Originally posted by: asmaanixx
I've been there Jean, but with Babita. I had a break down twice in the past two months because of how brutally they ruined her. I didn't recognize it at first though. It's only now that all this has come to front that I realized that's what happened.
It's not even a betrayal at this point. They baited us, fcked with us and then threw us away like we were nothing. That's the level of dirty I feel when it comes to the CVs.
Whatever we've been getting post marriage is just... horrendous. And no matter how great the writing may be now, it doesn't make up for all the shit they put us through.
I may be happy with whatever lollipops they throw at us right now, but what else do you expect? We're not going to get anything meaningful from them so I might as well take all these and give my own meaning to them. Besides, Hanita have officially been put on implied mode by the CVs but for me they're not.
They mean so much to me because they represent hope. Hope to dare to dream again. Hope to fall in love again. Hope to strive hard to make a better future for oneself. Hope to even have hope.
And if that makes me a fool, then I'm the biggest fool of them all.
I won't stand it if someone tries to ridicule or belittle the feelings that I have for Hanita. It's not my fcking fault that Hanita got fcked over by the writers. PH may abandon them all they want but I won't.
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