HHi friends back with new update .Part 30
Raman closed his eyes to catch some sleep but ishita's words were echoing in his mind , he thought about her for long and finally slept deciding to consult his doctor friend about ishita's state .
Next morning ishita got up on her usual time and recalled all the happenings of last night . She recalled how she cried in his embrace and he was consoling her . She don't know how he is going to react knowing about her fear , she decided in her mind that if Raman tried to show sympathy to her she will tell him directly that she don't want his sympathy .Deciding so she got up and went to complete his morning chores . She came out and sat Ruman were still sleeping , she looked at the time and went to do puja , after waking Raman . He stirred a bit in his sleep and slept again hiding her face in his pillow .She smiled at his antic and went to start her day . She did puja and and start making breakfast . After about ten minutes Raman showed up , he went out to take the newspaper while ishita started making tea for them . Soon the tea was ready , she poured it in two cups and went out , she passed his tea to him , he held it reading the newspaper , she was waiting for his reaction about the last night but to her surprise Raman didn't talked even a word to her . She became upset thinking that he is so sensitive , she has shared her fear with him but he is least bothered about her emotions . Thinking so she became silent and went to kitchen, while Raman looked at her and thought " I know ishita you must be mad at me , but I actually font know how to console you .I don't know what exactly is disturbing you , my distance from you or your fear of loosing us because of your disability or the feelings which you will miss due to your disability. I want to remove your fear about everything so that you can live a happy life . " thinking so he got up and went to get ready for his office , he saw ruhi too was up . He took ruhi too with himself to make her ready . After about half an hour ishita came to check ruhi and found Ruman in bathroom , she didn't liked if and thought that it's because of their last night conversation . Her eyes became moist and she went to kitchen wiping her in shed tears . After sometimes ruhi went out , all ready and asked flaunting herself" mumma dekho, how I m looking ".
Ishita changed her mood seeing ruhi talking to her nicely and spoke " my rooh is looking like princess, who made you ready?".
Ru- main khud , papa freshened up me and gave bath , rest I did myself .
I- but papa must be getting late na bachche , I would had done this .
" if ruhi would had waited for mumma then how she would had given surprise to her , hai na ruhi "they heard Raman from behind. Ishita's face fell seeing Raman while ruhi nodded listening to him . She went inside the kitchen and brought breakfast for them . She served Ruman breakfast and was going when Raman held her hand , she turned and looked at their hands then him . He said " ishita you too have your breakfast ".
I- you people have yours , I will have after wards .
R- why afterwards , come join us now only .
Saying so he made her sit beside him and stuffed her mouth with a bite of paratha , she glared at him with surprise while ruhi started clapping happily on Raman's act , he signalled towards ruhi and spoke" dekha ruhi too wants you to join us , aao baitho and enjoy the breakfast with us ".
Ruhi too said-" haan mumma , come I too will feed you , papa she is my mumma , so I will feed her , if you want to feed , you go and feed dadi ".
Ishra laughed listening to this while ruhi come and fed ishita, she too fed Ruhi back. Raman pulled ishita close to her and asked " tum sirf ruhi is khayaal rakhogi to ruhi ke papa ka khayaal kaun rakhega".
Ishita's cheek turned red due to blush , while Raman asked again raising his eyebrows , she downcasted her eyes and spoke slowly " ruhi to choti bachchi hai ".
R- (husking in her ears)-to uske papa ko bhi bachcha samajh lo .
I- (raising her eyebrows)- meri itni majaal ki main The Raman bhalla ko bachcha samjhoon .
They were busy in talking when ruhi spoke " papa wo meri mumma hai, she will feed me only".
Before Raman could answer her anything his phone rang, he before picking the call he spoke " chalo bye , will see you two in evening ".
Saying so he went out of the house kissing ruhi while ishita too looked at him with hopeful eyes which Raman missed and went out making ishita sad.
Ishita's day was normal while Raman completed his work earliest and went to meet his doctor friend . He told his friend about ishita's medical condition and their talk last night . He asked about ishita's treatment for which his friend suggested that may be ishita is sad because of her disability but before the baby thing she herself has to believe that she is normal and he also suggested Raman to move on in his life , if he is so much concern about ishita it's clear that he has a special place for ishita. He suggested that Raman has to express his feelings for ishita so that she can feel normal and loved . They talked for long , he gave some more tips to Raman and told him that it's high time he should move on in his life forgetting his part, Raman agreed for that and returned thanking his friend .
Evening was like normal evening as daily, Raman tried to talk to ishita but ruhi was with them all the time so he didn't get any chance to talk . Next morning ishita was in kitchen and was doing her work when Raman too entered the kitchen and started chopping onion along with ishita. She saw this and spoke " Raman you leave , I will do".
R- I wanted to talk to you but saw you were busy in kitchen so came here . Thought will talk while helping you .
I- you sit and talk , I m doing this .
R- no it's ok , let me do . Ishita I thought a lot about your talks .
Ishita looked at him while he spoke " I think at first you have to consider yourself as normal than expect anything from any one else ".
Ishita looked at Raman with questioning eyes .He cleared " at first you stop thinking about your disability and start leading a normal life . You know as you know about your disability you cannot enjoy your present thinking about your past .are you getting me ".
He asked her , she shook her head negatively and he cleared " ishita we just got married few days back and you started thinking about baby . At first enjoy your life a bit then we will think about baby . "
Ishita was still looking at him when he spoke " we both had a bad past and had some disability in us . You cannot bear child likewise , you are fresh but I m a divorcee ,father of a kid , which normal people count as a drawback while seeing alliance for their girl .Ishita I had understand and had decided to start afresh with you and ruhi, and want your support . I m ready to give 100% to this relationship , are you ready to support me ."
He completed himself and looked at ishita while she got happy listening to this , her eyes got moist and she nodded happily .
That's all for now , hope you like this .Enjoy reading and do comment .
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