I agree with u.. and this love confession was for us .. poor guddan she didn’t hear.. except guddan everyone knows that aj loves guddan.. it will be interesting to watch.. ( guddu will think that he is his dost ) after antaras arrivalAJ expresses his heart's desire while she is unconscious. Will he be able to say it to her face when she comes to? I have a feeling he won't and will still feel awkward about how to bridge this gap. I am sure he will be ultra-protective of her now, 100x more than before. Notice how he kept referring to her as "meri Guddan". I think on a subconscious level he knew when he fell for her but he was keeping it at bay. Now the barriers have been broken. I was also surprised to hear him say to her that she couldn't leave their journey mid-way. This means he was not only thinking of their future together as a couple in every sense, but that he believed they had a "love story" to look forward to.
I know his screaming out seems out of character, but AJ falling for her is out of character for the OCD guy we first knew. This is a different AJ, this is Guddan's Jindal Sahab. I also think seeing Guddan like this brought out the psychological trauma of losing his first wife at a young age.
AJ's mental suffering and fear of loss after Antra's death was hidden for a while, but now fearing the loss of his precious Guddan is too much for him to handle. He is doing everything that we never expect of him: being irrational and not taking medication, intercepting a police vehicle to punish Perv, begging the doctor on his hands and knees, etc. I felt it was a bit over the top and the first time the writers missed the mark, but I'll wait till tomorrow's episode to see if they manage to salvage it.
Frankly, I think Antra will arrive before he can tell Guddan what he feels, but I expect him to long for Guddan and to want to be with her every second. I want to see him feeling confused and guilt-ridden towards both his wives, not knowing whether to listen to his dil or demaag in order to make a decision.
The word "dost" will annoy him to the core every time Guddan calls him that! I can't wait for scenes where Guddan keeps telling him 'hum dost hain na?', "humari dosti", etc.
I just wish things hadn't been rushed, but then again, maybe AJ needed a shock like this to come out of his own bubble and break down his walls himself. I hope the CVs deal with the upcoming tracks with sensitivity.
Guddan idolizes the kind of relationship and love she feels AJ and Antra shared. She never imagines that she could ever have anything like that. She will always feel that she can never be the love of AJ's life, since that spot was already taken by Antra. The maximum she thinks she can accept is respect and friendship. I won't be surprised at all if she gives up AJ for his own happiness, which is more important to her than anything else. She will cheer for him to reunite with his long-lost beloved Antra, thinking that this is what will make him whole again. Little does she know..
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