Akdha Dark ff Game of Destiny chapter 43 on page 136 - Page 17

Chapter 15

(Silence prevailed in court once again, even slight breath of people could heard clearly knowing well no point formed by Amer side will lead any success cause of promise made, Jodha glance around and spoke in firm tone).

"Thrice we were left disappointed by Mughal Empire"! thus it's get hard to go on with alliance"! But we Rajputs are known for keeping promises "! we will abide by it this time as well"!

(Avantika frown grew widen she never expected this by her sister not only she accepted the alliance but she is taunting the Mughal in presence of Mughal emperor itself. She didn't knew she should praise her sister for her daring act or drag her to room and ask her intention behind acceptance for alliance. Even Jalal was sure something cooking in her little evil brain the witch will leave no chance to escape or make him get headache. Yet he made no move to show his desperation to figure out her intention behind so called acceptance towards alliance).

"As the alliance was made while keeping well fare of everyone in mind ", it was definitely not unconditional either If i am permitted then may I put forward my two simple condition"? before we go ahead with alliance"!

(Jalal try to glance at her to get look of her alas with her thick white silk color cloth veil, leave no chance for him to get any success even she was looking at her sister which made it impossible to even read her eyes to figure out exact purpose of being so sugar coated at moment. While Avantika knowing well there no use of declining her sister nodded she had no choice thrice Amer faced war another war ,they won't able to survive for well fare of her subject she need to abide by so called alliance).

"Thank you your highness I am greatful to you for being allow to put forward my condition"!

(Jodha stood from her seat and yet didn't step forward. And glance back at Jalal with unreadable look on eyes. She didn't wish for him to even get any clue about real intention behind her forwarded condition).

"Your Majesty the two condition I wish to put forward are for you to fulfil", as only you have authority to fulfil them"! before I proceed with them will like to clarify I don't mean to offend you or your religious beliefs"!

(Jalal was no damn unsure and he'll curious to know her condition. What she will ask for she is creating suspense as if at end she is going to ask for his head. well it's sound absured to his own mind forget about her asking this, well she is blood thirsty maybe she may ask him to behead Sharif Adham for attacking. No even that sound so unlike her. Knowing he can't predict on his own he spoke for the first time after formal greeting with Amer Queen).

"Go on Princess feel free to speak whatever you wish"!

"I am honored your Majesty so with your permission ", I request you to grant me right of practicing the rituals of my religions freely after marriage cause I don't wish to convert my religion"!

(Jalal got up from place he was sat on his grip on sword got tighten. Jodha was already standing yet it hardly effect her how he reacted her eyes were still unreadable. And her face was well hidden by veil so he didn't get to see her expression at moment he so wish to see it. Jodha after speaking out her first condition got quite realising his sudden action made everyone unsure he wish to listen another or not he spoke).

"Go on you mentioned you have two condition for accepting the alliance", it's been only one"! What's your other condition"!

"I would like you to grant me permission to carry the idol of my deity along with me I even wish to build a place of worship in the woman-quarter where I will dwell after the marriage"! That's all your majesty I will be forever be greatful to you for accepting my these two conditions they mean to much for me"!

(Jalal sat back on couch then spoke looking at Avantika in firm calm persona he was sure what he had to do he will give her peace for now and snatch it later on let her celebrate for while he will make her mourn for long).

"Your Conditions are very big but not so big that Mughal emperor cannot fulfill them"! Hence I respect your Condition and Accept the whole Heartedly"!

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" हर साँस हर आह वो हमारी मर्ज़ी से लेगी " !

" हर लब्ज़ हर हर्फ़ हमारा हक़ होगा "!

" उसके ख्याल और ख्वाब हम तय करेंगे "!

" उसके जिस्म का हर ज़र्रा हमारा होगा "!

" जोधा अब सिर्फ और सिर्फ हमारी मिल्कियत है "!

"Every breath, every Sigh, she will take on my will"!

"Every word, every emotion will be my right"!

"I will decide her thoughts and dreams"!

"Every means of her body will be mine"!

"Jodha is now and only my Possession"!

(It was oath taken by him what he will turn her life into, It was more like death warrant, of her dreams her belief her hopes her wishes. The fear of defeat in war the seem meaningless as soon she heard each line of letter sent by him for her. Furry of helplessness humiliation of defeat drove her to Insanity she got up from bed , walked towards the maid snatch the letter and glare furiously at content written on letter. Then without wasting another glance at letter she tore it into uncountable pieces, shaking in anger as if she will kill everyone at moment).

"Treat your defeat as nothing before enemy ", And celebrate even little victory like you won the world"!

(This was what going on and on in her mind when she was at court. Nothing was in favour of her nor she had support like she once had from her people, niether she had confidence on her decision. She really wanted to yell, "no I won't marry '! but she knew thing will happen which favour towards peace. And even though none favour the relation between Rajput and Mughal , she knew the way for peace go through by path of treatyof martial alliance. Hence she need to be sacrificial pawn in game of politics she didn't missed the smirk forming on his face she so wanted to wiped it of but she knew consequence and her limits so she did nothing there. But now in her room she was free to let out her frustration alas here to restriction were on. Now recalling the same quotes again she started laughing her laughter echo in entire room her maid got confused curious and concern for her few seconds back she was to much angered to even mess up with and now she is laughing like she heard most humourous joke of Universe).

"Jodha you ok"!

(Ask Avantika who step in her room and seeing her laughing hysterically she got worried stepping closer to her sister she ask her in concern motioning the maids to leave them alone she turn her attention back on her sister. To which Jodha ask back).

"Do you remember Father lesson to us on most powerful stretegy to defeat Your enemy"!

"Yes I do "!

"Can you believe it our most dreadful enemy used the very stretegy on us "! While we become victims of each strike of our enemy"!

"I don't understand "! What you mean by this which enemy how he implied all stretegy at once on us solely"!

"Well let me elobrate didn't he often told us"? "IF your enemy is secure at all points, be prepared for him'!. "If his Forces are united separate them, sovereign and subject are in accord put division between them ,Attack him where he is unprepared appear where you aren't expected"! If your opponent is temperamental, seek to irritate him. Pretend to be weak, that he may grow arrogant"! If he is taking ease don't let him rest"!

(Avantika nodded she was sure even she knew all these lessons but she was unsure what's going to come by her sister. Jodha didn't wasted more time and spoke further looking at the portrait of Her father she spoke).

"We failed we failed to fathom our enemy strength, we were unprepared from starter, he divided our force sovergain which was our strength your highness"! Trust support which we had earn from long was shaken by his one action against us"! We were ready to face him on Warfield ", yet he attacked diplomatically on place which I least thought of at crucial time of war"! I expected his arrival at war field he arrived at court of palace"! He pretend to be weak his army pretended the same by making no move from past two week"! Making me turn arrogant and over confident he knew I am emotional think by heart it's got me even temperamental thus he is irritating me by sending letter as such"! Robbing me of from left over sanity snatching my peace forget about letting me rest"!

(Jodha fell on her bed after speaking what's in her heart even though she wasn't crying but she was shaking badly there were no tears in her eyes yet her eyes held pain. She was miserable her shaking body swollen eyes which tell tale of them having sleepless night's. Avantika sat on bed making Jodha put her head on her lap like before Avantika started caressing her head softly making her body get calm and within few minutes Jodha harsh breath got mellowed. She was looking up at Avantika without word with lots of emotion).

"You know Jodha in game of chess Pawn are known to be weak pieces, that's why they're into sacrificial front row"! But you know what if we use pawn carefully at end they become most powerful weapon to strike"!

(Sensing Jodha confusion what's chess and it's pieces have to do with her present circumstances right now. Avantika smiled and patted her head making her sat up on bed and spoke further taking her hand on her own).

"cause they kept moving forward and triumphed against impossible odds, they become the most powerful piece in the game. Never forget that, all right? Never forget the potential one solitary pawn has to change the entire game"!

(Both sisters heard another voice their attention got on the entrance of Room seeing queen Mother the Dowgar Queen Mainawati stepping in her room. Both of them got up from bed and walked towards her before they could bend to touch her feet she stop them by keeping hands on Their cheek)

"You think you're pawn at moment Jodha a weak one that's why you're put on front to sacrificed but the truth is differ from your thinking"!

(Jodha didn't said anything but she nodded nonethless she had no choice anyway. What she can say that you are wrong on outting so much faith on me when I am on my most breaking point. Or she should lash on them how can they use her just to strike on enemy. She was unsure but certain on one thing her good time of life is over. While the ahead life is full of throne obliviously it's going to be painful. Like walking on two side sharp edge swords. But royal by birth courages by heart strong by mind she was ready to face it. She was confident she can live upto the way of true Rajput Lioness. By giving him taste of hell if he think a bond Sacared relation as Marriage can bound her to limit and make her his possession which he can toyed up with then she will prove him wrong like no other she vowed to herself).

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What how is it even possible "? How she can agree to such alliance" ?

(Ask Sujamal in stunned tone he fail to comprehend how his sister can agree to such absured alliance. He was sure Avantika can but even the information it was Jodha who did at end shake the earth beneath his feet. Like him even his own men didn't get to understand much how she can agree to it, she was captive of him and now she is trying to get in his prisoner willingly for lifetime with no escape).

Before entire court she did but by outing two conditions forward"!

And what were her conditions "?

(A lost cool started coming back slowly by condition he was sure she must have forwarded condition which isn't easy to fulfill but is there anything being emperor he can't Fulfill yet he couldn't help curiousity and ask about condition. Which was answer within few seconds).

She won't convert in Other religion she will like to practice like here religion freely even after marriage"! And second she will be having Her idol of Diety along with and wish to have temple build for it"!

He agreed "! Tell me he denied "!

No your majesty he agreed"!

(So not only Amer he lost his cousin sister as well. That to at hand of most dreadful enemy Mughal alas he was to blamed as well not entirely cause he didn't helped Amer enemy but he didn't helped Amer either when they were in need. Nor he had any right to object nor choice to act on against the Alliance made between both parties. So he listening the informer word just nodded and dismissed him).

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"She tear the letter then laugh whole heartedly"!

(Playing with sharp edge of Dagger Jalal was listening about Jodha reaction to his Letter. He had an amused smirk first then confused when he heard she laugh in last he ended up laughing as well. After what she said in court he didn't even wish her to get little comfort of her wishes being accepted. He knew for sake of promise and courage of her own she accepted the alliance but he wanted her to be aware what she is stepping at by going foward with alliance. He wanted her to know he didn't foeget what had hapoen between both, this such a letter he sent to her which made her aware how will treat her like it's not unknown the kings are ought to be extremely possessive for one they have rights on or owned. But he is well aware how much she relish freedom of living as her she wish as she dream it like to. It will be huge blow for freedom lover person to be controlled by other in every way and it will get more painful knowing the person herself give in knowing well the outcome of it. But soon his laughter ended when he heard Mirza words).

"Jalal you're playing with fire you should know by now"!

(Spoke Mirza when he get lone time with Jalal in his room. He was sure the letter he sent the princess must be tremendous cause they all get to know she tore them in pieces. While Jalal who heard what happen with his letter just chuckle and acted as if he won the war).

"I never decline Mirza"! I knew she is fire from starter"!

"You never admitted either doesn't matter you know or not"! Why you're doing this "!

(Jalal glare at Mirza he was being mood killer for him after all once he start there no stop on way or him. What's he have to do with him doing anything with her. For second he misinterpreted his concern as his fondness for her. Thus he ask in annoyance).

"What's up with your attitude nowdays "!

(Ask Jalal failing to understand why his brother seem so into his action against Jodha. He just sent a damn letter to his would be wife, what's wrong in that. Yes the content of letter might not be to acceptable, he read the letter himself to get so thoughtful. Even if he read then to it's no big deal cause he was clear he want her for vengeance. He want to teach her lesson for humiliation he went through. Mirza said nothing but before he could say anything a soldier arrived in room).

"Your majesty arrangements for our departure are done"!

(after court meeting he planned to leave from Amer palace. For Ajmer Sharif to seek blessings and meet his mother Who arrived there. Even he had invitation from King of Bundi for his son naming ceremony ,even though he didn't wish to visit such ceremony but it was important for him to not only accept the invitation. But out of courtesy visit their as well cause he get information by his spies Abul Mali is planning to be there as well. Knowing it will at least take two week and the marriage date is set after two week he was eager to get done with task as such. Mirza who heard this walked out of room without word. Making Jalal sigh he look at the soldier and spoke. Taking glass full of Wine).

"I will be leaving in sometime till then make sure everything done as per my liking"!

(Soldier nodded and walked out of room. While Jalal take of the Crown and walked towards the Forged Window and glance outside he took a sip of wine and look out side downward. When his gaze fell on Jodha Clad in Sleeveless yellow silk Choli which had very light golden worked on, while full length heavy worked done by silver golden thread ghagra and light worked done on border odhni on head which she wore by Tucking a corner inside Ghagra middle part of it was rested on chest and the end part was draped on each part of her shoulder above the head gracefully same color as her dress there was veil on her face , From head to toe she was adorned in Kundan golden heavy Jewellery studed with jewel. Either Maang-Tikka Earrings , Rani-Haar , arm-let , bracelet , finger-ring , waist-chain , anklet. Everything looked graceful on her he was yet to forget the Warrior look of her and now her Graceful Princess Form. Even though he doesn't wish to think much but she occupied most of his thoughts presently. She was walking across the garden on East part which led to Grand Royal function hall room. His gaze didn't alter from her until she disappeared in hall room followed by group of Maid's. He decided it's time even he leave hence wearing his Crown. Taking his Sword checking himself last time in mirror. Finding his dagger not on waist band he glance around and saw it on bed. He walked there took it and walked out of room on his way soldiers greet him by nod which he didn't care to pay heed he was walking towards entrance of Guest royal Palace glancing around when group of five Little Girls around age of 5 to 9 come to him they all were clad in royal Ghagra Choli and had very light worked Jewellery on yet they were tucked from head to toe very gracefully. They come before him and started laughing he got amused and bend to their level. And heard one girl words who seem to be the only one big in the group).

"We heard you're fearless fine warrior and witty powerful Emperor"!

"Is that so then it's might be true but none can believe on it unless they test me'!

"That's why we're here to test you"! Hence you had to come with us"!

(Jalal had hard time controlling his laughter. But he said nothing just nodded in understanding then got up and about to walk with girls when his security team Troop started walking with him as well. Which made the girls stop and eventually halted his step as well).

"We come before you without Soldier that's show we're fearless and you"!

(Jalal glance around and saw many of soldiers were guarding the little Princess , from nearby but they weren't before him with them. Mean they were giving sense of freedom to royal kids in palace but by their words Jalal look back and motion the guards to stop tailing behind him).

"If your opponent have Power of unity"! then you need to wary of them little Princess "! Cause with unity even many powerful opponent can be defeated"!

(The girls nodded and didn't said anything further listening his words soon enough, they reach another part of Palace which was more like arena made for Royal Kids training in weapon. He just stepped in the arena when he felt cold metal on his neck by behind. This happen so sudden that he didn't even get chance to get his other hand on sword to get it out from its Sheath).

"First trait of warrior are always stay alert you failed "!

(The Voice was more like boy voice, and even though he didn't get to look at it, he was sure he might be around age of 10. Jalal after seconds of silence spoke playing manipulation game).

"I heard Tale of Rajput's bravery and way to fight fairly"! hence striking by back ", seem so unlike any Rajput warrior"!

(Soon enough the Sword was down from his neck making him get his sword out and swing it on back below the shoulder getting it directly on front of Opponent chest. He turn behind and saw A Boy as he expected around age 10 but had hight of 18 year old teen. clad in Dark Brown color Long Angrakha and Pajama a saffron Color waist cloth was tucked around his waist where dagger was tucked each side. holding naked sword in right hand Wearing Saffron Color Turban on head. Looked no less then teen warrior he was sure He is one of Royal as well alas every people in Amer seem to have such aura authority that they seem no less then royal. From queen to princess to maids to common folk women all always tucked in jewellery and Ghaghra Choli. But according to standard there dress and Jewelry seem to minimal worked on or heavy or no work at all. But can't say the same about Men as from King to Prince to Servants to Soldiers to Common Men folk all seem to dress in same manner but their Turban on head shoe and Jewelry set their standard apart. Mostly everyone roam here and there in one two people group the bigger the post the number of people in group will be more. Common folk may use Camel so Soldier use Horse and royal use Elephant but Prince the most lower standard people may use Bullock cart. Even the meal which seem to really put Jalal if cause of how spicy it's always been).

"The warriors skill Doesn't work so you played game of Manipulation"!

"Thus it's may proved I am indeed witty emperor"!

(The boy nodded and strike on him by swinging his sword back on Jalal making him step back as he didn't expected this at least not when his own sword is on chest of opponent. Alas he seem to forget often Rajput doesn't care about their own life. The boy was attacking him effortlessly making him step back by his each strike. Nor he seem very aggressive neither he is being to defensive he was striking on him lightning speed. Jalal to was paying not much effort on attack either he was just being defensive and time to striking back whenever he thought he get chance. Which happened very rarely cause unlike him The Boy seem to perdict his every strike beforehand but he after 45 minutes of fight started attacking on His weak point that was strike by left. Hence within next five minutes Jalal made the boy fell back on Ground but unlike others when they fell they seem to lost the hold on Sword he didn't he was still gripping over sword. Jalal was impressed by The Boy sword fight and saw the potential of becoming good Warrior in future).

"First time i had my opponent on ground without being aware of his name"!

(Jalal forward his hand to help him up but the Boy git up on his own without his help making Jalal amused he could see the attitude in him well the chap deserve to have attitude as even being such young age he get to fight him 50 minutes without getting scratch. The boy was about to say something when a soldier step in Arena).

"Forgive me for interption gretting your majesty and my Lord , I am here with her Highness massage for you Your Grace, Her highness wish to meet you at Lord Krishna temple"!

"I will be there in sometime "!

(The Soldier bowed and walked out of Arena Jalal look at the Boy who look back at him and spoke firmly. Looking straight at Jalal in confidence and some unknown determination which seem challenging to Jalal. He didn't had to wait for long when he got another challenge).

"You proven how fine warrior you are but after being introduced anyone can know others", hence prove your intelligence of emperor by figuring out my name on own"!

(Saying this he walked out from Arena with group of girls who were smiling at him. Jalal smiled back at them and walked out of Arena as well when his security troop come to him in concern but seeing him all fine they sigh inwardly and started heading out of palace to leave when on way he saw her again but this time alone walking towards pool area. She was still clad in same dress but this time instead of golden Kundan heavy worked Jewellery she was adorned by Flower Jewellary in same manner as Her Royal Kundan heavy worked gold Jewelry He motion the guards to stop and walked towards her while she unknowns to him walking near her was lost in her own thoughts walked ahead. Reaching near her spoke in husky low tone making her look at him she was surprised to see him and immediately got self-conscious but then realise she isn't exposed to him in any manner)

"So brave for a Little doe"! To accept everything even knowing the consequence"!

"I ain't little Doe"! And soon enough you will know"!

"You are what I tell you cause you're mine my prize my possession ", if I ain't wrong you got the letter didn't you"?

(Jodha looked at him it took her more then five hours to forget or At least try to immune to the letter and the content of letter. And here once again he reminded her of it her stomach tighten at his words if not that then the way he voice out shown how deadly serious he is about what he mention in letter. She look sideways cause in a way he was right not yet then after two week he will definitely own her as his legally wedded wife and she will have none to complain or reason to fight for. Cause there is hardly anything for which a women can say no to her husband no matter how right she might be in denying. Lucky are those whose husband may understand the consent and worked accord to their wife wishes but that's are rarely found specially in royal household where the consumption are more for getting Hire for empire then love. He didn't like her looking as sideways it's immediately angered him hence he ended grasping her veil chin and turn her to look at himself. Somehow his grip hurted her and he read it in her eyes not by words she did seem to speak he is hurting her which made him spoke in icy bike chilling tone).

"NO BODY IGNORE ME AND I WON'T HAVE IT WITH YOU"!

(Jodha lost her paitence shoving his hand away roughly she run past him, without wasting second she knew she can no longer stand him before her anymore she need to work hard to not turn insane by his Sinful actions they're not even married yet and yet he dare to touch her even having Veil on she could felt the icy finger touch on her soft skin everything about him made her stomach churn in fear and disgust).

"Oh lord What I had done"? to deserve this what"! Why it's happening with me"?

(Jalal wanted then he could stopped her from running away from him but he didn't he decided he had enough fun at her expense thus he chuckled and walked away from Palace where he was bid farewell by Royal Adviser and Dowgar Queen Mainawati with his troop of Royal Adviser friends and Step brother).

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Chapter 16

Agra Fort

(Unlike other royal household Agra was diffrent in one way here no care no respect even if we do good it have to be beneficial or else forget it. Rukaiya who was Jalal cousin was engaged with him when she was at age 9 and he 11 alas the way things change for empire he get no time nor the elders to make a ceremony of marriage thus it's stretch far and far for to long. When he was oriented as Emperor he made no delay in fulfilling his father and Uncle last wish and with presence of His Aunt Queen Gulbadan and Mother Queen Hamida he married her. She didn't love him like she should as women but she was more like trained to Love him as wife from the time she was engaged to him. None ask consent when it's happen she wasn't much aware of what this relation mean. But with time she understood the depth alas more then womanly desire materialistic thing and power of throne intrigued her. And being cousin come first wife chief Queen Incharge of Royal household of Agra she was to busy to pay much heed to Jalal action of naryying other thus one of main reason she didn't object when he married Salima got many women as his mistress cause it was invitable and expected from him being emperor).

Your highness you don't seem bother about his majesty marrying Hindu"! I heard a new palace is build for her and before His majesty arrival it will be ready for use"!

(Like in Rajput royal household the royal lades princess have female soldier to protect and maid"s to tend their need in Mughal Household the queen and Princess have one third gender people for security and spy even tend to need with group of maid they're more likely to be head of maid group so being Queen Rukaiya had one head Third gender named Hoshiyar Khan one of her trustworthy attender ask her in firm tone preparing Wine for her while she was playing chess with Queen Salima. While the building of new place was no big deal either as one of main Royal legally wedded wife Salima Rukaiya herself had diffrent palace Quarter which solely belong to them so it was build for Jodha as well but after her condition being accepted it was designed as her culture it was half ready while half is yet to get done).

As Emperor he ought to make alliance with other states ", even marriage one what's in that to be bother about"?

(Listening this Queen Salima took the glass of wine from maid present there and took a sip. Queen Salima was window of Bairam Khan and had son Name Rahim who is just mere 5 year old. Even she was Jalal cousin and was married to Bairam at late emperor wish. But when he died Jalal married her to provide her security but get support of Bairam Khan follower. Witty by brain kind by heart. Unlike Rukaiya she was more into literature and gun shoot and wine then smoking Hukka, archery and Politics She didn't agreed to Rykaiya word entirely hence spoke firmly in gentle tone but one thing both women like to do was playing chess together being cousin and wife of same men they share good bond of respect).

She is Hindu royal blood hot headed I heard she is even well skilled in war and politics"! That's definitely something to bother about what if she become threat to your position"!

(Hearing Salima words Rukaiya become thoughtful for while then smirk and take a puff from hukka Pipe, and move her Pawn in chess. With smile on face spoke in gentle tone looking straight at Queen Salima in confident and determine look).

Step of marrying Hindu will displease many Noble in Court", thus it may never get to threat for my position"!

(Salima smiled at the reply she got it there is nothing to wary of Rajput Princess come would Be Mughal Queen cause Rukaiya know how to take care of things she own or have right on. While In Rukaiya eyes a women however beautiful or smart she can't wrap a men in her finger for long unless she own heart of men or bore kid for him. In Her knowledge Jalal does possess the heart but it can't rule by anyone even if it did it's can't control him for long. And she would make the would be Mughal Queen never bore him Kid).

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Marriage Day

( Two set of Marriage place were set one where the the Marriage will take place according to Hindu Ceremony in Rajput Royal culture. other Where Marriage will take place According to Muslim ceremony in Mughal Royal culture. Thus with little time arrangments everything was set up at place of Sambhar. Keeping Jalal tight Schedule and importance of heading back to Agra in mind the Rajput agreed to make arrangements of marriage there so the two week time was well utilizes. The set up was more like artificial palace but from decoration to food to venue and guest we're well taken care infact the security was top most priority for both sides for each other).

They did good job in arrangements"!

(Thought Jalal inwardly looking at every little to big deatail of arrangements. He was clad in Royal Blue Color Full sleeved heavily worked on golden silvery thread Robe. Over Blue Color Full sleeved Jama which had light worked on and pale light brown color waist cloth was tied around his waist, which had pearl made waist Chain on . He had wore pearl made arm let on both arm, and Holy Tabeez on right Arm which was tied by His Wet nurse come respected more then his Mother his Badi Ammi. He had few big while few small pearl necklace as well , His fingers were full of ring While on head like any Emperor he was having silk cloth turban on head which was sequined decorated feather his turban had precious gems studded on)

So all ready for claiming victory Prize "!

(Clad in Orange Color heavy worked done by golden and silvery thread jewels studded on Ghagra short yet good thick fabric heavy worked Choli. Same color as Dress a small thick veil on face while her head was Having Ghoonghat by Odhni. Not only this she had was more adorened by jewellery they were heavier and very much worked on she wants entirely adorned by 12 pieces of jweallary Boria (Hair Pin), Rakhdi (Head-gear) , Kundan Bhutti (earrings), baju band (arm-let), Chooda (wrist-let, Bracelet) chudiyan (bangles) Hath-phool, anghoti (finger-ring), Rani-Haar Choker (neck-less) , Kamar-Band (waist-band), Payal (Anklet). And soon after marriage she will have to wear another three piece known as Nathni (Nose-ring) Mangal Sutra, Bichhuye (Toe-ring). Jodha Arrived in Mandap , before Mandap there was set up build for Garland exchange. Jalal who was sitting on couch didn't get to look elsewhere as soon she arrived. He eyed her from head to toe from dress to jewellery to exposed hands to eyes all were under his intense gaze. She come and made to sat opposite to him and stand besides her noticing her heavy henna filled hands he smirk. The Priest chanted Some Mantra ask someone elder from groom side to come and perform the Aarti of bride Jalal for seconds felt bit emotional but then in low tone spoke. That he lost his father even mentor so the only father figure like person in life left is Shams Ud-Din Adhgha Khan if he allow then he can perform by their side. To which Priest Nodded. Hence the ritual of Aarti of Bride done by Adhgha Khan. Then his wife step forward and tied. A Tabeez on Jodha arm to protect her from evil. Few gifts were presented by each side to groom and bride which they accepted by touching it and slight nod after offering the blessing and gift to them the couple got up and step forward to each other to exchange the Garland. Without glancing at him yet facing him directly she made him wore the garland. He did but as well but he left no chance to eye her up. Both then walked towards mandap and sat besides each other. First time no elder male present in royal household of Amer did made them feel miserable alas at Nick of Time Sujamal arrived there seeing him Jodha wanted to get up but she didn't he step forwards towards Mandap with his wife. And after formal greetings stand besides Dowgar Queen and Avantika).

I never expected you to arrive here"!

Don't get happy I still hate you and I will take over Amer from you it's my right'! And even I didn't expected you will get her married to him"!

(Avantika didn't said anything just look towards the to be couplem Sitting besides her on Mandap Jalal so wanted to see her face bare to him to see each emotion on her face as they proceed with Marriage ceremony alas it wasn't possible. Thus he paid attention to holy fire lit before. And Priest mantra which he was chanting even though he understands nothing yet he paid attention as if he understanding everything. Soon the time of Kanyadaan arrived Sujamal not wishing to have her cousin sister feel bad even for once this time step forward to do the Ritual of Kanyadaan picking her shivering right palm he placed it on his and blessed the union. As her slender finger hover over his large hand she try to drew it back but he held it tightly soon enough it was over yet Jalal didn't let her hand free, infact he clasp them by both of his hand. Enjoying her discomfort to the core but then after minute he release them. Little bit more time passed with Priest chanted Mantra when Avantika step forward and took the corner of Jodha Odhni and held the Cloth corner which was made to put on Jalal shoulder by each side and tied both corner together ( Gath-Bandhan. Then the Priest Ask to apply Sindoor For completion of that Avantika get her Odhni down and Rakhdi (Head-gear) from head a bit making Jalal get easy access to apply Sindoor on her and went back on place while he fill her hair Partition seven times and set her Odhni back on forehead after setting the (Head-gear) carefully on place however at time of setting the Odhni on head he saw her wiping the thin line of water which rolled down on her cheek by right eye which for fraction of seconds didn't settled well with him. Alas he chided the emotion and turn his attention back on Priest).

Now both of you get up for Phera's seven Vow of Ceremony '!

(Jalal got up quickly while Jodha took little bit time seeing bit difficulty he forwarded his palm to help her getting up. But she didn't took it and got up on own. Both of them started taking round of Holy fire. While rest of people present there started showering flower petal on couple)

By First round first Vow Both promise that together they will be responsible for providing nourishment wellfare and happiness to each other and kids they will share each other responsibilities as well"!

By Second Round second Vow They both promise that they will remain loyal and faithful to each other strongly support each other in thick thin throughout life and endure everything with courage"!

By Third Round third Vow: They both promise they both will work hard in relation providing wealth and Prosperity and maintaining the resources and devote love to each other throughout the life"!

By fourth Round fourth Vow: they both promise to understand each other consent and respect other decision and religious commitment keeping other happiness before their own"!

By Fifth Round Fifth Vow: They promise to each other to share their happiness and sorrows with great understanding and care. They together pray to God to bless them with healthy children and they both will strive to nurture their children with enriching values and generous lifestyle.

By Sixth Round sixth Vow: They both promise to love and respect each other and stand together in times of joy and grief. They together pray to seek the blessings of God to bestow them with healthy and long life filled with joy, peace and prosperity so that they can carry their duties and responsibilities towards each other.

By Seventh Round seventh Vow They both promise that through this ritual of Sacred Seven Vows, they have become husband and wife uniting their soul. They are united with a divine thread of togetherness and they will love each other and be there for each other till eternity.

(She always valued the Sacared relation as such while promise were her top most priority, ironically today she herself made mockery of them the vows taken by keeping the holy fire as witness of their holy Bond mean so much to her marriage is always dream of girls in last after all they're trained for it from childhood. And she being royal by blood had always been the one to face server restrictions but today she married to one who Vow to torment her each moment of her life and she is forced to endure everything even by the vow she took. What a irony how can fate be this cruel to her. Her paitence was wearing off yet she dare to do anything recklessly. Soon enough the Hindu Ceremony of marriage was Over Jodha had to go back to her tent for little refreshments and break. It wasn't easy at all the entire day ritual were taking toll on her mentally, physically, emotionally. Not to forget The mere knowledge of getting married to him and facing miserable life with him was having her worry).

Jodha don't worry remember we are sending your best hand- maiden attender with you"! They will ensure to take care of you in ever expect"!

(Spoke Avantika who was sense her sister fear and try to ease her ,by letting her aware that her favourite maid come friends will be going with her. Alas she didn't knew what Jodha knew is there is nothing she need to be worry for in pertex of Any Materialistic thing or any other wish but she is worry cause of unknown yet very much invitable action by him as husband. They can protect her from other harm even he himself will made sure to provide her security what they can't protect her from is solely him he will be the one tormenting her. He hate her despise her thus he will made sure to drive her insane torment her for every breath she take. Avantika was telling how he she need to act on The time of Mughal ceremony or what she had to say but nothing get in her head. She even denied to drink anything just waited to get call for Mughal marriage ceremony more likely hoping against hope that she die so she doesn't have to endure more pain she already did alas it didn't happen as she thought . While Jalal who was in mood of celebration was relishing the taste of Wine with his step brother. At the set up of Mughal Marriage ceremony the vast grand well designed in style of Mughal taste sitting gracefully on Couch he was waiting for her to arrive. There was two couch set parallel opposite to each other and between them a forged Transparent thick Curtain was drew on. Both side Muslim Scholars were standing to start the ceremony they. Soon enough after little break Jodha Arrived with her sister and hand Maiden received by her widowed Sister in law and Mother. She was made to sit at mid of couch at one side opposite to Jalal. Even though after Sujamal arrival they had one male by their side it wasn't valid for Nikaah cause the person had to be Muslim. The Imam then recited a short sermon, following which, he talked to Jalal through the Holy terms and commitments of a marriage, including the Mahr - (the dowry promised to the bride) once the Imam got concent by Jalal in the presence of witness he approached towards Bride side. Jodha heard Imam word she look up he was asking her she accept or not. She felt her mouth dry she couldn't speak silence prevailed on place everyone were looking over Bride portion Avantika was about to shook Jodha but Imam motion by hand not to infact he himself ask again in loud tone).

"Do you give you consent to Marry Abul Fath Jalal Ud-Din Mohammed", son of "Mirza Nasir ud-din Baig Muhammad Khan Humayun"!

(Getting no reply from Jodha everyone get concern while Jalal grip on sword got tighten he was surely not ready to bear tantrum as such. Yet he maintain the calmness by being patient. When everyone heard Imam word again).

"Do you agree to marry him"? and where is your wali"? Or you want me to become your Wali"?

I err"!

(If he might asked once more Jodha might Brust out crying she got so overhlmed by everything happening. She look among her people to get guidance but found none she forget more likely she didn't heard a thing when Avantika was telling her. Taking deep breath she was about to speak when they heard a voice from groom side a men step towards women area. And spoke in firm calm compose tone).

"I am her Wali her Guardian"!

(Jodha look sideway and found Chugtai Khan friend of her father. He escape from Afghan attack and ended up before her Father King Bharmal tent when he was visiting Merta, as Rajput helping the one in needy thus he helped him knowing well he is Mughal. From that gesture of kindness by King had him greatful to him with life, even though he died long back and even they had no contact left with him yet here he was today helping her at most needy time if only rest of them were as greatful as he is then the most important and happy moments of every girl life right now won't been nightmare for her).

"Repeat After me Princess"!

(A slight nod by her side Chugtai Khan smiled and guide her how to respond to phrase. Clearing her throat once taking deep breath she replied in firm tone thrice. Making her heart courages by her inner reason for agreeing to marriage).

I do , For sake the lives on stake"!

I do , For the peace of Two Kingdom"!

I do, In a hope to survive every strike in life"!

( Her life become meaningless it was Ruined whereas Everyone broke into smile and bless the couple she was mourning inwardly over her defeat she didn't pay attention to anyone as soon Imaam announce the wedding over, but Jalal felt happy for minutes he thought she won't answer and one way or other the marriage will called off. But nothing as such happen making him smile in content of getting what he wanted. Everyone started congratulating the each other and newly wed couple. To which the Couple replied in own individual way. Soon enough small celebration Held for them they were made to attend at open Area. Before the celebration proceed it was time for couple to offer sweet to each other. A servant step forward with Bowl full (Rasgulla). With michivious glint Jalal took a piece and forwarded near her face. Jodha look down then with little hestitate move pull her veil down and open her mouth little to eat the offer sweet. Out of shyness and not to much fondness for sweet she eat as little she could. Making him smirk. Setting her veil back she took a piece as well and brought near his face without even looking at him. To tease her he first held her palm making her glance at him fraction of second then with smirk on face he pull the hand near his mouth and Gulp entire Rasgulla at once for second the look of fear flashed in her eyes as She thought he may bite her hand. While he relished the taste of it. A servent step forward to offer her water which she denied to drink).

"Does the truth of you married to me"! killed your thirst and hunger"?

(Jodha didn't reply back to him she had nothing to say cause he was right. As soon it was over everyone pray for them while the Celebration begin . All the while only side of Mughal seem to be in mood of celebration expect few. But Rajput side hardly had any genuine celebration sprit for The reunion of two individual Fate , Religion, Empire ,State , and family which break the wall of difference in own way. The little celebration didn't last long and as He planned they set to leave the very day for Agra. But it wasn't possible as ceremony lasted to long and the time celebration ended it was alright night. Thus the setup for newly wed couple night was set even having no interest in celebration Jodha didn't wanted it to end before sunrise at least so that they travel entire day and she get time to get her mind clear alas nothing happen as she wanted).

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Help me to get get rid of them"!

(Unsure they should go ahead with their princess order or advise her against it but then being loyal to her entire life they decided to proceed with her order hence they helped her took the Jewelry off and Hair braid open. She just let a diamond ring on her mid finger of both hand, golden black pearl necklace around her neck. Nothing else getting bit comfortable she dismiss the maids who walked out of Tent wishing her night praying for her well being, knowing well the Emperor may not like her to be in her own tent instead of one set up for both of them alas they could do nothing. looking at herself in mirror Jodha got up from mirror couch and saw curtain on Bed then couch present in tent. Knowing if he come and try to consumate she should abide by it alas her heart her mind her body wasn't ready for it. Glancing at her finger she was sure she rather die then let him touch her against her consent. He will understand if she say no "? No he won't even if he didn't he won't respect my consent"! The exhaustion of Entire day even was driving her crazy she sat on couch. Thinking about invitable unwanted happening praying in heart she laid on couch and rub her hand over her tempal to ease the headache which was getting on her).

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"You didn't seem to enjoyed the celebration much"!

(Drinking wine sitting in tent with Jalal, he had taken of the crown and Robe, Mirza Zaheer in firm low kind tone Abdul ask him he noticed a disinterest in Jalal when the celebration was going on he wanted to leave it yet he didn't thus he ask to know I'd there something bothersome making Jalal take a sip of wine without answering so behalf of Him little drunk Mirza spoke).

"Why he will enjoy other voice"! When he is intrigued by empress of voice"!

( Jalal look at Mirza in anger glaring at him in jealousy how he get to know when he didn't did he met her and talked with her even if he did how she will tell him what she expert in within few seconds lots of questions crossed in his brain. But it's noticed by Abdul who immidately come for Mirza aid and spoke behalf of him. Before he explode on his brother)..

"Well that's true we heard her highness have great voice"!

You got a priceless precious Gem"! Don't mistake it's worth as mere stone"! You got what other only can dream of valued it prove it why you earned it"!

(After having five glass of Wine Jalal himself was drunk highly but Mirza words annoyed him to no hell why his people seem to be so into making him think her as something so incridable gem of person and there are none like her did they forget what she did to him first she kicked him then attacked him by dagger even bite him escape from his captivity humiliated him. Shown no interest in him while marrying him before requesting for to put forward her condition she taunted him. What's she is a mere princess of little state which he rule now what she is no beauty maybe she is but he had seen more beautiful women then her. That's another case they're beauty with heart no brain or Beauty with brain no heart. She is Beauty with brain heart and innocence to like any other she have few talent which are known and who know how many talent she possess which are unknown to him. He was lost in thoughts when Aziz step in the tent).

Greeting your Majesty "! her highness caught security troop caught Two attacker one try to attack on her highness while other try to attack on you even though they're caught by them"! Their target were you and her highness this they handover the Attacker to us"!

(Jalal look up at Aziz then nodded he knew he is going to ask his permission to present the attacker before him. Thus he gesture by hand to present them Aziz who got the gesture motion the soldier to get them in. Within few minutes two Men clad in Mughal soldier uniform bleeding badly by head and hands even there feet were injured).

Your Majesty they're mute they can't speak this our every try to seek information who sent them failed"!

(Jalal look at Aziz his hand was already on his sword who push one men forward by sword and he fell Near Jalal feet curious to know he is the one try to kill his bride. He didn't had to wait for long to know as Aziz answer in calm tone).

"He poison the water which was offer to her Highness" fortunately she denied to drink the water or else"!..

(Aziz didn't even get to finish his words As Jalal strangled the throat of attacker without delay no he needn't to do anything to know who they're sent by for him it's enough to punish them that they come with intention to kill the one he is most possessive about. He felt himself getting stiff with thought of if to prove him wrong she drank the water then. He chided the the destructive negative thoughts).

"Take him away will deal with him later on"! Inform her I am expecting her here now"!

(Aziz Motion the soldiers to take away the dead body and attacker away while stepping out he called one maid and convey Emperor ordered to her. who nodded and formal greeting walked away to convey Jalal massage to Jodha time started passing yet there was no sign of Jodha, which Made Mirza spoke).

"I thought only you can make other's wait but now you got your match Jalal "!

"Paitence is always fruitful Mirza"!

That's Right anyway I shall take your leave"! will meet her highness later on"!

(mischievously he smiled at Jalal then Gulping another glass of wine he walked away with help of Zaheer. minutes passed and it's got half hour when the maid arrived back and formally greeting Jalal she answers him saying the Queen Denied to come as she isn't feeling well and she will like to rest at her own tent, first defying his order now the information she is residing in her own tent break his facade of paitence Dismissing the maids he walked out of tent. On way he was imgining the scenario he may find her at. She won't wait for me no matter what vow she took. She Must be sleept or maybe waiting but unlike newly wed bride she may welcome me with sword in hand who knows how my little doe will act. But unlike other day he was unsure about his own emotion and action as well did he want to consumate without her will. When he ever cared about women willingness when he was prince he got plenty of time to be with women wherever he went , for any Assignment given by his brother now being Emperor to he have two wife's and many women in his Harem, few are dancers singers few are sent by states he which are under Mughal territories . when he reach at the entrance of Her tent. He frown seeing no guard outside providing her security he got enraged more then he was before he left the tent gut of everyone getting to bold for his liking defying him for no reason and voicing out lammiest excuse he ever heard. he personally ordered few of his most trustworthy soldier to guard her. Deciding to deal with them letter just those attacker he step inside the tent and saw her eyes dropping close with loud voice of footsteps he rush to her which made her eyes open she look at him alert by his approach near her in anger).

I had enough of everyone"! I hate when people defy me you think I will let you get free Scott just cause I married you"!

(Before she could say or do anything. Her veil which was still on got pull down, cause he out of blue he scooped her up in his arms in Bridal style making her shiver at the close proximity of them. she struggled to get free but no use thus having no option she yell).

Put me down I don't want you"!

"You're smart enough to figure out I get what I want and right now I want you Little doe"!

I ain't that don't you dare to call me that again"! .and out me down you Monster"!

Well I won't cause not gonna spoil the night"! in talking I rather act on what I desire and have you here for"!

(Walking towards bed while carrying her in arms he laid her on bed and sat besides her. While she was trying her best get out of his arms alas he he had death like grip over her. Taking off his crown then necklace keeping them table besides temporary bed he started undoing the thread which connects his Jama by front, he by one hand took of his Royal Robe making Jodha eyes widen up in surprise his each action of getting rid of cloths were evoking fear in her which was getting evident on her face she got to shock to act or say anything , Knowing it might be last chance she spoke).

Stop I don't want this "!

(Till her words come out of tounge he was half naked before her only left in his Pajama. A knowing smirk formed on his face as soon he heard her his eyes were roaming on her from head to toe. She closed her eyes and try to get up from bed but it was little to late he gripped her both hand. By one and put them over her head on bed. Making her winch in pain).

You know from how long I wanted to to do this"! From the time I saw you"!

(He careasssing her rose petals like lips he watch her breathing hard. She turn her head sideways with her eye shut tightly he caughted her off guard when his hand move to her neck making her take sharp breath soon enough his whole weight was on her it took her entire energy).

"I have no say in this but I don't want this I can't"!

You are my wife I made you mine before the fire you worship as lord, the people you held dear for life"! How can you denied me from my right in pertex of unwillingness"!

(He growled dangerously near her face in anger and spoke further helding her chin by other by his free hand. Forcing her head to face his he didn't knew what's driving him crazy to possess her right away, alas whatever it was he doesn't seem to regret doing it at all. Infact emotion as guilt were far from his mind at moment).

Open your eye look at me and listen carefully for once and all you're mine until death do us apart"!

(He freed her hands and bunch her open hair, her entire body started shaking , he leaned on her face and soon enough his lips were about to met hers they were mere inches apart when something shine on his face cause of Moon light he tucked her hand down by keeping his leg over hers alas he was little late she flung the sharp curvy edge dagger on his chest he moved at Nick of time alas it's struck on Arm hard. Taking chance of his loosen grip she shove him and for up from bed on rush , look back at him and spoke in anger)

I can deny you cause it's my life"! My body which cannot be taken by force and owned by mere right's"!

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"You won't meet her unless you step in Jalal what you're waiting for by standing here"!

(Ask Abdul who was going to his tent when he Saw Jalal standing at entrance of his and her tent. Surprised by that he waited for him to go in alas seeing him not moving he made his way there and after reaching close to him voice out his question).

"The attacker are sent by Afghan king Nephew who had become Emperor now "!

(Abdul eyes widen up in surprise that the thought of attackers are still going on in his mind. If Only Abdul knew how he break his nightmare of humiliation and despicable action then he will surely understand why he is standing out instead of going in. Not seeing any guard he got thoughtful he decided to deal with them later but didn't realise when he get lost in thoughts. More likely in nightmare this when Abdul as about him standing out he spoke whatever come in his brsinbwjich was true as well cause at the Nick of time he recall the mark he seen on the attackers Left foot ankle , Clearing his head by negative thoughts he without looking at Abdul spoke).

Get the guards whom I assigned to guard her at dawn before me and don't forget we had to leave at dawn"!

(Abdul nodded and walked away while Jalal taking deep breath entered in Tent which was illuminating by moon light and few fire stick. He glance around and find her laid on bed comfortably with closed eyes low steady breathing. His step become slow and a knowing smile started playing on his face, he walked around the bed as of surveying the place for security purposes but his gaze were fix on her intensely with smile on face. And he noticed her getting stiff and realised she isn't sleeping at least he walked closer to bed , in her wedding dress yet without jewellery to she look Epitome of Beauty he forget everything he had in mind his anger vanished and expect anger or mind game something else stir in his heart for her something which he wasn't known or familiar with yet he was enjoying it. Whereas sending him stepping closer she turn other side , Her one hand was near her face which had diamond which open and reveal secure content inside. While other hand very swiftly got under the Pillow she will either kill herself or kill him rather then letting him have her against her will. He just got on bed sitting on knees folded back with hand's upright over thigh he was about to lean forward on her when she twirl back and attack on him by dagger which he held by bare hand clutching the sharp Edge of Dagger. Just one strike and he realised who he is what he is here for and most importantly with whom he is dealing with clenching his jaw he give a tuck to dagger which made her lost her hold on it. Then fixing stern sharp intense gaze on her he threw the dagger away. Making her followed the direction it flew then back to him who bend forward and lean on her making her laid back on bed with one knee upright while other feet straight. He put his both hand each side of her shoulder and lean further. Taking away her sense by his hot fanning breath on her face. She closed her eyes when he spoke in husky low tone).

Doesn't the big vow which you taken before everyone mean anything to you"? that you defy me"! Your Husband who isn't only your husband but Emperor"!

(Jodha open her eyes when he was done but she wish she didn't open them cause , the intensity he was looking at her was so damn tough to match with her usual anger or calmness. But good for her she didn't get to occupied by his gaze and heard his each word carefully. Getting no answer from her he spoke again letting it evident he isn't person whose paitence should be tested at all).

"Why you're quite answer me"! When I question I something expect answer "! When I ask something I expect obedience I ain't person to take no for an answer"!

If as wife if it's expected by me to obey you then as husband it's exoected by you to respect my wish"! I was tired

(Jalal listen to her with stern face then an amused smirk formed on his face making her know whatever he will say won't be favourable for her yet she had no say in anything he may do or say back trying to breath slowly she look at him dreading his action. Whereas she was dreading his action Jalal was amused by her action and words she was terrified of him he could sense her fear and nervousness which was increasing with each passing second. Yet she is trying to act brave and voice her opinion with courage).

"I came here with my complain But you made me culprit"!

(Leaning further on her face he spoke with evil smirk on face making her shudder she try to look elsewhere alas it wasn't possible she couldn't look elsewhere as he was Hovering over her breathing become irregular, with intensity of their close proximity).

"The way you fear thinking what I may do next how I may behave I like this fear it's should be there"!

(Saying this he leaned close enough until his lips met hers her eyes widen up she held her hand forward on his chest to push him away but it was of no use. He did on the Nick of time when she open her mouth to retort on his words this he got clear easy access in her mouth, the kiss was demanding fast and controlling. MINE and here her first kiss taken Knowing her unwillingness to her wish for such action he kissed her. Getting up from bed he stood on ground then look at her and spoke).

I can protect you from every danger none can protect you from me not even you yourself Jodha cause you're mine Jodha"! The sooner you get the better for you"!

(Saying this he walked out of tent chuckling lowly at her expression. And the thing happened between them).

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