Fault?...Short ff...last pt on pg 1

no one was at fault

nor armi was at fault first when he decided 2 pretend as muski's bf at sapna wedding or going 2 patyala....his intention were right n the path was right too at that point of time but with time this right decision turned into a wrong decision for his love life which is the most important thing for him

nor ridz was a fault, being an indian gurl she couldnt stand the thought AM were a couple in front of few eyes ....possessiveness is the right word for her right now plus the way the truth came out for her; was more worst for her

nor muski's family at fault becoz they were under a misconception soo watever they did was unintentional

nor muski was a fault becoz she never knew about armi's personal life, that he has some1 spl in his life already

nor rahul was wrong becoz he told the truth unintentionally

then who was at fault?????? Well thats the big question?

personally no one, whatever above people did was becoz this is wat they thought was right at that point of time, unknown 2 that in future this would be wrong decision

PART 1

Time, a four letter but it rums 2 fast sometimes n sometimes too slow

when the person u love the most is by ur side, this four letter time looks like it is running as fas as a wind.it runs soo fast that u jus blink once and he is far away from ur sight

but when ur alone, the person u love the most is not by ur side this four letter time only doesn't run away from u but also stays just in front of ur sight, how much ever u blink it still seems to be soo soo close to u

samething was happening with her.the one min seemed 2 be ages.she was dying 2 see him.she wanted him 2 pop up from some where n hug her tightly.n shower her with his love.love which is more or less her oxygen now-a-days.....one sec seemed 2 long for her right now

the news of armi left the hospital had made her a frozen body inside however from outside she looked then too k types

at the nurse station when armi's phone came off again and again, that min she felt she had nothing in her hand, nothing at all..she has lost everything she had

she was still standing at the nurse station while a cloud of few movements landed in her soul whatever armi did for her till date flashed in her frozen soul

the way he helped her when vivek tried 2 rape her that 2 when becoz of her he had landed in jail for 2 days.how he kept her dads secret intact soo that she doesnt fell bad or miserable, how he was by her side when she got this news n how he decorated her moms hospital room with lights n all soo that her mom doesnt fell home sick.how he helped her in lonawala bus from goons how he kept karva chauth for her when she was angry on him. How he provided her his shoulder 2 cry when her the first patient had died.everything he did for her kept playing inside her n was breaking her more n more.every sec was breaking her

"DR RIDDIMA GUPTA" a voice broke her link with those movements, memories

she jerked back n automatically leaned to the intern of the month board, she looked at the board and remembered the big yellow poster armi had putten up for her

she felt her voice chocked up, eyes full of tears and paintears which would come out any movement and pain which was killing her>

she looked aside n saw everyone (rm, aa) standing in the line and in front of her Dr keerti and dr shubankar

she tried to compose herself which seemed to be impossible 4 her....with choked voice she said "yes maam"

keerti gave her a angry hitler look n said "if u all are able to contact dr armaan inform him if he is not back before tomorrow afternoon i will accept his letter and he will be out of sangivni forever" she said in a angry and no non sense tone, she looked as if she is very serious about it n left the next movement

everyone looked shocked and sacred, everyone silently hoped he comes back only one seemed to be in his normal stuff.rahul thought or rather believed armaan would be chilling and enjoying somewhere with some new gurls

ridz stood there as if someone has just snatched her most precious gift."if all armaan doesnt cum by 2morrow wat will happen question killed her more..she jus couldnt stay here without him, she decided if all he doesnt cum bak she too will leave sangivni with him.she made up her mind firmly

looking around her she noticed atul, angie, muski, rahul talking about him

"kaha dunde usko?" atul asked in a serious tone, he just couldn't think of sangivni without armi, he looked sad and confused at his sudden action

"hoga koi pub mein koi ladki ke saath, masti maasak kar raha hoga" rahul commented with a bored expression....bored of armi's habit

"tum hamesha armaan ke pecha kyu padhe rahte ho, cant u get a life" angie said angrily, this is the first time she had spoke soo rudely to him but she just couldn't stop herself, armaan was a dear friend of hers she knew he wasn't wat rahul always tried 2 portray him, her shape eyes always saw a very loving guy in armi, he was different n unique person

"angie tum armaan ko jaanti nahi woh" he tried 2 defend his not soo true words

"aur hum jaana bhi nahi chahte" this time atul spoke up by straight away interrupting him

"he is nothing but a guy who wants a new gurl by his side every now and then and he doesn't value his degree how shameful" rahul said, he was angry on armi seeing muski's sad after armi's news was let out plus becoz of whatever taunts they had to hear from Dr keerti n ofcourse he was hurt by atul n angies comments, the way they were defending him as if they were armis hired lawyer

a loud noise came n made every1 shocked 2 the core..a slap was given on rahul face in return 2 his comment.a tight slap

PART 2

Ridz slapped him while tears rolled down her cheeks...but somewhere inside she felt little lighter after slapping him...lighter becoz she gav him wat he deserved for saying sheer cheap things about him plus a part of her anger, frustration, miserable felling came out too...she knew if all armi would be here he would fell bad listening 2 the not so true words but she didnt realize he would be rather proud n happy seeing her course of action

after hearing to him her whole body was burning...burning with anger...she was angry on armaan but she loved him too, how could she hear such a thing against him, armaan was a good Dr and valued his degree, this was proven when he won IOTM and when he saved the police inspector months ago

pointing a finger at him, she replied on top of her voice looking sharply into his eyes "you...you know nothing about armaan...nothing...mein usse pyaar karti hu aur mujhse zaada usse koi nahi jaanta...koi nahi understood"

with heart broken expression he asked in a mere whisper "ridhima aap"

still lking straight a him, "ha mein...mein us armaan se pyaar karti hu...woh armaan joa jaisa dikhta hai waisa hai nahi...woh ek bachna jaisa hai...jo comics padta hai...jo apna aas pass ke logo ko khush rakta hai...jo mera saath hamesha raha hai khushi mein aur dhuk (sadness) mein.......jo thoda pagal hai (smiles)....jo mera parents ke liya bhi itna karta hai...jisne ek parai bacche minnee ke purra operation ka kharcha (expenses) uthaya tha...jisne mera liye karva chauth ka vrath rakha tha...jisne mujhe yeh khada pehnaya hai" pausing for some seconds she continued looking down this time "jo ab meri vajah se hospital chodkar chala gaya... (n looks back again up) ha mein woh armaan se pyaar karti hu"

She said n left the place the next movement not caring what people around her are thinking...only thing she was concerned and cared was about right now was him

Everyone stood there shocked to the core as if they r just been poisoned by a deadly snake...the fact that she loved armaan was more shocking than the slap for the rest three especially for muski...and the worst was he left the hospital for her?

seeing ridz going out of sight, they all looked at rahul who was still standing there itself but wat atul and angie didn't see was : rahul was looking at muski from corner of her eyes

muski was more shocked compare to AA, she remembered how once she had seen AR in staircase and how armaan had explained her that there is nothing between them...the only two question she was wrapped with was does armi loves ridz too? And secondly wat made him leave Sangivni?

thinking deeply n analyzing her words ridz said muski understood he loved ridz too...and next movement she heard her dreams breaking sound just like a mirror...she was sill standing there itself

she looked around and saw rahul looking at her, she muttered "disgusting" which was loud enough for him to hear n left to find ridz

she remembered what she had told dr keerti if all the guy she loves, loves someone else she will accept it as god's decision

she promised herself she will try to move on and will help ridz to find him n walked towards the locker room

holding the papers in which armi had written armi/ridz loves ridz/armi and etc n crying her heart out leaning on the locker

she felt her life not worthy enough to live in

she felt torn out becoz of her he left the hospital, guilty is also wat she felt right now

all the sharp words she had said was poking her, she cried "i didnt mean those words armaan...i really didn't...plz come back"

AA entered the locker room n looked at her in that miserable condition, totally worn out condition

the next movement angie gave her little sister a shoulder to cry

they tried to relax her for several mins but she didn't stop crying

atlas when she stopped crying she told them how armi helped muski, how she found out about all this, how they fought, wat he said before leaving

which muski heard from outside...she felt guilty for her course of action...guilty for ruining the life of the person she loved the most...a lone tear rolled out from her eyes

after listening to her patiently AA were shocked...shocked becoz soo many things happened around them but they never realized it

PART 2B

ridz slowly slowly felt better while her mind started thinking of all the possible places where he could be

she squeezed angie's hand assuring her worried sister that she is fine now

muskaan walked in n analyzed their expressions, she was in two minds

confused, wat should she say? She felt she is drowning in a sea of guilt

before she could say anything she heard something weird

"thank u ridhima ji" rahul said while entering the locker room

All four looked at him with a mixture of shock, disbelief and anger

he smiled sadly n continued "actually i had heard ur n armi argument in the staircase area...and when i saw armaan, i understood he really loves u alot...n i thought it was necessary for some people to know about u too thats y i" he left his words hanging there itself

AA, R and M understood y he said those things about armaan, they felt bad for judging him wrongly specially ridz

"no need of sorry" he smiled n said before anyone could say anything

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ringing the door bell ridz stood there hoping he is at home only

a old man approximately around 65 age opened the door with a small smile n looked at ridz

"kaka mein armaan ki dost hu, woh ghar par hai kya?" she asked hopefully in a soft tone, keeping her fingers crossed

smiling sadly he replied while crushing her light of hope "beta woh toh kuch din ke liye bahaar gaya hai"

listening to him her face paled and sadness filed her eyes "kaha gaya hai woh apko kuch toh pata ho gana"

"beta waise toh jabhi (whenever) woh dukhi (sad) hota hai toh aapne farm house chale jata hai aur aaj jab ghar aaya toh bahut dukhi lag raha tha shayad" he left he words hanging there itself

"thank u kaka mein chalte hu" she hurriedly left, she had 2 bring armaan bak before morning or else he will be suspended….time was running n she had 2 run a race with the time 2night

she ran to the car where AA and RM were waiting for her

her sad n pale face, teary eyes said he wasn't at home to them loud and clearly

armaan farm house was at in lonawala soo rahul was decided 2 drive the car while muskaan sat on the passenger seat and AA n R sat back seat

there was pin drop silence, everyone was lost within, somewhere in the world of memories...memories which r always our shadow...everyone and anyone can leave u all alone but memories stay with u always just like shadow

muskaan was making herself understand armaan was never hers while ridz making herself understand everything will be back to normal, they will be together very soon

as they reached the place, before the car could come to a complete halt she had pushed the door n ran towards the main door with a new hope, a new light of hope

but she learnt from the house taker armaan had called he is coming here but didnt turn up

a broken, disappointed ridz walked back towards the car this time…her tears walked out of her eyes too not caring about anything else

she wiped her tears as she reached the car

feeling her voice has been choked she nodded n conveyed her message which was difficult to convey through her voice

"ab kaha?" atul questioned when his mind couldn't think of any other place where they could find him

after a min long silence ridz said "lonawala orphanage...yes di armaan waha ho sakta hai"

looking ahead she continues "rahul jaldi chalo"

he smiles n droves the car as fast as he could in late smoky night

once again with a new hope was shinning in her teary eyes

They had reached their destination; orphanage…..they all got down from the car at once…. With a bright hope, as bright as a moon

Listening 2 the late night door bell bua got abit confused n walked towards the door

She opened the door with a curiosity n got shocked seeing them all 2gether but before she could clear her confusion cloud ridz walked inside calling out armaan's name again n again

Bua understood something is wrong, very wrong….she walked towards her n holding her shoulders shook her, "armaan yaha nahi hai ridhima beta" she replied in a motherly soft tone

She looked broken as if she is lost somewhere…..lost in darkness…..cant find a way out from the darkness

"who yaha aaya tha par ek gante (1 hr) pehle chala gaya" bua continued

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they came bak 2 mumbai n searched for him whole night wherever possible but couldn't trace him….around 6 ridz asked him 2 drop her at basket ball court alone….she had a strange felling she will find him somewhere there

they argued a lot with her but failed n atlas they dropped her there

she sat in corner n waited n waited for him while remembering all the movements spent with him

after waiting for hrs there all alone she started walking….walking anywhere….leaving herself 2 fate, destiny

main tere, main tere
kadmon mein rakh dun yeh jahaan
mera ishq dewaangi…

hai nahi, hai nahi
aashiq koi mujhsa tera
tu mere liye bandagi
main chaahun tujhko meri jaan bepanaah
fidaa hoon tujhpe meri jaan bepanaah

unknowingly she reached the beach which was just walk able distance from the basket ball court

seeing the waves clashing with rock from far, she remembered her and armi's clash

wo-o-o … o-o-o…..

zara si dil mein de jagaah tu…
zara sa apna le banaa…
zara sa khaabon mein sajaa tu…
zara sa yaadon mein basaa…

kehe bhi de, kehe bhi de
dil mein tere jo hai chhupaa
khwaahish hai jo teri

she walked on the warm sand barefoot, holding her sandals in one hand

she felt miserable, low, hurt, guilty and most of all missed him badly

rakh nahi, rakh nahi
parda koi mujhse eh jaan
karle tu mera yakeen
main chaahun tujhko meri jaan bepanaah
fidaa hoon tujhpe meri jaan bepanaah

wo-ho… o-o-o-o…

wo-o-o … o-o-o…..

she looked around they were many people, some were playing, some were taking their morning walks, while some were just enjoying

her heart cried out, she felt like her life is on rocks

bending down she took some sand in her gentle hand but soon realized it was slipping from her hand, how much ever she tried every time it stay within her hand....it never happened, it slipped from her hand each time

she realized love is also like that,

dont hold it tight let it breath and dont always ask ur love to do whatever u want, love him as he is with his negative pts becoz nobody is perfect

and try to put yourself in his position too, thats when she stepped inside armi's shoes n understood whatever he did was somewhere for good only plus he didn't tell her becoz he couldn't break a muski's promise

person who doesn't break his friend's promise will never break her heart she very well understood

she walked n walked till she almost reached the end of beach

she smiled sadly looking around, something caught her eyes

there he was, just in front of her

Seeing him just in front of her sitting dryly her heart ached...she felt a severe pain in her heart but for a movement she felt may be this is a dream he isn't in front of her

becoz of her he is here sitting like a lifeless body...his face showed the pain in which he is living right now

choking her tears she called out for him but it turned out to be more or less a mere whisper

she build up some courage n swallowing the tears she called out him once again

as he turned towards her she felt like she is just been blessed with another life by god

she ran as fast as her legs could take her n stood just in front of him

as their eyes meet they saw the incompleteness in each other's eyes which has formed because of one day's separation

taking hold of his collar she yelled "how could u leave...how could u...cant u get it straight i love u dammit"...a little softly she continued "i know i was rude but u could have yelled at me, punished me, ignored me, u could also have hit me hard but how could u leave me all alone" she hugged him as tightly as she could n cried out n continued "how could u think i can live without u even for a day...i love u very much please dont ever go away from me please"

He hugged her tightly n planted a kiss on her messy hair, her sad n tried face had melted him, how could he see her in tears after all u cant see ur loved ones in tears "im sorry but when u said those things i"

she cut him in between while departing from the tight hug "armaan i love u and...and i cant see u with someone else...i just cant...its impossible for me" she said as placing her hand on his cheeks

wiping her tear from her tear stained face he tried to explain "but i was just pretending"

holding his hands with a desperate look she replied "i cant armaan...not even in my dreams y cant u understand"

trying not to smile seeing her possessiveness "k i understand happy"

holding her hands tightly he kissed her hands gently while a smile formed on her lips

"armaan" she called out while walking with him now

"hmmm"

she looked at him with a sign of hope "promise me u will never hide anything from me and never leave me alone"

he squeezed her soft hand "promise"

she smiled with tears in her eyes "i also promise i will never talk to like yesterday and will not hurt u...im sorry for my behavior i"

he smiled listening 2 her "its k"

They felt a gap in their heart just got filled up...a hole which they first felt when he left the hospital, when they departed for sometime back

if love is true separation makes that relationship more stronger, more deeper may be more strong than rock, more deeper than sea...thats exactly what happened to their relationship...their love touched a new height together and of course the trust, believe in their relationship was far more than before…that's the sole reason they didn't end up arguing n fighing after meeting from a night long separation

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