15th november

Now going back to yesterday's episode when Pragya was raging. Again, feeble, yet cunning attempts to cover up jerk Abhi with Shabir's phenomenal and sensitive portrayal of emotional Abhi. For a minute, even I, a grown woman with some worldly wisdom got confused as to what I should feel for Shabir's Abhi. I felt so bad for Pragya at the outset, this is what a broken, abused woman who had been given death blows, who is left with not a shred of self confidence or emotional support would act. For a girl who was able to confidently and relentlessly tackle a completely hopeless Simonica murder mystery, to now break down and cry because she was accused of being the " doosri aurat" is heartbreaking😭. My guns are squarely pointed at Abhi for this and none other. With King, it appears that she shares her concerns and woes about Kiara. But how do you share the abuse you faced, death of your spirit, total rejection, decimation of character, suspicion about your intent causing daadi's death, wrongness of your very existence, by none other than your husband, with somebody like King, with whom she shares an employer/friend relationship? She has nobody else to help her process through her feelings, to actually tackle each one of those allegations, rejection and so she buried them and left with self doubt and lack of confidence. Sriti's voice modulation as she said " mein apki biwi thi" or the sparkling anger in her eyes as she says she didn't come to steal him, are totally out of the world.👏👍🏼

On the surface, I kind of liked Abhi's " why did you stay quiet when somebody says that to you", but my anger got fueled as I understood, these are just words, emotions being used to manipulate viewers. This is something my husband or any husband would say to me or their spouse in support of my action or reaction to something. But Abhi is not a husband in the real sense, he is not supportive of her in anything. If he was a sincere fellow, I would have said ' go for it for Shabir's acting", but Abhi is not a rock behind her, he is more synonymous to a kite who goes with the wind.👎🏼 His words are limited to her only. How about all the times when he remains a silent spectator😡👎🏼 when Aliya and vomit call her a gold digger or an aurat with nefarious intentions, or somebody who is putting the whole family in harms way? Why is it that this particular allegation an insult to "their and his" love but not any of the above allegations? Is it because with this allegation, his character also comes into question? HOW ABOUT HE GOES OUT INTO THAT MM HALL AND DECLARE HIS LOVE TO PRAGYA AND WARN VOMIT AND ALIYA OF DIRE CONSEQUENCES IF THEY DARE TO LIFT A FINGER TOWARDS PRAGYA? Can he do that? No, NO, NO. The gall of the guy asking " what is his mistake"? I am appalled at this. With pyar comes a " haq", and haq can't be given or taken? If that is the case, why is the vomit taking all kinds of haqs on him, intimacy, MS etc.? If this is the case, if some Tom, Dick and Harry, claims pyar towards us and tries to take a " haq", is this justified? Does responsibility come with haq and pyar too? Or is this an alien word? I felt bad as an onlooker with Shabir's sensitive acting of a pained Abhi pleading for Pragya to come back to him, but what is Abhi giving up? How does Abhi want her to come back? Shouldn't he clean up his act, his name, his house and his side first from the vomit😡? Even if Pragya doesn't come back, if he truly has pyaar, respect, ehsaas or whatever else he claims he does for Pragya, isn't it his duty to remain single and committed to her? He always pulls this act of keeping his options open, if it doesn't work out with Pragya, then vomit 😡👎🏼💔is OK too. This is truly despicable👎🏼💔, very unbecoming of a protagonist. First off ,where is his repentance, did he apologize to her for what he did to her? Did he find out how she lived out her life all those years? Did he even empathize how she must have felt hearing those glorious commendations from him for all those years? HE ASKS HER TO TRUST HIM😭. Loved how Pragya rationalized, really, what had changed in the 7 years, he still has Aliya and vomit by his side? How does she trust him with anything? He doesn't offer her any comfort, stability or security. Heck ! If he didn't even acknowledge his wrong doing, what prevents him from throwing her out again for example, when Swarni daasi checks out?

There was absolutely no substance in that emotional speech or pleading for Pragya to return to him. He doesn't offer ANYTHING😡🤢😭. He wants to keep himself status quo, only wants Pragya to change her life😡😭Sorry, that is not how you win over somebody. So, to cover this up the imbecile writers make him cough and faint in the smoke, so all his sins, mistakes and blunders are absolved, his thought process or his pleading doesn't need to be carried over anymore. This discussion is over for all practical purposes🤢. The next time Pragya erupts or questions him about anything will be in several months if this show continues for that long. She will be back to catering to his needs and comforts, in the capacity of NOT a doosri aurat, but WHAT? WHO and will continue to take the hits from the vamps. Will Abhi ever take control or take any responsibility for his love and his child? LIKE EVER or will he remain passive forever and ever ?

OK. My observations only because they are in the show biz. Shabir seriously needs to take care of himself, he looks bloated, either no rest, no exercise or too much alcohol, his face is large and puffy. Is he a smoker, by any chance? His index finger and thumb were stained yellow with ?tobacco, clearly shown as he stands with his hand extended for a long time. I am no expert in make up, but Sriti has too much make up on her face, why did they give her a jaundice-yellow tinge? The caked over make up is creating wrinkles under her eyes😲How cute, innocent and beautiful she looked in March!

Why is the actress Aliya still continuing in this show? She has no importance whatsoever. Same with Purab. I can't believe the vomit is shown the way she is in that dress. The bosom was repeatedly shown in closeup, from angles above her, bent over and when she crossed her hands across, for a minute she even looked like she was topless and posing with crossed hands. I am not sure if this should be on prime time. I felt quite uncomfortable. Is this a way to bait a section of viewers?

Sorry girls , if I had been redundant. I expected something, but absolutely nothing happened. NO REMORSE day # 190 and counting😭

See you all later! That is it from me ,

Pragya could have just asked Abhi whether he would send TAnu and Aalya out of his house immediately when he asked for her hand to start a new life again. She should have waited for the quality and timing of his response first. He can never do that. A man who even after losing his wife, still maintains his house with fake people and marries a criminal cannot ever be relied on. It is better Pragya just does not come back to MM after she gets well. She had promised the Royal wife that she will leave the place, I feel that she should take Kiara away from that place and get back to London. Abhi can come searching for her there if he wants.