SPM ~My Musings ~25.9.19 Giving the devil his due..
This then is the difference between the twins. Whereas Saltanat even without her past memory still has the ability to recognize and acknowledge the good in someone who looks upon and regards her unfavourably. Kainat never forgot but nurtured all her grievances against Saltanat, right from childhood to this day. In fact her aversion towards her sister begun as not so uncommon sibling rivalry, but over the years it became so dangerous that wherever possible Kainat only thinks of finishing off the invincible Saltanat, even till date!
Saltanat as Kashish , copes with Sharma’s militant treatment because Madhav, saved her life from near death. A lso shelooks upon Madhav as one who assists her in bringing back her memory. Besides she gingerly believes his yarn, that they are in love waiting to get married. So his family’s taunts she puts aside.Yet today she decided to leave Sharma house because of Madhav’s accusations , that she has wronged him in her past which she needs to recall herself! to learn about the full scale of damage she has incurred on him! Saltanat clearly believes she must have done something outside the law! That’s why she leaves Sharma house for the police station, hoping to find answers whether she is involved in some criminal activities against Madhav. But at the police station she does appear as one disillusioned, by what she walked out on. She will not be missed, the evidence is seen. The Sharma breakfast bad mouthing and hoping she dies session against Kashish. Salty’s is struck with fear of her foe once again being on the lose! Methinks, so really, Kashish is the second woman, that walks out on mad Madhav.. only this woman is his high to sweet revenge!
Some believe that god himself cannot come down from the heavens to solve people’s problems. But he may give signs to those who can perceive what they see. Kashish still is unsure whether she made a wise move by leaving Madhav’s house. Something still niggles her from the inside. The young lad welcoming his father catches hereye. Especially the lad’s insecurity caused by the fathers sudden abandoning of the boy. The father promises he would never leave him. The touching scene, along with the word promise shakes Saltanat, about the promise she made to her one and only stalwart supporter in the Sharma house, Krish! His face revives in Kashish to reverse her decision and to return to Sharma house .This time on her own free accord.
For Saltanat, virtues like love and friendship mean a lot. Leaving Krish also means, she forces him to believe, that a promise to maintain these virtues between two people is a mere sham1 which doe snot happen in the real world. Krish's belief has to be kept ,rather than him giving up in those virtues. Thus Kashish walks out of the police station, and choses to follow the call of her heart.
We get to see Zaroon’s reaction . He actually whips both himself and Kainat! breeds fear in all that once more a killer like Kainat is on the loose, perhaps she will strike dead! yet another person from the Shah family! Fear sets in Kainat again about her present snatched yet secure state of affairs being at risk again! It's her peace of mind that lies disturbed now! which is nice to see that she too totters!
Zaroon once again battles with the unreal notion of Kainat presumed dead should turn up alive and than vanish from the local police station! As for Salty/Kainat seeing Saltanat in person before her at Sharma house breeds utter confusion in her. Zaroon’s feedback to her, fails to match! As here before her and the disappointed Sharma clan stands Kashish as bold as the pure truth and reality!As far as I can make out if anything shakes Kainat its’ being at a loss of understanding what goes on. She likes being in control, covering her back.
Also for the first time I notice Kainat sees Zaroon in a negative light. His insecurity about a dead Kainat, emerging alive and then vanishing again out of his grasp !irriates her and suddenly Zaroon, the love of her life becomes a ruddy nuisance forher! Seems to her once more, he gives attention to this Saltanat’s septre!
Reminds me of earlier episodes, where some how Kainat’s shadow always remained between the Sufiyana lovers, Saltanat and Zaroon, as Kainat always meant much to Saltanat. I recall Zaroon being peeved about Saltanat’s preoccupation for Kainat. Hence he too began to give some importance to Kainat, just to keep Saltanat happy! Now the tables ,quite righly have turned! Kainat invariably senses Saltanat’s unwanted impediment between her and Zaroon!
It’s a moving scene the joyous welcome back hug! between Krish and Kashish! In the face of hard to obliterate evil. The hug denotes, the support which one virtuous soul gives the other. The message given is no matter how hard evil tries, virtue still finds a way to survive! Kashish celebrates the fact, that her decision to return to this hell hole is worth it!Embracing Krish heals all the woundsthat Madhav caused her in their last encounter. Love and friendship emerge victorious!
There is complancy in Saltanat that she gave more significance to what matters to Krish and overpowered the negatitivity that Madhav sowed in her. Saltanat maintained her good sense rather than be overtaken by bias.
Thus her private interaction with Madhav is all about ,as I put it killing him softly, with her sincere flow of words. I think Madhav realizes that he was unduly sharp, down right rude, and almost aggressive towards him. Yet she has stumps him utterly. Not only has does she return to him, sparing him the stressful task of going looking for her! But she brings her self back this time in a manner, which shows him Kashish cannot be classified now as his captive. As this time ,after releasing herself from his bond. Kainat is right back by her free will, before him to face the music!
Madhav ,hopefully starts to see that this Kashish/Kainat may be a cold blooded killer, but she still is a rare ,fast diminishing breed of people, who always see some goodness even in the worst person on earth! Kashish‘s eloquent words, empower Madhav! strengthen him, makes him belief in himself, that no matter how poor and useless his family thinks of him! This seemingly feisty Kainat makes him take a step back and view himself objectively through her eyes!
The scene contrasts with the mirror scene in the previous episode where he forces herself to see her reflection, through his eyes! how he barks and spews out all the vemon that he felt for her!
But now, Kashish calms him, consoles him by observing that from she sees, she sees him as a good man, delivering faithfully all the roles life has assigned him. She appreciates the support he gives her, even if at times it all seems harsh treatment to her. But Saltanat’s strength lies in the fact, that she makes him see that she still gives him credit for what is good about him, even though he may sound mililtant and disagreeable to her! She still would want him to know that she understands his fury at her.
There is understanding in her statement that although she is unaware of how she sinned against him ? yet from now on, she will not flee from his captivity.. but remain till her memory returns, and she finds out how she wronged him. Being the real Saltanat, she aspires before him, to stand up for the right thing. Assures Madhav she will gracefully accept what ever punishment he metes out to her, after she finds out her sin..
I know the devil looks out for his sweet revenge ,where in disguise, Madhav, tries to delete the cctv footage of Kainat being alive and present in person at the police station! but in a way, he puts a stop to Kashish being further chased by the police and worst still Zaroon! For now let Madhav be Kashish be Kainat's protector! let Sharma house be Kashish's fortress ,rather than prison..
Saltanat thus shows Madhav understanding.. and where there is understanding, there is potential of having sympathy too.. yes he acts the devil before her! Not once, but many times.. but to her even bad mad Madhav deserves some credit.. even it means being Krish’s super hero papa!! .. and who knows putting his neck at risk? 26.9.19 hamlet53
Will Zaroon and the old man tampering with the cctv footage cross paths?
Many pardons, late post.. another day has already begun! but I love sharing my thoughts with you all.. thanks Irshita, Esha for shaing your musings.. love hammie
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