Originally posted by: _Runa_
He is confused about his feelings not mind. He should be happy but he isn't.
I see it like this. He thinks that he knows what he is doing. But deep inside he knows that he is doing wrong. He feels it. He says that he hates Preeta but he doesn't really. And he is trying to convince not only others but himself too. He repeats again and again: "I hate her" because he can't do it. And it bothers him very much. He cried today when Rakhi came to his room. He feels that what is going on is not right. And he feels that he has lost a lot.
Well, technically he knows what to do. He said it very clear in today's episode: 'I want her to be connected with me but not being with me. That is her punishment". But he is confused because he doesn't feel like he won. He did what he wanted to and still is not happy. And he is angry as well.
If he really knew what to do then he would never come back to drop Preeta home in yesterday's episode. He left her in the middle of the road at the wedding night and then yesterday he came back to drop her home. I am sure if his mind and feelings were steady he would never do it. He would leave her again.
He is impulsive, immature and spoiled "kid" but he is not a bad human being. I want him to pay for what he has done (he should learn a lesson) and still I pity him too. His mistake will cost him a lot.
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