Originally posted by: NimbuMirchi
Babes was so rattled. She was afraid of her own desires. Babita craves intimacy more than HS I feel. It's residual. She doesn't let it come forward but the restlessness is much more.
She has spent most of her married life waiting. All her prime youth years, yearning. In one of the earliest confrontation with Ashok, she did say that she had spent nights sobbing under her pillow.
Beeji once said that Ashok strayed coz he was alone. Then what about Babita?
During Ashok's exit, he came and apologized to Babita. He said.. I was wrong for hiding behind loneliness to cheat. You were also alone but you didn't cheat. THIS. This has to be discussed. She didn't cheat so everybody accepted that she didn't have desires. Nobody thought how did she go by 17 years in loneliness. I want her to open up to someone how much she yearns for that intimacy. All the more special coz it's HS. She loves him. She chose him for herself. It should be Poonam. Friend to friend talk. It will be bold but worth addressing and discussing female's sexuality. Only PB writers can do the justice.