where to go or live"!
(The lady kneel on Rukaiya feet again, as soon Hoshiyaar step forward to pay her for her service. It won't be easy at all, she heard the tale of elephant, he was tied to rope when he was small, that time his struggle went in vain , to break free from rope and earn his Freedom. when he grew up big, than he didn't try to break it, thinking even now the rope is capable to not let him break free, in childhood the rope break his spirit to fight for freedom. Here it's same the ladies sprit to live on own terms and conditions is killed. The lady kneeling before Queen Rukaiya has reason of age, ofcourse at this age she cannot do much on own, henceforth she's ready to serve royals till her last breath. But rest of ladies who are even young won't wish to go if they to have nowhere to go and live, here went her thought out of mind to gave them Freedom. She thought about it from long and wanted to put forth her view alas this situation of lady made her rethink).
"Pardon me your grace"! The Rajput princess cum Mughal Empress Jodha bai"! Wish to put forward her opinion on current matter"! Her highness"!
(Everyone stare at her way, while Bilal Khan spoke on her behalf, Salima shook her head but said nothing Whereas, Rukaiya who heard Bilal words look at her and gave a curt nod, expecting her to say something in the old lady defence, which everyone expected a little, but what she said shocked everyone there).
"She's grown old now"! She can try her best"! But she cannot serve us in best way"!
(The women gaze at Jodha, the amount of confusion curiousity shown in her pair of eyes made Jodha heart warm, "At least there are people"! "who try to know the reason behind my action"! Instead of jumping in conclusion by watching my actions"! She glance up at Rukaiya then spoke firmly).
"It's not good for us to have such a people in palace for serving us"! But infant young adult old disabled people All are our responsibility"! Turning our back to them on their own need"! Is like betraying our identity stepping back from our responsibility"!
(The people watched her in awe no one expected this, in start all thoughts she's cold heart but now when she complete saying she made her point, but Rukaiya watch her with unreadable expression, if Jodha knew any better she can say with surity ,the lady is trying to judge her to know her agenda behind such words. After what felt like ages Rukaiya look at the kneeling old lady then at Jodha. She had her trapped for others it may look like she oppose the idea of, old lady being free, or work for her but she knew her ploy, she had her trapped she want to see or more like test her authority, she want to see even being chief Queen incharge of Harem, claiming to love of Emperor she can change the law, she can work for them in way a queen expect to work or not. She was about to say something. It was hard for her already but fortunately for her a maid comes there).
"Greeting's your highness"! The Dowgar Queen her highness, wish to meet you now"!
(Rukaiya nodded and inwardly sigh she walked out of there, the old lady look at her retreating back but said nothing, Whereas Jodha just shook her head realising what she did where she commit mistake in a way she challenge the law of Empire, most importantly she challenge' Rukaiya, as much she got to know about Mughal Empire household she knew it's not going to be good for her at all. But then she didn't care she didn't bother about it either. If her action can make them think in right way and do something more for their sucject welfare, than following old administrative way and law. She glance at Salima who smiled at her she nodded her head and walked away).
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(Jalal was walking towards, his room with Abdul and Zaheer, discussing with them about their victory over Gondwana. A part of them was happy they added one more victory, but a part of them wasn't feeling good about the loss they endure in war,The legendary Queen Durgavati gave his men the taste of hell , by her sword, why everytime we won war"? by outnumbering our enemy"? Yet we end up facing more loss of lives than our enemy"? Was the only question often troubled Jalal, he admired the Valor courages strength of his enemy here, at the same time he hates the fact he met them as enemy in war, instead of having them by his side as friend).
"It's indeed matter of concern"! Such a brave courages lady"! Alas no more in world"! You think we can rule in State of Gondwana"?
"It won't be easy Jalal"! Queen Durgavati had manage the state"! Very skillfully the people there still mourn over her loss"! The Royal ladies Commited Johar and in large number people are slaughter there"!
"The Daughter in law", of Queen Durgavati is under Asaf Khan custody"! Ask him to send her here"! And report here himself"! I have some issue to clear with him"!
(Abdul got taken aback by Jalal words, why he want this, the women is married one a window now, if they sent her here in Agra the rest of people will get wrong message, already the need of enemy victory make women commit sucide, this will lead to surety that it's better to die than get in hands of enemy, specially Mughal).
"Jalal"? That won't be"! Wise to do I mean she's"!..
"More than under his custody", she will be safe here"! And I do good or bad my enemy will judge me always"! Top of it I have more matter in hand"! to dealt with"! just today hour back i received troublesome news from Chunar"!
"You're not going to March for Chunar"! are you"?
"I think I have to"! Some people are addicted to strength"! Henceforth they're deeply offended by my decision"! To strip them off from their power and position"! If they found violating the law of Mughal empire and went against my decision"!
(Abdul , Zaheer shared a glance, it's true indeed there are many troublesome news and situation to dealt with, that he cannot get time for break at all, realizing it's better to just follow his command and let him have a break before he decide to leave. They greeted him but before they leave Jalal spoke).
"I will march for Chunar"! After my hunting trip"! Make sure the arrangements are done"!
(They nodded and went they had many task in hand to do, first sent message to Asaf Khan, make report on Mamsabdar and Zamindar , then make arrangements for his departure. Jalal who got inside his room, himself was tired, so many issue dealt with but no one to trust on, how complicated and difficult it's for him to manage, of not that then the harem issue. He took of his crown, brushed his hair by fingers, while glancing at mirror, "It's grown long now "! I better get them cut by calling for Barber tomorrow"! He was still staring at his reflection in mirror. Things are changing in such a speedy way "! I ain't getting chance to get prepared for it"! He thought inwardly, Few servant stepped in to help him in changing. With them comes his spy chief of Harem Anwar. He gave a report on what happen in harem today and defiantly what he heard amused him. "So the Politics end up intriguing her"! Let's see who win the game of pawn here"! Jalal chuckled inwardly by the news but said nothing. And dismissed them he stood before mirror in thin creamy color full sleeved waist length Jama, light brown color Trouser, made by Crepe fabric . When a thought occurred to his brain, "why his Mother ask him to aquit Maham"? Till yesterday she just wish to know the reason and today she demanded for her release. He know Maham sent some message to his mother, however it's not known to him what the message was about. I cannot release her"! but I have no choice either"!. He was thinking about it when his gaze went on wooden box, the old men had come with his son to gift him this, to thank him for bringing her one daughter back. How bad he had felt that day, in court when the men was presented before him as convict when in truth he was the victim. He admit he failed to provide security to his subject's, but he did get to serve them justice. That's matter more then anything to him as Emperor, the wooden box was made by his daughter, she was sick hence she herself didn't get to come but she made it for him. He didn't knew what he should used it for, it's way to simple but beautiful in own way, but he didn't had heart to reject it, or discard it by other way. Hence here it's kept on the table before the mirror, he took the goblet full of rose Sherbet and took a sip of it. When a voice re rang in his brain which, often show him what he's how he's, a past mirror however this time when it did. Jalal's heart didn't become mournful).
"War, conquer, slay, destroy, robbing "! That's the only way of these evil coward invaders to extend their kingdom"!
"Not anymore we learn new ways"! To extend our Kingdom"! To rule here"! But you're not here to see"!
(He sat on couch and stare at his reflection, in the glass full of Sherbet, it didn't take long for him to get lost in his past memory , A memory which hunt him day and night even now, whenever he was with other women he will try to to find her in them. However only Jodha presence near him, remind him of her the most, he thought about what he heard about her and thought inwardly. "No matter what other thinks "! "She's isn't like her"! She's isn't her"! She was healer "! And she's is killer"! But then thought of Jodha brought the memory of dance back in his mind. He gulp down the Wine he had in glass in one go, as he recall her teary face when Mainavati was leaving, how he wish to comfort her at the moment sooth her. But he get to do nothing either than standing besides Maan , deaf to her trembling voice blind to her teary eyes. But now I can let's meet my little sweet doe"! With smirk on face he walked out of room).
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(The light was dim , the flame-beau were far in corners of Hamam, the day was very tiring for her, she wasn't in mood to have dinner either. Today her mother left for Amer in noon, she wanted her to stay more alas it wasn't possible. To convince her she didn't like Queen Hamida her mother in law, she didn't respected her mother, even though she saw her warming up-to her mother at end, yet the heart of daughter was distressed and angry. Not only this the meeting at evening the news of Queen Durgavati demise set her heart on fire , lot's of things happen yet moving ahead is one of true way of living life. Walking towards the Bath-tub , while caressing curls of her open hair, Jodha glance around, everything is lavish beautiful warm, if only heart of people were beautiful like palace. By beauty she recall Rukaiya, the chief Queen In-charge of Royal Mughal household. What a strong lady, one just need to take many Birth to understand the enigma like her. she untied the lace of Bath-Robe then took it off, letting herself only on, light green color Choli and loose red color Trouser , she swiftly move her open hair from back to front , on right shoulder, Walking further towards the slab of Bath-tub. She sat on the edge of Slab, watching the water, which was cover by the Layer of Rose Petal, she raised her hand and dipped it in Water to get the Rose Petal aside, then slowly she lay on half sitting position on the edge of Bath-tub slab , letting her hair in the water. She enjoyed the slow motion of her hair getting wet slowly and moving freely in water, she played with water by splashing them and moving them by rose Petal, when a hand gripped her other hand, by opposite side of bathtub and gave a hard tuck . Which pulled her up in sitting position, shocked low gasped escape from her mouth , she got very much angry she glare up at the intruder, but finding Jalal there, she look down in embarassment, but spoke in annoyance).
"I didn't expected such a"! Indecent behavior from you"! How did you get here"!
(Even though she mean to say it in anger but at the end, her voice got lower and soft, so even her words show the anger and curiousity, but it's come so softly that for other's it could be hard to know she's really angry by thud or not. But Jalal knew better but he had other plan hence he spoke in low yet firm tone staring at her wet hairs which got on front by the pull, made her exposed body wet by the water. He never seen her in dress as such, but again he never stepped in place as such when she's is there already).
"Even I didn't expected strong ignorance"! from you in presence of your mother being here"! It's seems You forget it's my palace"! and you're my wife"! Besides it's the only place and way"! to have you for myself without any disturbance"!
(First time it had strange effect on her, the way he say you're my wife, as much it's show his possessiveness his authority over her, it's stripped her off from her privacy and own space. Wife such a small word, yet such a power it held over her life, but his words made her wary of her own-self, he's right he know she won't move out of the place, unless he close his eyes or turn his back to her. He won't leave soon for sure, he's right about not getting disturb either her attender know she take long lone time at evening bath, if his own people knew About his absence her Bathing chamber will be last place they come looking for him. but why he's here"? she was lost in thoughts , whereas Jalal took his own time to take a look at her. The sight before him ironically, pushed him back to his past, evoke something dark in his heart, he shook his head to get rid of thoughts, he's having currently in mind and focused on her. He had no intention to come here and caught her off guard like this. But he was left with no option either. The women gave no chance at all in anyway to him and he's not free men either. He's Emperor , others can forget to value his position and time when it's come to their own damn emotion, but he Cannot forget his responsibility for anyone whom he's fond of, he glance up at her and saw her eyes lower she was having one hand around her chest, her hair covers her front like dark clouds cover the sun, slight sense of fear of unknown invitiable embarrassment was evident in her eyes. Which he enjoyed with smirked on face. There's is one thing as much he like to have glance at her stare at her look for every damn emotion in her eyes he oddly feel scared whenever his gaze met directly to her's, the prideful men in him won't confess it ever. But he feel sense of restlessness whenever she glance at him. That's why he often let his bad emotion get better of him the worse one is his anger. No wonder she endure his wrath, more then anyone. In simple word he fears her rejection he fears to see anger and hatred in her eyes for him. In start it didn't mattered, cause she was no one to him, honestly he didn't paid heed to it , if he did instead of evoking restlessness in his heart, it's satisfied him. Cause she was at his mercy however situation change, no it didn't change even yet, now to she can do nothing before to she could do nothing. The thing changed is his own heart emotions. He recall the word of girl he was fond of in his teen age,"Heart's aren't like states"! You cannot burned down everything inside"! And then make them yours"! That's what makes it tough for him to open up-to the women before him now).
"Your majesty"! Let me go it's not appropriate for both of us"! To get seen by others"!
"It's Mughal empress's bath-chamber no one will get in"! Without permission"! And I am confident you won't call anyone in"! at least not when I am in here with you"!
(Jodha look at him he had smirk on his face, as if daring her to deny him, or do opposite of what he just said. His one hand was set firmly around, her waist having her steady on the edge of slab in sitting position, whereas other was holding her right hand, He didn't expected this situation , but when it's rise he's enjoying every second of it. Jodha didn't knew how to answer him back, whereas Jalal stare at her wet form, her face was shining in the flambeau light, the water droplets , which were on her face and body looked like pearl on her skin, made her look more divine. His stare made her more uncomfortable she looked at other side. Not knowing what to do, if he wasn't here , she would leaned on the edge of slab and let herself get Caressed by the rose petals and Paste kept their. For her bath, but now when he's here she cannot even enjoy her bath nor she can walk out. In simple word she's trapped with him).
"Stop staring"! you're making me uncomfortable"!
"Interesting to know the action"! which make rest of women comfortable in my presence"! makes you uncomfortable"! Anyway I am here to compliment you"! For your incredible performance"!
(His word ended up evoking sheer jealousy in her heart, so he act this way with everyone, I am no special, if only she knew how special she's for him, knowing there no chance for her to escape from him now , she look at him and spoke in annoyance , trying to act brave and unaffected by their closeness but then she realised he praised her as well however the compliment lost it's meaning because of her jealousy).
"Don't compare me with other's"!
(Her lines ended up making him chuckled hard, what's makes her think he compare her with others, he just find her very much opposite of others, specially one person. her name he don't know her face he never seen, but he had heard her, she evoke something so strong in his and Brothers heart).
"I won't do it cause you're beyond compare"! It's just you remind me of someone"!
"Who"?
"A nameless faceless landless Girl "! blessed with angelic hands"! Sharp tounge loving heart"!
(There was deep anguish in his voice the way he said this, it was to hard for her to ignore, "was he in love with her"? Who was she"? How they met her"? Why he didn't get to know anything about her"? , But then Who she's kidding, even she met many people in life, she know nothing about, yet they become unforgettable part of her past memory. But she focused on him, the way he spoke about her sound respectful he admired her, or maybe he loved her. Nameless, faceless, landless yet she's part of his past life. Whatever it was, it didn't settle well with her).
"You're ignoring me from the time I kissed you"! Now you're trying to escape again"! Why"?
"Don't you know the answer yourself"?
"You know who you are"? Who I am"? What we are"? What relation we share"? What importance it's held in the eye of world"?
"Why it's have to be about our identity our position and others"? Doesn't my emotion held any importance"?
"They do it's one of main reason"! even being in most intimate situation"! I ain't doing anything at all"! Or else imagine yourself"! About the consequence of effect you possess by your beauty"!
(Her face turn red by shyness, his way of making her embarassed like no other, he do things which no one can even think of doing with her. How easily he's making her forget about their situation right at moment. It's ease her a bit, but it's embarassed her allot. She look up at him but found him staring at her already the intensity the passion his eyes held when he stare at her is hard for to match up even by her gaze, that she always find herself looking down or elsewhere).
"One kiss made you ignore me"! I wonder what you will do if I do this"!
(Before she could comprehend the meaning of his words, she felt Jalal's breath on her bare and wet left shoulder. She had earlier shifted all her hair to one her side, as a result leaving a large part of her left shoulder and neck exposed. Because of pull at first the exposed part was pretty much wet, hence his hot manly breaths over it work like cool breeze and evoking seducing sensation on her body . She took a sharp in take of breath. For the first time, her head and heart were agreeing on the same thing. In the moment, she just closed her eyes and went with the flow. Whereas Jalal for the first time really got happy to see her willing reaction. Her eyes were closed and face was calm. Head was lower towards his way, He stare at her then sat up on the edge of slab opposite to her, still having his one hand around her neck, other holding her hand into his. Feeling lack of warmth Jodha wanted to open her eyes but sensing strong gaze on herself she didn't dare to open them. Afraid to see unmatchable emotion in them).
"It's mean love, obsession or something else in the eye of world"! But I Cannot tolerate The eyes of others on you nor your eyes on other's", your name on the lips of others" nor other's name on your lips, your thoughts in the mind of others" nor others thoughts in your mind, either than me my name my thoughts. I cannot tolerate it"! Cause if it's happened then"! Then there'll be catastrophe before a catastrophe"!
(This was scary Jodha immidately opened her eyes and look at Jalal, if his words sound scary then his eyes his look pertified her. What's that "? what he mean by all this"? He have many in his life"! Then why he said this to her"! The craze in his eyes when he said this was bone chilling for her. She glance at him gulping a bit she try to say something but he lean forward, their forehead touched then she heard his husky deep voice again).
"I cannot tolerate a Physical emotional Distance between us , even if it's created by you"! I cannot tolerate it"! Your arrival in my life is boon of God, Your departure from my life will be my doom"! I won't let it happen Even if it's desired by you"! You're empress of Talent's and You're mine Jodha only mine"!
marry Christmas to all of you 
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