- Zoya has tasted Love...and Marriage... and both things left a very bitter taste in her mouth... 😕 So Love and Marriage both are not on the cards for her anymore.
I've to agree for sure because she's 'been there done that' type of a person now. Whatever she called love, the meaning of true love for her turned out to be a betrayal when it came to reciprocation of love from Yash. She was happy in her married life living through a rose tinted glass & not being aware of what calamity she would have to face in the future. The pampered daughter & wife. More than the current situation where her marriage is on the cards I'm still pissed with Waseem who wants to give away his daughter, who had overcome a betrayal in marriage about 6-7 months back finally! 😕 His mind only tells him to keep Aditya away from Zoya thus marrying her away to somewhere else is the best option. Meri beti ki khushiyan, sapne gaya tel lene 😡 What kind of an immature & insensitive father? Sigh.. 🤓
- Subconsciously she loves Aditya... and that has been reflected by her conscious and subconscious rambles time and again. The way she wants to keep him with her always and the way she is protective for him; its already above the level of friendship. So theres no question about it.
- Problem yeh hai ke she has not realized her love for Aditya yet. 🥱
Damn yes! She's unaware what she's feeling for Aditya are feelings out of love & not just typical friendship. Her actions, reactions, hesitations & troublesome mind has Aditya ruling 24/7 almost because while he wasn't in India too she always thought of him, his well-being & wished for him to come back to India so that she could have her 'Azeez dost' (Geez even I dislike this word 😆) back..
- Dr.Arshad Habib is a great guy... perfect marriage material... but Zoya didnt look at him with that kind of interest for one second even. She just saw that he was a nice guy and immediately tried to put him off by telling him about her previous marriage and past... Maybe she thought that would deter Arshad...but Arshad's reply was actually quite good. So she couldnt help but smile at it.
Even I find him ok but my second thoughts are that 'jitna woh shareef lagta hai, utna woh hai nahi' kinda 🤪🤣 Definitely Waseem kinda choice & LOL Zoya isn't even caring about a marriage rn because her mind is alert with Aditya's parents 35th marriage anniversary 🤣 She's always in a rush to either go to Zosh or visit Aditya's house. Even I observed the way she was looking at Arshad when he was having a chat with those kids at the hospital & playing with them. Anyone would see the entire thing & conclude Arshad is indeed a kind soul but that doesn't necessarily mean you'll fall for that guy ROFL 😆 Ofc Zoya can't hide the fact that she had been through a bitter past but I wonder whether Arshad already knew from Waseem about Zoya's past because he himself mentioned their parents used to be friends & it would be kinda odd if Arshad's family wasn't aware of it 😕
- About Aditya... filhal tou shes soo scarred from her past experience that she isnt even thinking on the love angle with him. Shes at the moment, only worried for his erratic behavior... and that looks on a friendly level only...
- She cares for Aditya enough and doesnt want Waseem to insult him... but she also feels that she has the right to scold him if he again indulges in a drunken brawl like a wife... 😆 So basically she is concerned for him...she wants him around...she wants herself to be around him...and she still feels that its all because of "friendship!"😆
It's just a simple case of understanding & coming to terms with her own feelings right? Zoya's present mind is busy with her job commitments & her friendship with Aditya ofc. Her work because now she owns the company & has worked well towards it's progress. She's dedicated towards her work undoubtedly. Her best friend Aditya because he returned after a lot of mannat she wished within her heart & her silent prayers to God. She just picturizes him as the best friend she never had & that bonding they have is pure & of caring, protecting & being there for each other. Her drunken state was witness to her side of caring for Aditya, as you say how she wants him to be with her every time, how she wants to spend her leisure time with him 😆
- I have been thinking that Aditya once claimed that Zoya understands his state of mind perfectly. In the past, we have seen that happening too... But why is she unable to read his eyes and judge from his actions now...that what his problem is actually?
NOW COMES MY ANSWER:
Zoya Siddiqui, despite being in a marriage in the past, has NEVER ever experienced Aditya kind of love before!
Yash never loved her like that.🤢 We all know how lukewarm he used to be with her. Okay they might be having proper physical relationship and all...but the junoon and deewangi...the intensity that Aditya has for her, Yash didnt have one ounce of it...
This was indeed a question for me too. She who understands Aditya well a/c to his opinion with whatever they had to face in their past, doesn't seem to realize her own kind of feelings for Aditya. But aftee reading your post, I think I can understand what must've been running through her mind 😃 I agree the love Aditya has for her is unconditional yet she doesn't realize that due to lack of experience of a passionate & a pure kind of love. Yash's pampering was true love for her, buying her expensive stuff, appreciating everything she does for him or for their house were the materialistic kind of love. The soulful connection wasn't there. Having a physical relationship successfully doesn't mean a great relationship, the understanding & reliability, trustworthiness & companionship is what lacked in Zoya's marriage. Her nature being that of almost a decorated doll didn't work for Yash. Aditya indeed loves Zoya from the bottom of his heart & his feelings for her are pure, soulful, emotional & romantic as romantic can get 😳
So Zoya is as inexperienced as a virgin hypothetically! She has never experienced the feeling of being loved by someone so deeply...so profoundly...so thoroughly...and hence, shes missing all the signs from Aditya now. Aditya is being erratic, but his eyes, his blabbers would give away his feelings very easily IF Zoya had been attuned to see those kind of signals!
The way she had loved Yash was probably not also close enough to what Aditya feels for her... And she will feel for him and still does...subconsciously.😳
That's where I sympathise with Adi 😆 He has already discovered the emotions he feels for Zoya are because he loves her madly & he wants her to be a part of his life as the 'Love of his life' forever but Zoya who hasn't experienced this much of love would obviously take time to understand her own feelings. Aditya's eyes speaks a lot but only if she paid the proper attention they require 😳
So if Aditya is kind of new to this bepannah love, and it took him some time to come around this idea even, then I think a person already so much scarred by even the notion of love like Zoya, who thinks that she has seen enough of it to decide to stay away from it...would find it harder to realize and then accept!
Zoya is NOT being insensitive to Adi's feelings...She is just not thinking about the thought of love even! And I dont really blame her to be honest... 😕
Neither do I feel like there's any use of blaming Zoya because she hasn't come to terms with her own feelings. It's not something like if someone loves you, you gotta love that person too! She'll overcome the different emotions & understand one day, her feelings for Aditya are not just out of the friendship bond they share, it's out of love. It's more like she has no time for love or commitment to a relationship at the moment. Definitely she's not being insensitive but it's just Zoya being herself only. Eventually everything will fall in to correct place 😊
Now how will she realize?
Thts to unfold...and I dont have a fickle clue about how and what will happen to make her realize her love for Aditya...
Maybe Aditya meets with an accident...gets critical..Dr.Arshad Habib treats him and sees how desperate and worried Zoya gets for Adi..and maybe he makes her realize her true feelings for Adi... 🤓🤔
Who knows what happens...? But i am happy with this track and the pace of the show... and this is my take on Zoya's emotional locha... 😆😆