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He heard the sound of frantic cries from the the other side of the ground... Concerned that was the sound of concern, Care.. The sound was borderline desperate.
It was the sound of the woman who managed to mend his broke heart and steal it..Zoya siddiqui
His head hurts so does his chest it has been hurting ever since she utterd his name Arshad
There was destruction everywhere...vehicles burning, people crying, lying injured as if they were strucked by a natural calamity...if only it was a natural calamity it is a man-made disaster..just why do people disturb the peace ?
Ever since he heard of the Riots he went crazy thinking about his zoya, her well being, her saftey his heart beat stopped the moment he saw her jhumka lying on the road.
What if she ? nope nothing can happen to her as long as he is alive..
And then she saw her his zoya looking distressed searching for some one with desperation.
She is searching for me his heart did a little somersault in joy..
Aditya... she saw him..came running towards him like a bullet train and took him in a bone crushing hug..His heart started beating again..this was the moment he has been waiting for this was "their" moment. Zoya loves me he thought to himself..just when he was about to say something
She broke the hug and his heart with her words..
Aapne arshad ko dekha, hum dono saath hi me the pata nahi kis haal me honge she started shouting his name "Arshad" "Arshad"
Arshad came running towards zoya..took her hands in his and assured her he is safe..Hand in hand they look perfect. Zoya heaved a sigh of. "Relief" Sukoon kya arshad zoya ka sukoon hai ?? Zoya mujhse pyar nahi karti ? She was concerned for arshad all along ? She did not even asked for my well being ? Not even once Am i not important to her ? Am i not her "azeez dost" as she claims.
He had'nt thought that the pain in his chest can get heavier yet it did.His heart shattered into a million pieces. It refused to stop aching, A deep ache that travelled through his veins to all the parts of his body and made him throb in pain.
He is no stranger to pain..he felt the similar kind of pain when he caught his dad shagging the sm random woman, when his mom bow down and accepted a cheating husband, when pooja cheated and his maa-in-law blamed him for the EMA the differnce here is the pain is increasing every second by ten folds..
He hurried towards his car and rushed towards home.
Aditya's Room
He took a deep breath trying to ease the pain...to accept the truth...Zoya does NOT love me...he knows that its not her fault that she does not love him but still his stubborn heart refuses to listen..he lost zoya Correction "she was never mine to loose"
He was a FOOL why HAD he ever thought she will feel anything for him ?
Brushing zoya's thoughts aside he went towards the kitchen..
"I need a coffe".
As he was returning from the kitchen he heard..Laughter...Unrestrained...Carefree...it was his "chota" his kid bro arjun...he was on a (video) animatedly talking to sm one he moved closer to his room to get a clarity
Ye aise kisse baat kar raha hai ?
N : Hasna band kijiye arjun bataiye na hum kya kare ?
A: fikar not chocaomati ye RJ AJ hai na aapki problem solve karne ke liye
Realization dawned upon aditya arjun is AJ why did he hide that from me ?
N : toh janab AJ agar apme kuch nahi kiya toh abbu hamare liye b ladka dhoond layenge-
A: aise kaise ladka dhoond layenge aapko dulhaniya bana ker hum hi le jayenge
Adi's head started pounding W*F they are in a relationship ? And they never discussed this with us ?
is me chupane wali kya baat hai ? Mai aur zoya toh in dono ki help hi karte na he thought to himself
A familar Voice broke aditya's reverie..
Zoya : ya allah noor !!! Aaap itna chilla ke baat karengi toh aap dono ki mohabbat k afsane puri mumbai pe mashoor ho jayenge..
Aur aap janab aap ke aimak bhai kahan hai ? Kab se phone kar rahe hai unko unka phoen hi nahi lag raha
Aditya was shaken So even she knows His "Best friend" knows about their relationship..he was the only one who was out of the loop ? But why ?
Adi :- did they fear that i will bitch about them to our families ?? He will never ever do that but what could be the reason of hiding this... Maine toh apna dil khol ke rakh diya kuch nahi chupaya
Then why me ? Grow uo adi, kab tak immature rahoge..kab tak bachon jaisa behave karte rahoge pooja's words taunted him..
Is this the reason why they kept secrets from me ? That im immature to handle this delicate situation..that im childish at times..
But why do i need to grow up ? Cant some one love me, accept me the way iam.
He needed to get away get away from here..he cant take the pain anymore...yet his heart refused, refused to stop paining..
Refused to stop pumping.
He was tired...tired of running away...tired of lies, betrayals...
He does not want to confront any one..they may have their reasons of hiding the truth me..
But he will not get in zoya's way anymore if she is happy with arshad then im happy for her.. I love her , love her enough to let her go..Zoya you are free. I will not let my love affect our friendship..i will always love you but from afar...i will cry for you only when i am alone..i will dream of you but only when iam asleep i will not let my pain affect you..i will smile for you even if my heart bleeds...i will live for you while dying inside..you may not love me but you cant stop me from loving you
Taqdeer ko kuch aise apnaya hai maine jo nahi thi meri taqdeer me use bhi BEPANNAH chaha hai maine
Seher Hone Ko Hai
Cricket
Ganga Mai Ki Betiyan
