The party: ajao saray - Page 19

Originally posted by: inlieu

Indeed this scene reminded me that the the fun and frolic he engaged in was just a facade to hide his immense grief. He loves mother and daughter but they are only soothing the surface scars. The deep gashes on his soul are still hard to get to Or even see because of all the layers of protection he put around them when he built those walls around himself.

He is still very very lonely and grieving on many fronts. No wonder he ran at the chance to have mother daughter in his life permanently through this marriage. They are the most beautiful thing he has found in life and just the thought of losing them would choke him.

My heart cries for his tormented soul.

It hurts me to say this, but he might not have survived if Babita & Minnie were to leave him. 😭

I don't think he would have gone as far as committing suicide but drinking himself to death...

Originally posted by: asmaanixx

It was the voices playing in his head that pained me the most. 😭

I couldn't take the beating noise .. it rattled me !!!

Originally posted by: asmaanixx

It was the voices playing in his head that pained me the most. 😭

Tell me about it. This scene was brilliant because of them. Not only was it a way to depict flashbacks but it also showed how they literally are still voices in his head that he can't shake off and that still have so much power over him to this day.

Originally posted by: asmaanixx

It hurts me to say this, but he might not have survived if Babita & Minnie were to leave him. 😭

I don't think he would have gone as far as committing suicide but drinking himself to death...

Well he had said as much to Lala and the way he reacted when he found out Minnie wanted to take her Babes away and later when Babita wanted to move out and take his daughter away from him.

Yes, he would definitely have gone into a self-destructive mode. I'm curious, now that he can't rely on alcohol will he finally start seeing his issues clearly and try to resolve them?

Originally posted by: sanam912

I couldn't take the beating noise .. it rattled me !!!

The way the young boy's voice quivered as he said maye, and his face as he remembered his mother calming him down. Oh my goodness, this show..

Originally posted by: inlieu

@asmaanixx the Imarti related issues are far from resolved and I have a feeling the CVs deliberately left it hanging so that they can weave it back in when the time is right.

Yes, I agree he has soooooo much grief in that heart of his, the one related to his mother that he may never fully recover from. 💔

In today's episode, Minnie had his voice in her head talking about Babita's bachpan ke gaanth. What about his? How would they unravel and when? I think this is exactly what NB is encouraging him to do. She knows this is the right time to start, wise woman.

You know you can call me by my name right? 😆

I wonder how they're gonna tackle all these issues. They have raised so many complications that need to be addressed. I know they'll do it with elegance, but aaahhhh!!! I'm feeling both excited and dreadful.

He won't. The guilt of failing to save his mother might lessen, but it won't erase the fact that he lost her at a really young age. It won't change the fact that he had to see his mother's bruises, hear her wails or have her shush him and cater to his fragile heart while she choked hers.

It also shows that HS knows about these bachpan ke gaanth from his own experience. Because it's too painful or he doesn't know how to navigate them, he chose to simply lock it away. Then years passed and while he may have grown in some ways, the child inside of him still hasn't been able to move on. He still sees his loving mother be treated unfairly.

Originally posted by: asmaanixx

It was the voices playing in his head that pained me the most. 😭

That was so so painful to watch 😭... and Babita reminds HS of his mom.

And that "na rohh Hanuman, mard roya na karte", and he wipes his tears 😭😭

Originally posted by: LoveInAutumn26

I think Ani and Pari were doing their own steps 😆. It wasn't choreographed that well, but it was so cute. That look that HS gave Babita at the end though .

And that Mehendi ka rang was seriously very pheeka. I would have reacted worse had I been in Babes situation. It didn't look good at all.

If true, it added even more charm! It's kinda like the whole world is dancing to one tune while Hanita are off doing their own thing and being immensely happy in it.

Same!!! If my mehndi ever came out that pale, I would chewed that lady out. And it wasn't even a full bridal mehndi. Even kids get a more covered hand than that!

I want HS to cry in Babita's arms and unleash all that anguish and pain that he has suppressed inside of him all these years.

Originally posted by: inlieu

I didn’t mean that he'd unleash his anger on Minnie, rather that his repressed anger towards his father will come out.

It needs to come out one way or another. If Babita needs to let out all the poison within her, then so does he.