Confession thread - Page 22

Originally posted by: Stark_Wolf

Idk hindi much n always felt out of sort when these ppl write BC, C n all... Evn Google couldn't help me with it, wanted to ask here n instead asked a guy from work n embarrassed myself n I'm still butt of many jokes for that🙈

I used to ask them in the CC. The first slang meaning I wanted to know in the CC was probably Maa ki Aankh 🤣 Gawd, they were embarrassed... But they always used to explain me those slangs.

Originally posted by: Stark_Wolf

TM ban hone se post gayab nahi hoti

It used to. After a day or two.

1. When I was new on IF, I used to care about my position on hall of fame more than my results.

2. I have a crush on Aryan khan.

3. I actually like BWF most hated ones Alia and ranbir.

I have never had an MID.

In the beginning, I was really oblivious to fandoms and when I wrote something unpopular on any forum and a lot of people came attacking me, it used to really bother me. Dheere dheere I got to know that it's not me, it's them lol

Probably I shouldn't say this cuz it might encourage that but I think since the forum is so much cleaner recently maybe I can, I absolutely HATED all those abusive posts I got quoted in and felt really embarrassed that I was getting abused publicly.

When somebody quotes me to say something non-films related, like being sweet to me or just randomly chitchatting, I feel this pressure to reply and I have to think a lot about what to say. And then I don't know how to stop that chain of comments and if the other person stops saying anything then I feel like I said something stupid or boring and if I don't reply then I feel like I was rude. Liking their comment is my fav thing and I'm happy if they like mine to end the conversation 😆 I'm sort of awkward socially so .. Also the reason why I have hardly PM'ed anyone here for making friends lol.

I had a pretty strong crush on one or two members in IF. Like really strong and I feel silly about it but there it is. Said it all.

How do people have crushes on IF members??? Yahan toh larki larke ka pata nae chalta😕

Originally posted by: astha36

I have never had an MID.

In the beginning, I was really oblivious to fandoms and when I wrote something unpopular on any forum and a lot of people came attacking me, it used to really bother me. Dheere dheere I got to know that it's not me, it's them lol

Probably I shouldn't say this cuz it might encourage that but I think since the forum is so much cleaner recently maybe I can, I absolutely HATED all those abusive posts I got quoted in and felt really embarrassed that I was getting abused publicly.

When somebody quotes me to say something non-films related, like being sweet to me or just randomly chitchatting, I feel this pressure to reply and I have to think a lot about what to say. And then I don't know how to stop that chain of comments and if the other person stops saying anything then I feel like I said something stupid or boring and if I don't reply then I feel like I was rude. Liking their comment is my fav thing and I'm happy if they like mine to end the conversation 😆 I'm sort of awkward socially so .. Also the reason why I have hardly PM'ed anyone here for making friends lol.

I had a pretty strong crush on one or two members in IF. Like really strong and I feel silly about it but there it is. Said it all.

I'm sure half of IF is socially awkward including myself😆 that's why we all are here as anonymous trollers 😆

Originally posted by: Sanjana212

How do people have crushes on IF members??? Yahan toh larki larke ka pata nae chalta😕

Well I just took everyone on face value and still do most of the times. If they say they're a boy, then I visualise them as a boy lol

Originally posted by: Sanjana212

How do people have crushes on IF members??? Yahan toh larki larke ka pata nae chalta😕

Mostly you get to know in 80-90% of the cases. Some are hard to tell.

I remember having a HUUUGE crush on this person and would argue with them for no reason (no, not without reason - reason was to get their attention). This went on for a few weeks and then I found the person talking about PMSing. That's when I realized she was a she and....

Originally posted by: Stark_Wolf

I'm sure half of IF is socially awkward including myself😆 that's why we all are here as anonymous trollers 😆

Some people seem really outgoing to me though..like those who've made friends amongst the members here and can go chatting for many pages and all that. Sometimes some people mention how they are PM'ing each other regularly and I feel FOMO and all but then I remember that I'm actually more comfortable just putting my opinions here lol

This Hall of fame thing was a big thing for me sometimes. Seeing myself in the top 5 would always give me a kick lol

"I am so important. I have such high social standing" - or whatever shit I used to think